Will you make it home in time? Semi-Public Diaper Dare

[Starkz]

Thanks Penom for the well thought out dare. I just tried it and am reporting back.

I've done a fair bit of bathroom control dares, but diapers and public play are new to me.

Before rolling, I decided to make the following modifications. They didn't end up getting applied though.

Long preparation: Tomorrow was the day I had time to do the dare, so I couldn't hold for 48 hours. So I changed the number for 5 and 6 to 24 hours. To compensate, if I rolled one of those I would drink 2 additional glasses of water.

Clothes: It was really cold and I also didn't want to risk being seen, so I wasn't up for number 6. I decided to treat it as a reroll, while drinking an additional glass of water instead.

Yesterday I rolled for long preparation and got a 2. That was a big relief - if I had had to wait, I probably would have had to poop pretty bad before even starting!!

For short preparation I also got a 2. I kinda wished that I had rolled something more difficult for this one - if you couldn't tell from my modifications, bladder control is a big kink for me.

For time, I rolled a 4. This put me on edge! 40 minutes is a long time to hold.

For clothing, also a 4.

Ok, time to go! I diapered up then went to CVS and bought some liquid glycerin suppositories (these). I know these are strong, and I was tempted to use the solid ones instead which are weaker. I felt like you probably meant something like these though. I wasn't looking forward to having them in my rectum at all.

I went to the corner store next to it and bought some bananas. They were pretty damn big! I measured one from the same bunch after, they were about 8 inches long and 1.25 inches diameter peeled.

I use the bathroom and really try to get as much out as I can. At the risk of being TMI, I'm worried there was more waiting up there that I couldn't get out. I eventually give up and head on out.

I use bikeshare to get out to a park which has a bathroom and is 44 minutes away on google maps. I'm a fast walker, so I figure I'll be able to make up the lost time. I read my book for a bit to wait out the 60 minutes, then go into the bathroom to begin.

It's quiet in there fortunately, I get everything out and ready to go. First goes the suppository - it starts causing discomfort almost instantly, a burny campy sensation.Nothing unbearable, but this is when it hits me that the next 40 minutes are about to be very challenging for me.

In go the bananas. I'm rushing at this point, knowing that every minute I take to get stuffed up is a minute for the glycerin and bananas to take hold. The first two halves aren't so bad, but the third one really hits me. Being on the toilet it's really tempting just to go ahead and push them out. The last half goes in, the cramping amplifies. I hurriedly search through my bag for the tampons and stick 3 of them inside. I already feel rumbling and an urge to void. Am I really doing this? The 40 minutes home feel almost impossible, and I consider just emptying here and giving up.

After some deep breaths I carry on, and double wrap with a second diaper just to make sure things don't leak. Start the timer and off I go. No time to ease into this situation, I need to get home ASAP.

The first few minutes aren't as hard as I thought they would be - I'm still crampy but it's not getting worse, and the tampons seem to be doing a good job. They are a bit scratchy but I'm beyond grateful for them.

5 minutes in: I notice a problem with my strategy. It turns out the act of walking really intensifies things. Every step bobs me up and down, putting pressure on my poor anus. I walk lightly and slowly to combat this, but now I'm going much slower than I thought I would be! The "44" minute walk I thought I could do in 40 is actually going to take closer to 50.

8 minutes in: I hit a downhill, which is extra hard to walk down given my predicament. It's also slick and slightly raining, so I have to be careful. I'm grateful no one else is around, because at the point I'm whimpering pretty much constantly while trying to hold it in.

12 minutes in: A big wave hits, and I almost mess. I have to stop walking for a bit and really focus on controlling myself. Eventually it passes, but wow. That was intense. I start thinking about how bad the punishment is going to be if I mess. There's some unlucky rolls that would leave me in diapers and denied orgasm for quite some time. If I fail with this much time on the clock, I'm almost certainly going to get a 12 and have to do this all over again too, and I might even get worse rolls that time around!

15 minutes in: I make it out of the park and onto a street. I have this glide I'm doing that seems to be working well at getting me moving while not upsetting things. I've also realize that clenching my anus really doesn't do me any favors - it actually kicks things up somehow, leading to spiking cramps. I try to move on with it half tensed, just tight enough to let the tampons keep everything at bay. I'll clench involuntarily every minute or so though, each time regretting it a few seconds after.

20 minutes in: A crosswalk is counting down and I run to cross it. As soon as I reach the other side, a big wave hits and I have to stop for a second, really focusing on putting it at bay. After about 30 seconds, I waddle onwards.

29 minutes in: I'm going down another hill, feeling the pressure with every step. A crosswalk counts down, and any other day I would have ran to catch it. I knew that would be suicide this time though, and kept waddling. Still when I reached the bottom another wave hit, I tried my best to clench. I felt a bit of wetness slide into my diaper. I went to the side to check it out, it was just a tiny bit of liquid caused by the suppository. I decided not to count it as a mess and keep going.

35 minutes in, my butthole is on fire but I keep going. I start to realize that I might actually make it to 40 minutes! I'm still 15 minutes away from home though

At this point I'm doing this weird staggered walk that lets me clench my cheeks in a way that doesn't upset things. I somehow pass the 40 minute mark. WHEW!! I count this as having avoided the punishment, but I still need to get home...

45 minutes in and I am one block away. It's at this point that my poor overworked anus starts giving out.I hear a lot of gas and feel wetness in the diaper. Somehow I don't mess all the way - the tampons are still miraculously shielding me. I enter my building while all of this is happening and dash into my room. I assess the damages and I did still manage to keep all of the solids in, but fluids from the suppository were leaking at the end.

Tails: I get to use the toilet! Emptying out feels straight up orgasmic, and such a damn relief. I didn't roll for the report because I wanted to do a detailed one either way.

Overall a really thought out dare! It was very challenging, but thought out enough to still be doable. I think I got fairly lucky with my roles - if I had to hold off pooping before doing it, I would have probably been a goner. If I had to insert marshmallows I don't think I would have made it either. The public aspect added a lot of intensity. Between the punishments (pretty mean if you fail early) and not wanting to mess in public, I pushed myself further than I had before. I like bathroom control as an endurance test and am not really into diapers as a fetish object, but after this dare I'll likely use them in the future to add some more intensity to holding challenges.

In terms of feedback, I would suggest adding more bladder control to the mix. Maybe something like 3 cups as an average role and up to 5 if you're really unlucky. Making someone drink coffee could also be fun because that also makes them need to poop. Also, maybe the punishment should be based on how long the person has to go to their destination (according to google) - that way, they are incentivized to walk fast and are in a predicament. Anyways it's great as it is, just my 2 cents.

Thanks again for the dare!