I'm Jinxi, a full-time, live-in service slave of almost 2 years. AMA

[SlaveJinxi]

Originally Posted by SilvertongueLyra

Hi Jinxi!

After reading your blogs and much of this AMA, I am tempted to ask a few questions, hope they aren't too intrusive.

1) When did you know that being a slave fulfilled you, were you scared to take the leap?

2) What was the scariest thing you did, but you absolutely loved it after giving a go at it?

3) From your blogs, I do know that you trust your Sir with your life, was that gradual or did something happen to make you trust him that explicitly? Does it still scare you when he pushes your limits or does it excite you now?

Hope you have a great day!

Thanks for the questions!!!!

1) I think it really hit me about 3 months into living with Sir that it was fulfilling for me. I had gotten into my routine, was feeling comfortable and confident as to what I was doing, and really starting to master the role I think. I was definitely scared to initially take the leap for sure. Despite the fact that I had known Sir for a couple years before moving in, I still had the thoughts of "what if he just makes me disappear" and things like that. Which I would argue is a good thing honestly. If you aren't scared about moving in with someone to be their personal slave and kink toy, there might be something wrong.

2) The scariest thing I did that I ended up loving would probably be needle play. Definitely way more terrifying when you don't actually know what it feels like. I thought I might die the first time Sir wanted to use them. Turns out they are still painful and honestly not super pleasant. But they are quite tolerable I would say.

3) So Sir earning my trust was very gradual, and I would say that it's still an ongoing thing. He loves to push my boundaries, and when I'm not in the moment, I can confidently say that I trust Sir with my life. However, when a boundary gets pushed, in that moment, I still get scared shitless. It definitely is an adrenaline rush, and always turns out to be fun. But the panic is still a real thing somethings.

[LPV]

What was your least favorite task?


Was doing all the tasks actually worth your "reward"?


Do you like these threads or are you forced to do them?

[SlaveJinxi]

Originally Posted by LPV

What was your least favorite task?


Was doing all the tasks actually worth your "reward"?


Do you like these threads or are you forced to do them?

My least favorite task changed about halfway through doing the list, lol. I was 100% convinced at the start that walking that far like a dog was going to be easily be my least favorite. But it turns out that the machine fucking (specifically my ass) was the worst. It took a few days for me to make that realization, but yeah, my ass is still a little bit sore, days later.

The tasks were definitely worth it yes. Although, I think that I don't necessarily think of the orgasm session as the reward to be honest, more like the culmination of the tasks. The reward is that since Friday night, I have been able to do a significant amount of relaxing when it comes to painful or even excessive sexual activities. So it was definitely worth it

I do enjoy these threads. I like getting to answer questions and chat with people. Of course some of the things I've posted, are because that's what Sir has told me to do, but things like my blog and this thread are my own, because I want to do them

[LPV]

Any thoughts on line writing or corner time?

You are required to clean the house. Can you give examples of Sir making that more difficult than it ordinarily would be?

What would you like to change about Sir?

Anything you would like to change about yourself?

[Mousey123]

What do you normally do in your 30 minutes of me time?
Do you wish you had more or less, or are you happy with 30 minutes?

[submale_21]

hi..

1) what are y wearing right now? Explain in details
2) type of underwear you usually wear?
3) pubic hair? (Laser, wax, trimmed)
4) last 3 person saw you naked?
5) describe a situation when you needed to say your safe word red
6) most weird / kinkiest porn you watched?
7) What do you think are effective punishments for naughty women?

[ltakltak]

Well, some days into your new rules. So I'd like to hear:

-is it really impossible for your breasts and pussy to touch the (metal) chastity devices at all? and how does that make you feel?
-are you managing with your pee-schedule?

[Sexyplant]

What is your favorite task/service to perform?
What's your least favorite?
How do you adjust to perform the latter?

[LPV]

Where are you? ....................