[Non-Fiction] Ex Gf Dominatrix; CBT/Humiliation.

[lucky7z]

I had a long time on again, off again gf in college who knew i had a bdsm/femdom/cbt fetish. She was always reluctant to hurt me, experimented a little with really light pain but wouldnt try dominating. Eventually we had a fight and another of our short break ups. She showed up to my dorm the next day to talk about it and walks in on me watching CBT porn. she blamed my fetish for the break up, i called her boring in bed, tempers flared. when we were calmer i explained why i enjoy it and made a backhanded comment that at least she tried to do it and i hinted that most of the ways she tried to please me tended to fall short.
She looked hurt, then offended, then angry. In a really 'matter of fact' tone she asked me "What do u want me to do?" I paused, she leaned in and got more serious, repeating her question. I said she could actually try the dominant role and tell me what to do for once. I started to explain more but she cut me off... "strip, take your clothes off". I paused, she started to count, got to 5. Told me I would pay for it later.
She flicked the head of my cock hard, i flinched. She frowned sarcastically, "but i thought you said u liked this?"
"I'm still hard aren't I?"
She grabbed my shaft, digging in her nails "lets go to the bed", pulling me by my cock. "This is what you wanted?"
Pleasantly surprised so far I stuttered and said yes. She dug her nails in much harder and asked "yes, what?"
I was completely caught off guard but the 'yes ma'am' came naturally. She released my cock, i fell from my tip toes to flat footed. She looked down then grazed my shaft with one nail, "wow, you really do enjoy this" in mischievous and intrigued tone. She paused to think about how to proceed. I was thinking about all my attempts to get her to try this before, I had explained safety, limits and safe words. I even explained, in detail, specific things to do, how to make it hurt more, and how to make it safe... and I was sure these were what she was trying to recall.
The rest of the story to come later

[Sintrac]

Good start. Is this a true story?

[lucky7z]

100% true, theres more backstory to it and im remembering dialogue from 5 yrs ago, but no need to dwell on that, lol. I remember what was done to me and the order it happened so im just filling in how i remember things were said. Otherwise It would read like a list.
also, She was also a rower for a div. 1 college crew team, so she was a built, strong girl, that kinda adds to the story because her grip and over all strength were more than the avg college male, much less a female.

[lucky7z]

Continued...
Then I feel her dig her nails back in, this time at the base of my shaft. my back was up to my bed, which was too high for her to push me back on because it was on risers. She started dragging her nails up my shaft and i started to shuffle and followher hand to stop the scratching.
"Stop, stay against the bed", she dug sharply mid shaft then proceeded to the head of my still erect, and now visibly scratched cock. I didnt look down but i felt the indentations of her initial grip and the middle of my shaft. She pulled her hand quickly away, knicking the crown as she did. It was a sharp pain, caused me to lean forward slightly with my torso.
She dropped to her knees and gripped my shaft hard in her right hand. She placed the nail of her left index finger on my head, oriented horizontally, then looked up at me. Do you like my nails? I had them done 2 days ago to match my dress (we had broken up at her sorority formal ball). Then she jabbed her nail inward, i flinched, she poked harder, i leaned forward and my hands left the edge of the bed as a defensive reaction. She stopped.
"Sit on your hands, ill tell u when u can move them, but I'm not even through with my fingernails yet." She noticed my cock was slightly less rigid now. "Is everything ok? I thought this turned you on?" More sarcasm. Then one nail dragged slowly down the top of my shaft, base to tip, harder as it went, pulling down at my, again, full erection. Several more times, two sets of four nails dug into the base of my cock, dragging and scrapping my shaft from all angles. She made mocking pity noises at me while she watched me wince. When it stopped, my now visibly sore cock was still fully erect. she gripped my shaft again, at the base "mhmm, i guess you do like it".
I sighed and through my head back in relief, to then feel her teeth, sharp front teeth in the middle of the head of my cock. The first bite didnt leave marks. I had used a fetish picture of a cock with teeth indentations weeks before to show her how much it could take without breaking skin. Her second bite left indents, but not good enough for her. She tongued my cock while she bit down, the third bit elicited a high moan of pain as I leaned forward. These teeth indentations were good enough, she celebrated by deep throating me for a fraction of a second, licked my shaft for a moment, then bit down from the side in the middle of my cock, she got her teeth marks the first time. I was just starting to worry and feel a bit unsettled with her new dominance when she saw the indentions. She laughed and smiled proudly up from her knees, "These marks are so much better than the one u showed me." Her dominant stance changed and she motioned for us to sit on the bed. She gripped my shaft again hard. "I can't believe you have a hard on after all that, and I haven't even touched your balls yet" I felt her grip tighten, "and you haven't even said thank you"
Next part to come later

[Sanpow]

Nice stroy - and very nice it's realy happened

I hope you'll write a lot more of it and i think it's no problem if you fill some parts with fictional-parts if you dont remember detailed... as long as it's realistic and the main-part is non-fiction it's ok ;-)

[lucky7z]

Nothing is purely fictional yet. I mean, i may be wrong on how many bites before she took a break. im just embellishing details so its not dry. And I'm glad people are enjoying the story, i look forward to writing more.

[lucky7z]

After a short pause that dragged on forever for me, she popped me once in the balls with the palm of her free hand, "we don't want anyone to be left out do we? So what should I do with these?" She was more playful, less domineering, but only because I assumed she was just more aware of the safety risks involved. I paused, I couldn't tell if she was messing with me or asking me outright.
She dug her nails in my shaft again, very hard and continued to squeeze "tell me the best way to hurt you without really hurting you seriously"
At this point all i could get out was 'Ok' repeatedly until she moved her nails
I was a little thrown off, I was secretly hoping her fear of damaging me would just mean she would go easy, and suddenly im explaining that if she ties or holds them firmly and tightly against my sack the pain is worse and she wouldnt have to hit harder to make up for them moving around. She made me explain it a few times, then reached for my balls and paused and said "just show me".
This is where I noticed that I was in a truly submissive state to her new dominant persona, before this my masochistic side was having a rush and I was quite willing. I hesitated, I probably had a defeated look on my face, a look that said 'but... but, really? I have to demonstrate it?'
She grinned deviously, "Fine, you probably wouldnt hit them hard enough anyway. You hold them like u said and I'll start light and get harder"
So I gripped my sack in my right hand, holding my balls for her convenience.
She did start light, with an open hand, and increased slowly. "These aren't as sensitive as I thought".
I was flinching slightly with the smacks at that point, but after she spoke I saw her rear back for a hard smack, my body tensed and i must have subconsciously loosened my grip.
"Awe, are you too scared to hold your balls for me? Its ok, I have a free hand."
She grabbed at my balls and gripped them really tight, pulling them a little more than I expected. She reared back and smacked them with her palm, she pulled back but it hurt, my body wanted to curl up a bit. The next 2 were right after one another and noticeable harder than the first. The last strike landed on the side, though, and my right testicle seared with pain, I yelped a bit and moaned. She paused, I think waiting to hear a safe word.
"Wow, so thats not too far? or too painful for you?" She looked back down at what was in her hand "Oh look, we figured out another way to deal with your hard on." She cut to a serious moment "How is it not too much if it hurts so much u cant keep it up? And how do i know its ok and not to stop?" I tried to explain and she eventually decided the safe word and discretion would be enough. She started back with her hardest slap yet, she paused to watch my reaction and started laughing when she realized i was still ok. "Theres something really wrong with you if you enjoy this, its just strange", before I could respond she changed to using her fist for a few hits that kept me from answering. laying back on the bed with my legs half hanging off and legs spread, I writhed for a few moments while she held my balls when suddenly I noticed her hand was gentler. She stroked my limp, sore cock with her free hand and moved her mouth down toward me. After a brief panic I felt lips, not teeth. The sensation on my shaft made me realize just how tender her fingernails had left me. The sensitivity made it take a minute or so but I began to get hard.
then her hand still on my balls pulled down, squeezing and tugging my swollen testicles and halting me at partial erection. I closed my eyes and flinched and waited. A chuckle, then "you can relax, I want to see if u can get a hard on after all that", then she started quickly and passionately sucking my cock. I moaned, in part because what she was doing felt amazing and in part because everything was swollen and sensitive to the touch. She paused when she was satisfied I was fully erect, held it by the shaft and admired it like she had just completed a work of art. I was silent, I thought the role play experiment was over and I was on my way to more oral pleasure and I was content.
She did start again, by deepthroating my cock, taking her time and gagging to let me have the prolonged feeling. Up and down on my cock I watched her head, drifting towards an orgasm, hands behind my head.
Then teeth, mid deep throat, teeth dig into the very base of my shaft and almost onto my sack underneath.
I open my mouth and all that comes out is a long and low sound of pain get louder "aaaaaAAAAHHH", because she was biting harder as she lifted her head and scraped her front teeth up my already tender skinned shaft.
At my head, she gave another hard, long bite intended to leave marks like the previous one.
I started to ask why, "I though we finished that part!"
Standing straight up and taking a backward step, she smacked my hard cock, vunlerably erect right in front of her, as hard as she could. I grab myself, reacting to the sharp sting.
"You wanted this, you asked me to. you never asked for a blowjob though, come find me later after you masturbate". She was already walking toward the door.

[Sintrac]

Loving this story, keep it coming

[lucky7z]

Unfortunately thats basically it, she told me later how much she didnt like the domination persona so I couldn't push her to do it. We did date off and on some more, but since this wasnt something she was into, she got more and more willing to give teethy blowjobs that legitimately hurt, and she would do a little more pain like slapping my balls a little if I went down on her first, but it wasn't the same cuz she never got into it.