little trans' FIRST destruction thread

[ftmsub13]

I'll be following airtightmask's lead for my very own first destruction/denial thread...

I want to try and challenge myself to be better with denial and not just cum whenever I want and then ignore tasks.

Every single post on this thread adds an hour to the running denial total but there are 'Boosters' that make things worse. I will count up the posts and also add in extra denial rolls/boosters/punishments along the way. The tasks can only be assigned through this Sunday (12/29 12am EST.) The denial time can also only be added to until this time, but the total time can extend past it. Punishments can be assigned whenever they are owed.

My last orgasm was December 24, 2019.

People can only post once in a row and need someone else in between posts.

Denial Booster
Roll a Dice - The counter below denotes the number of hours denied.
1 - 1 hour
2 - 2 hours
3 - 4 hours
4 - 3 hours
5 - 2 hours
6 - 1 hour

Anal/Pain/Humiliation Booster
Select from any/all of the below as you desire. Each can be used ONCE per post.

LOCKED UP X - locked in chastity belt for X time with dildo and/or plug of choice (max 60)
^ now available as a booster instead of a punishment!

PUMP X - Pussy pump for X minutes (max 10)
^ new! thank you to mambo!

BEADED X - Anal beads for X minutes (max 60)
CLAMP X - Clamp nipples for X minutes (Max 15)
CLIT SUCTION X - Suction clit for X minutes (Max 30)
DIAPERED X - Diapered for X hours (max 12)
EDGE X - Edge without orgasming X Number of times (Max 10)
INFLATE X - Insert inflatable dildo and inflate X pumps for X time (Max 7 pumps, Max 30)
PLUG X - Be plugged for X minutes (Max 60)
THIRSTY X - Drink X glasses of water/liquid (Max 2)
TIT SUCTION X - Suction nipples for X minutes (Max 30)
TUNNELED X - Be plugged with my tunnel plug for X minutes (Max 60)
VIBE X - Bullet vibe on clit for X minutes (max 15)
CUSTOM - Within my limits - Post your own ideas for me.

Anal Only / No Touch - I cannot touch my cunt at all unless I am washing. 1 Hour duration. I will be unable to use my cunt sexually in any way for that period.

Custom Dares
Your choice of dares within my limits can be posted, the opportunities are endless. If you want to discuss anything feel free to PM me.

Punishments
These should be used if I fail or disagree/lose a task (Maximum of 2 Keywords per punishment earned)


SNAKE X for Y - anal snake X beads inserted for Y time (max 9 beads max 30m) if cannot reach X beads, X - (#reached) * Y = total time)
PISSWHORE X - save up pee for X Hours and pour over head with an open mouth (Max 12)
ENEMA X - X sized Enema (Max 1.5L)
CHOKE UP - Deep throat a dildo against a wall until I am unable to hold any longer on repeat for 5 minutes.
DENIED X - Denial period where X is the number (Max 2 Days)
PAIN - Pull clamps off my nipples
SHOTZ X - drink X shots of pee (max 2)
SPANK X - Spank X times on body part of choice
MESS X - Mess diaper and stay in it for X time (Max 60)
CUSTOM - Within my limits - Set my punishment


I crave cruelty, discipline, and control. If a suitable person wants to help me work through this I welcome your messages and am open to discussion.

[airtightmask]

Originally Posted by ftmsub13

I'll be following airtightmask's lead for my very own first destruction/denial thread...

I want to try and challenge myself to be better with denial and not just cum whenever I want and then ignore tasks.

Every single post on this thread adds a day to the running total but there are 'Boosters' that make things worse. I will count up the posts and also add in extra denial rolls/punishments along the way.

Denial Booster

Roll a Dice - The counter below denotes the number of days denied.
1 - 1 Day
2 - 2 Days
3 - 4 Days
4 - 3 Days
5 - 2 Days
6 - 1 Day

Anal/Pain/Humiliation Booster
Select from any/all of the below as you desire. Each can be used ONCE per post.

PLUG X - Be plugged for X minutes (Max 60)
CLAMP X - Clamp nipples for X minutes (Max 15)
CLIT SUCTION X - Suction clit for X minutes (Max 30)
TIT SUCTION X - Suction nipples for X minutes (Max 30)
TUNNELED X - Be plugged with my tunnel plug for X minutes (Max 60)
THIRSTY X - Drink X pints of water/liquid (Max 2)
EDGE X - Edge without orgasming X Number of times (Max 10)
INFLATE X - Insert inflatable dildo and inflate X pumps for X time (Max 7 pumps, Max 30)
VIBE X - Bullet vibe on clit for X minutes (max 15)
BEADED X - anal beads in for X minutes (max 60)
DIAPERED X - Diapered for X hours (max 12)
CUSTOM - Within my limits - Post your own ideas for me.

Anal Only / No Touch - I cannot touch my cunt at all unless I am washing. 24 Hour duration. I will be unable to use my cunt sexually in any way for that period.

Custom Dares
Your choice of dares within my limits can be posted, the opportunities are endless. If you want to discuss anything feel free to PM me.

Punishments
These should be used if I fail or disagree/lose a task (Maximum of 2 Keywords per punishment earned)

LOCKED UP X - locked in chastity belt for X time (max 3h)
SNAKE X for Y - anal snake X beads inserted for Y time (max 9 beads max 30m) if cannot reach X beads, X multiplies Y for total time)
PISSWHORE X - save up pee for X Hours and pour over head (Max 12)
ENEMA X - X sized Enema (Max 1.5L)
CHOKE UP - Deep throat a dildo against a wall until I am unable to hold any longer on repeat for 5 minutes.
DENIED X - Denial period where X is the number (Max 2 Days)
PAIN - Pull clamps off my nipples
SHOTZ X - X shots of pee
SPANK X - Spank X times on body part of choice
MESS X - Mess diaper and stay in it for X time (Max 60)
CUSTOM - Within my limits - Set my punishment


I crave cruelty, discipline and control. If a suitable person wants to help me work through this I welcome your messages and am open to discussion.

Rolled a 3 in chat. 4 days.

DENIED 2 DAYS

PLUG
TUNNELLED
CLIT SUCTION 30
TIT SUCTION 30
THIRSTY 2

Custom dare: TBC. We will discuss this privately...

This is obviously going to end badly for us both. May as well make you suffer!

[SageLeech]

Rolled a 1.
Clit suction 30
Tit suction 30
Followed by clamp 15 and add a clip to your clit as well
Finally inflate 6 30 and vibe 15

[MsApioch]

I'll jump in with a simple EDGE 10

[airtightmask]

Rolled a 2. 2 days.

Tunnelled 60
Thirsty 2

[ftmsub13]

Originally Posted by airtightmask

Rolled a 3 in chat. 4 days.

DENIED 2 DAYS

PLUG
TUNNELLED
CLIT SUCTION 30
TIT SUCTION 30
THIRSTY 2

Custom dare: TBC. We will discuss this privately...

This is obviously going to end badly for us both. May as well make you suffer!

completed:
tunnelled/plug 60/60
tit suction 30/30
thirsty 1/2

still to complete:
clit suction 30
thirsty 1

Originally Posted by Leech

Rolled a 1.
Clit suction 30
Tit suction 30
Followed by clamp 15 and add a clip to your clit as well
Finally inflate 6 30 and vibe 15

thank you leech.

Originally Posted by MsApioch

I'll jump in with a simple EDGE 10

thank you mistress, i will add them to the list

Originally Posted by airtightmask

Rolled a 2. 2 days.

Tunnelled 60
Thirsty 2

yes sir, added to the list

[Thursday]

I rolled a 3 -> 4 Days

PLUG 60
CLIT SUCTION 15
EDGE 5
INFLATE 7, 10
VIBE 5

Have fun!

[Moehrchenprinz]

I've rolled a 3 for you, adding 4 days of denial.

Then we'll have Beaded 5 and Plug 5.

Also, as per tradition my first post in these kinds of threads will contain the following Custom task:
Have a glass of water. On me. Hydration is important ^-^

Have fun and enjoy yourself

[ftmsub13]

phew. 120 minutes of tunneling completed. i've done 2 L of thirsty and peed about 6 times and filled my 6 diapers. luckily i was just allowed to change my diapers and remove the tunnel for a bit.

i think i may have overlooked 2 more booster...diapers and being locked in my chastity belt. anyone have any suggestions

[airtightmask]

Rolled a 4.

Tunnelled again. Keep it nice and loose. And Thirsty too.

You will be diapered so this will help.

Sleep well. Tomorrow you will be busy.

[ftmsub13]

just completed beads 5. i used my larger 'manticore' beads and holy hell they went deep. it was the first time i was able to fit all the beads in my ass and i held them in for the full 5 minutes. thank you Moehrchenprinz.

working on clit suction right now and i can feel like clit getting bigger and bigger as time progresses. I can't wait to see what it looks like by the end of this thread. my guess, is very bruised and swollen.

i only managed to complete 1 edge while also completing beads, clamp tits, suction clit, and inflate pussy 7 for 10. I was very close to cumming at the end and mostly managed to pull away in time. I didn't cum, but I definitely had some frustrating muscle action happening. Definitely going to have to pause before i can do anymore edges.

after i finished with the beads, I pulled them out slowly one by one and without any cleaning up my ass, the tunnel plug went right back in, holding my quivering little asshole wide open.

[ftmsub13]

Originally Posted by Leech

Rolled a 1.
Clit suction 30
Tit suction 30
Followed by clamp 15 and add a clip to your clit as well
Finally inflate 6 30 and vibe 15

FAILED CHALLENGE: clamp 15

I attempted to complete what I thought was going to be an easy task, clamp 15. after about 7 minutes my nipples started to go purple and so i had to remove the clamps and suffer a fail.

This enables the next poster to select punishments from the list.

[Blue Griffin]

I rolled a 3

Now for your punishments:

Custom- strip naked, insert you billet vibe on medium/high soeed, ball gag in, then diaper up, add your collar and nipple clamps. Now start teasing yourself while looking at yourself in the mirror. Play with your nipples, hump anything in your crinkly diaper, whatever you want, but you will only get to edge then you mess your diaper. Yes, your punishment is to watch yourself as you get hornier and hornier, and just as you get close finally releasing, cut yourself off as you mess yourself. Of course that leads to the second task immediately.

Mess-60 you are you wait to clean/change. Of course this means you vibe will still be buzzing. While you can't change or remove your diaper, you are welcome to stick your hand down to try to remove it. Something tells me you might not want to do you'll just have to slowly wait squirm in a full diaper.

You said you craved cruelty and it is s punishment. Be glad I didn't mix more into the custom dare, and I hope you do better on your dares in the future.

[airtightmask]

Rolled a 6. 1 day of denial added.

TUNNELLED 60
DIAPERED 12
THIRSTY 2
ANAL ONLY
CLIT SUCTION
EDGE 1 (just one to get you juiced)

[ftmsub13]

Originally Posted by Blue Griffin

I rolled a 3

Now for your punishments:

Custom- strip naked, insert you billet vibe on medium/high soeed, ball gag in, then diaper up, add your collar and nipple clamps. Now start teasing yourself while looking at yourself in the mirror. Play with your nipples, hump anything in your crinkly diaper, whatever you want, but you will only cum when you mess your diaper. Yes, your punishment is to watch yourself as you get hornier and hornier, and finally release as you mess yourself. Of course that leads to the second task immediately.

Mess-60 you are you wait to clean/change. Of course this means you vibe will still be buzzing. While you can't change or remove your diaper, you are welcome to stick your hand down to try to remove it. Something tells me you might not want to do you'll just have to slowly wait and not cum again in a full diaper.

You said you craved cruelty and it is s punishment. Be glad I didn't mix more into the custom dare, and I hope you do better on your dares in the future.

Sorry Blue Griffin, I will not be completing this punishment because you clearly did not read my original post. The main goal of this thread is denial.