January 2022 - Denial / Torture Add Thread

[Babygirlblackout]

Originally Posted by A2M2

Reports are due in later today. Lots done, still plugged and caged as I write.

Also time for super honesty...... I rigged this slightly.

The Special - Forced Bi that I added to the thread yesterday was actually a secret desire of mine for a good year or more now. I wanted it BAD but I couldn't bring myself to push that bit harder.

So today, I arranged a meeting. The arrangement was that I would be in a safe place, hooded for anonymity and of course wearing my cage and medium tunnel plug.

I put on my ring gag and hood. Nervously shaking with both anticipation and a lot of fear.

The door was left very slightly open so just a quick push would let him in. I heard footsteps and then the click of the door closing.

He looked at me. Kneeling on the floor, drool spilling down my chest, breathing heavily and feeling incredibly nervous. He said nothing (as agreed) and dropped his trousers. He was already clearly hard, he walked towards me with his pants and ankles at his feet and looked down at me.

I looked up at him. Drooling more than ever and he slid his cock into my mouth. I gagged almost instantly. It really isn't like a dildo at all. Warm, pulsing with blood. Much more forceful than I would be able to do to myself with a toy.

I felt myself getting hard in the cage. Useless, the only cock that mattered was in my mouth. In my throat.

He grabbed the back of my head and began fucking my face. Rough and fast but not hurting me. He had free entry through the ring gag. Nothing could stop him.

After what felt like years I felt him twitch, his moans got faster. He was going to cum. I felt him push deeper and harder, then he pulled out, my tongue ready. And he exploded onto my face

Hot, delicious cum in my mouth, dripping down my face. I had done it!

He zipped up and left. A single wave of the hand to say goodbye and he shut the door behind him. It clicked shut and locked.

I lay there on the floor. Naked and tasted his cum for a while, then got myself cleaned up and left to go home.

Overall, I earned the prize - I loved it and I want more.

I’m so proud of you <3 and happy you had such a great experience such a good slut

[A2M2]

Originally Posted by Babygirlblackout

I’m so proud of you <3 and happy you had such a great experience such a good slut

Thank you indeed. You inspired the leap. Totally worth it

I guess that's a new possibility for the future now. Hopefully lots of IRL fun for us both

[A2M2]

Report Time....

So with all things considered I am currently sitting at 14/100. That breaks down as 4 completed tasks and a self-awarded 10 for the IRL meetup (Special - Forced Bi).

With that in mind I completed the following:

RIDE - 30 minutes total - done all together on my most beloved 9" girthy dildo.

CAGE - 24 total hours caged. This was served over the last week. Hottest moment of that was undoubtedly when I met the guy. Not least because the ring gag drool quite literally ran down my chest and dripped teasingly onto the swelling cock desperately trying to burst out of my cage.

ENEMA - I did 2 - one 2 Litre for 10 minutes which I failed (and will take a punishment for). And then a subsequent 500ml for 10 minutes which I comfortably took and held without a plug. Clearly my enema retention needs work.

PLUG - Total time plugged has been 7 hours. Again notably I was plugged when I did the IRL. Hottest moment by far.

EDGE - 20 completed. Interestingly an opportunity presented itself for me to switch and make use of a sub on here. I took control of her Lovense while making her repeatedly face fuck and gag on a dildo. I completed all 20 edges during that session before I locked the cage to go out for the IRL.

RING GAG - 30 minutes served during the IRL.

TAPE GAG - I did this during my home alone time. VERY testing but very hot indeed. I saw it ln a video and really wanted to replicate it. I will perhaps try a belt next time.

DRINK - 500ml of water and 100ml of piss. Very easy.

MILKY WAY - This was spent in a corner with my nose and toes touching the wall (I did this in the shower to make it safer. 1 pint of milk orally and anally both taken via the enema bag.

For added challenge I put my suction dildo on the wall and tried to take it far enough into my mouth that my nose could touch the wall successfully. I managed to do this successfully for a while but I reverted to just nose touching because my gag reflex would have easily meant spillage from both ends.

The enema was safely expelled into the toilet.

A2M - I think I got this right. After the Milky Way I fucked my ass with the suction dildo and then proceeded to hold it in my throat, nose again touching the wall. I did this repeatedly, fucking my ass for 1 minute then holding it in my throat as deep as I could for another minute before repeating.

I did lose the milk at that point. My gag reflex isn't strong enough to hold for that long.

CUSTOM TASK - This was a banana cut into halves and 6 marshmallows anally, then a 30 minute walk. I knew I would fail this. Marshmallows contain glycerine, which is my enemy following a rather potent punishment enema from Emmy.

Anyway, I put pants and trousers on. I don't have diapers so I made a layer of tissue paper in my pants. As soon as I pulled up my trousers I already wanted to expel. I got about 5 minutes down the road and had to run back and very quickly expel. Somehow I didn't leak much, but I accept this is a fail and no points are awarded.

This brings my total up from 14. Adding 24 points for those completed tasks pushes me up to a very respectable 38.

A long way from 100, but nevertheless. 1/3 of the way there. I am very open to more tasks and I will now consider doing custom dares that include another male participant with myself being more or less a human glory hole. It will be slightly difficult to arrange but I will try.

One dare remains - Jane88's LIVE STREAM. Which I aim to do in the next few days hopefully and I will have to debate if the link is shared or not.

[A2M2]

Next play date confirmed....

Saturday 15/01/2021.

Looking to fill up the day, I will also be online throughout the week

[SissyDiaper<3er]

Originally Posted by A2M2

CUSTOM TASK - This was a banana cut into halves and 6 marshmallows anally, then a 30 minute walk. I knew I would fail this. Marshmallows contain glycerine, which is my enemy following a rather potent punishment enema from Emmy.

Anyway, I put pants and trousers on. I don't have diapers so I made a layer of tissue paper in my pants. As soon as I pulled up my trousers I already wanted to expel. I got about 5 minutes down the road and had to run back and very quickly expel. Somehow I didn't leak much, but I accept this is a fail and no points are awarded.

This brings my total up from 14. Adding 24 points for those completed tasks pushes me up to a very respectable 38.

A long way from 100, but nevertheless. 1/3 of the way there. I am very open to more tasks and I will now consider doing custom dares that include another male participant with myself being more or less a human glory hole. It will be slightly difficult to arrange but I will try.

So sorry to hear that. I'm glad it didn't went worse, but sorry you didn't get to enjoy it 3: I understand that without diapers to hold you you were super nervous. Don't feel bad about it ok? ;3

[A2M2]

Originally Posted by SissyDiaper<3er

So sorry to hear that. I'm glad it didn't went worse, but sorry you didn't get to enjoy it 3: I understand that without diapers to hold you you were super nervous. Don't feel bad about it ok? ;3

I appreciate the kind words, thank you

I will offer myself up for a punishment all the same. Failure is failure and I need to be better and try to develop.

This is an open invitation.

[MarkNDoubt]

So if the thread is open... Also you bum should be kept open


SPECIAL STREAM
PORN CONTROL theme: femdom with male swallowing 8h
EDGE 10
RIDE 5 (only 5 minutes.. Sigh)
PLUG 5

Enjoy....

[A2M2]

Originally Posted by MarkNDoubt

So if the thread is open... Also you bum should be kept open


SPECIAL STREAM
PORN CONTROL theme: femdom with male swallowing 8h
EDGE 10
RIDE 5 (only 5 minutes.. Sigh)
PLUG 5

Enjoy....

UPDATE - EDGE x 10 Complete. Cage locked and plug inserted (both while wearing clothes unfortunately).

Updated total is 39/100 tasks complete.

Challenge accepted!

Today I will begin by removing my cage temporarily to do EDGE 10 and I will begin PLUG 5 shortly.

I will keep the cage and plug on for 5 hours just after the last edge is complete.

I still owe 1 x punishment also. Alongside Special Stream x2 and Ride 5

[wingman78]

Let's give you an easy one involving CLAMPS. Specifically, wooden clothes pins, on your balls. Use at least 4 and leave them on for 14 minutes. For every time you double the amount of pins, you can halve the time: so 7 minutes with 8 clamps, or 3.5 minutes with 16 clamps, et cetera.

[A2M2]

Originally Posted by wingman78

Let's give you an easy one involving CLAMPS. Specifically, wooden clothes pins, on your balls. Use at least 4 and leave them on for 14 minutes. For every time you double the amount of pins, you can halve the time: so 7 minutes with 8 clamps, or 3.5 minutes with 16 clamps, et cetera.

Many thanks for your post.

This will be fun, challenging but good I will put this on the list for Saturday

I also just want to mention that TAPE GAG is now possible for longer. Following some 'testing' this morning I was able to achieve 2 minutes with a 6" dildo almost 100% buried in my throat.

The caveat is actually breathing. By ever so slightly bending the dildo it is possible to both inhale and exhale enough to hold for the correct amount of time.

[helliswhatyoumake]

Corner - kneel 30 minutes
Gag - 30 minutes
Clamps -15 minutes
Cage - 4 hours

[wingman78]

DRINK 500 ml of milk. Then PLUG up for your half hour of CORNER TIME; followed by 5 minutes of DEEPTHROAT. If you happen to puke any of that milk back up drink at least 100ml of that like a FILTHY ANIMAL.

[A2M2]

Originally Posted by MarkNDoubt

So if the thread is open... Also you bum should be kept open


SPECIAL STREAM
PORN CONTROL theme: femdom with male swallowing 8h
EDGE 10
RIDE 5 (only 5 minutes.. Sigh)
PLUG 5

Enjoy....

Originally Posted by wingman78

Let's give you an easy one involving CLAMPS. Specifically, wooden clothes pins, on your balls. Use at least 4 and leave them on for 14 minutes. For every time you double the amount of pins, you can halve the time: so 7 minutes with 8 clamps, or 3.5 minutes with 16 clamps, et cetera.

Originally Posted by helliswhatyoumake

Corner - kneel 30 minutes
Gag - 30 minutes
Clamps -15 minutes
Cage - 4 hours

Update - CAGE 4, EDGE 10 and PLUG 5 are now complete. These were done during today with some very enjoyable deepthroat training done alongside.

The cage was originally on to begin. Discreetly the plug was added and the cage removed to complete the edges.

This brings the completion up to 41/100.

Remaining now are as follows:

Special Stream x2
Clamps 15
Wingman's milky deepthroat
Corner 30

And finally Gag 30 - which I have decided will be a little more interesting. Instead of a ball gag I will hold my 6" dildo FULLY inside my throat for a total period of 30 minutes. I will aim to complete this on saturday using a timer and a belt to hold in place.

I really want this to be entertaining so I am pushing things as hard as possible.

More ideas are welcome

[wingman78]

Wow, that gag idea is hardcore. I always start gagging after just 20-30 seconds, no matter how much I practice!

[Angelica_Kee_Zarcon]

Time to give your LOVENSE some love.