[Fiction] The day my life changed totally.

[m55uk4younger]

I sat at my desk in year eleven at school, day dreaming, just waiting for the lesson to end, bored with my daily life. A bit of a loner, a bit of a geek, not confident around girls and with few male friends.

I was then called to the headmaster's office, shit I thought, I was in trouble. Yeh, I was in trouble but not the trouble I had ever expected.

"Sit down James" the headmaster ordered. I sat.

"I don't know how to tell you this, there is no easy way, the Police have just called me, there has been an accident, a car crash . . . ." the head paused.

I just covered my face with my hands.

"On the motorway, your mother, father and older brother Brian, they were driving him to uni, so sorry James none of them made it out alive, it was quick they did not suffer the police said . . . " the headmaster paused again.

I just felt numb, my blood drained from my face and I guess I fainted with the shock.

I came round in the school nurse's room lying on a examination couch, the nurse sat on a chair watching me. The nurse just said "Sorry James for your loss".

I whole life had just fallen to pieces at just short of sixteen years of age, no parents no older brother, Brian was just over two and a half years older than me, my life was totally fucked up!

I did not want to go back to the empty house, our family house, now I guess now my house. I told the school nurse that and that mentally I felt very very unsafe, suicidal thoughts had already crossed my mind. The nurse hugged me, I so needed that. Would the system let me live alone at sixteen or would I be placed in care until I was eighteen years old, my mind raced, a care home, you hear bad things about care homes daily in the news, stories of neglect, abuse, mental, physical and sexual. I shook even thinking about it.

What would happen to me when school ended today? The weekend was only two days away, no school at weekends, so little time to sort out arrange things. My mum and dad were only children, I have no aunties or uncles, they will put me into fucking care, I began panic mentally.

Four pm came, I was not allowed to leave school, somebody from social services came to the school. I was put into a car and driven to some big red brick building that looked like it was built one hundred years ago. I just had the clothes I was wearing, my school clothes and my school bag, jack shit really!

I was led inside and escorted to what I presumed was a dorm, three bunk beds and a group of lockers, six in total, pretty basic. The man who had led me into the room, this dorm, pointed to the bottom bunk of one of the three bunk beds in the room, "This is yours" and he handed me a locker key, "Don't loose it or you will pay for a replacement" the man uttered then left.

I just threw my bag on the bed, lay clutching it and curled up in a ball on the bed like a little baby, I had never felt so alone in my young life. I just started to sob, not with grief but with thoughts of fear for what my life held now.

The only thing I knew was that I had school tomorrow and I guessed in the morning I would be taken back there. My body reacted to my fears and I threw up all over the floor of the dorm, no carpets, just a hard cold surface.
I woman put her head in the door, looked at the mess on the floor and shouted at me, "Clean that mess up, you dirty little boy", I shivered.

A mop bucket was banged on the hard floor by the door and water sloshed from it with a strong smell of bleach. "Now, I said" the woman ordered.

I did not move then the woman hit my arse so hard it stung with her hand, "Get up and clean this mess up now before the others get back to the dorm" the woman ordered in an angry voice. Cleaning up my puke made me want to puke again as the stench of the bleach filled my nostrils. I did it, then left the mop bucket at the door and returned to my bunk and gently sobbed.

My life was fucking over was all I could think, totally fucking over!














To be continued . . . . . . .

[m55uk4younger]

I lost track of time then I heard footsteps, a locker door opened and slammed shut making a loud bang. I turned to see a young boy, thirteen, fourteen maybe jump on the lower bunk opposite me, he spoke, "Andrew, Andy to my friends and you are?" he asked. "James, James to my friends" I replied trying to smile even though my heart was breaking.

Another boy came into the room, threw his stuff into a locker, older than Andy, fifteen may sixteen years old, skinny, taller than Andy, but way shorter than me, I was two metres tall, Brian had been way over that, big build muscle not fat and big feet, big smelly feet! "Out of my way you little fucking bed wetting runt" he hissed at Andy as he climbed on the bunk above Andy with a scowl and he glared at me. "You you know the runt still wets the bed, pisses himself, dirty fucking runt, that is why he gets a bottom bunk and it makes the dorm smell of piss" exclaimed the boy in the top bunk. Andy by now was red in the face and his eyes filled with tears. I felt anger brewing inside me, "Better watch out then because I puke up everywhere, can't you smell the bleach?" I replied. "Nobody is perfect, not even you, bully boy, I so hate bullies!" Andy smiled at me.

Nobody else came to the dorm, we got fed, pretty shite food, if you can call it food. Andy and myself returned to the dorm, Bully boy went to watch some TV. "Thanks for earlier James, just so so know I only wet the bed when I have bad dreams, nightmares, Bully boy, Alan is his name, he is no way perfect, he wanks in the night, I hear him and he only has a tiny cock, I have seen it in the showers, a really tiny cock, maybe that is his problem?" Andy explained.
"Yeh, maybe" I replied and laughed causing Andy to laugh too.

About an hour maybe longer Alan returned to the dorm. ""Out of my way you little fucking bed wetting runt" Alan hissed as he climbed onto his bunk. "Change the record please", I hissed at Alan. "Fuck you", replied Alan.
My chance for the killer blow, "What with your tiny little boys cock, if you can call it a cock". Alan stayed silent as Andy then myself laughed at Alan being the butt of the jokes for a change. Alan jumped down from his bunk in a rage, I was ready for him, I was taller and fitter than Alan and my knee made hard contact with Alan's groin crushing his balls hard and upwards. Alan dropped to the floor in pain and I kicked him again between his legs hard to keep him down. I laughed "Piss on him Andy, piss on this sad little cocked bully boy". Andy wasn't sure, then he took out his cock, a good size for his age and dribbled piss onto Alans face, the dribble became a steady flow, then Andy threw Alan's towel off his bunk onto his face. "Clean up you dirty RUNT" Andy hissed, the worm had turned!

Alan cleaned up and skulked back to his bunk. Half an hour later maybe two boys, I guessed around my age came into the dorm and put stuff in their lockers before laying on the empty bunk, one up, one down, brothers, twins maybe.

"Fuck Andy, smells of piss in here" one exclaimed.

"Not me, It's Alan" Andy replied.

The boy on the bottom bunk walked over to Alan and sniffed hard, "Fuck sorry Andy, get a fucking shower piss boy, the dorm fucking stinks, make sure you give that LITTLE cock of yours a good fucking washing" the word LITTLE cut into Alan hard.

Alan rolled off his bunk with his towel in hand and slowly walked to the door, every step painful, his balls hurting him so much but his pride hurt more.

"James" I introduced myself to the two new boys, "John and Jack" came back the reply, "Nice to meet you, both of you" I replied.

"What is your story?" John asked.

"A Long one, today I was told my mum, dad and only older brother were dead, a pretty shit day I think, not something I want to talk about"

John and Jack said sorry for your loss, Andy mouthed sorry but words did little to take away the pain I was feeling.

Alan returned and he limped onto his bunk, his balls still in pain and in no mood to masturbate himself tonight. The lights were turned out and we slept, I slept very little thinking about mum, dad, Brian and never seeing them or hearing them ever again in my life, nobody to share my sixteenth birthday with!
















To be continued . . . . . . . .

[sexyseniorctzn]

Another great one!

[m55uk4younger]

All too soon the lights went on in the dorm room and a man was shouting, "UP! Get up washed and dressed or you will miss breakfast, move it!".

I really wanted more sleep but Andy was up already, dressed only in his boxers, "Come on, I will show you where the showers are, before they get busy" Andy shouted at me. The other boys lay in their bunks. I rolled out of bed, dressed only in yesterdays underwear, my morning wood on show to all. I liked tight boxer briefs that showed off by bulge. Was Andy staring at my bulge and erection, or was it just me?.

We walked to the shower block area, Andy showed me where the clean towels were, they were old, and not very soft like the ones back at home, nice and so soft. We both slipped off our underwear and for the first time I saw Andy's cock, wow he was a lot bigger than I ever was at his age, his cock was thick too. I guessed in a few years Andy would have no trouble getting any of the ladies he wanted. I think Andy saw me checking out his cock, but hey all boys check out other boys in the showers, don't they?

We stood next to each other in the open shower area, more boys arrived to wash and some banter was passed from boy to boy, cock sizes were part of the banter and I guess Alan was the butt of much of the banter with his tiny cock. Andy winked, "Good job you have lost your wood, getting one in here can be so annoying and you get teased to hell by the other boys", "I guess I replied". Shit, I felt the first tingles of an erection, Andy had noticed my cock firming up and half laughed then reached out and slapped my cock hard, fuck the pain, but the erection went! "Thanks" I mouthed. We washed, dried and headed back to the now empty dorm, then from nowhere Andy kissed me full on the lips, "Hey man woo" I protested. Andy backed off and started to cry "Sorry, I thought you liked me after all that shit with Alan yesterday", he sobbed. "I do, but not like that" I replied, but I felt it my duty to give Andy a hug but as I did my cock began to harden again and Andy could not but notice. "I think somebody needs a bloody good wank and it is not me" laughed Andy causing me to laugh too. "I guess so" I replied.

We both dressed and I was so hungry, Andy led me to where the food was. I was expecting too much, only milk to drink, luke warm milk, no juices and a make it yourself toaster than was pretty old and either the toast came out white on one side or badly burnt. There was just a tub of cheap spread and two more containing cheap packets of jams to spread on the toast. I notice some older boys polishing off six rounds of toast and several glasses of milk. The milk was not nice, luke warm, not nice at all!

Breakfast done, we returned to the dorm got our stuff from the lockers and sat waiting until our names were called and our transport took us to another day at school.

I was glad to be back at school to see some friendly faces, some of my old friends. Lots came students came up and said they were sorry for my loss, I thanked them. Half way through my first less I was called to the Headmaster's office.

"Sit down James, how are you today?" the Headmaster asked.

"Well both my parents and my brother Brian are still dead, my life has imploded, I now live in a shitty care home, care they do not. Myself and the other boys in there are just cash cows little more than that, and lastly people keep asking me fucking stupid questions!"

The Headmaster was a gasp with my tone and swearing.

"Can I go now, Sir?" I asked.

I did not wait for an answer and headed for the door, opened it then closed the door behind me and headed back to class.

Lunch time came, I never moan about school dinners again, ever! The dinner ladies were kind and I got what I asked for and even more. One kind lady, about my mums age, fuck I would never see my mum ever again, I thought. One kind lady told me to come to the kitchens during afternoon break time and she would do me a takeout bag for after school, "It will only go in the waste bins" she protested. I was glad of her kindness.

Lunch break soon ended and more lessons began followed by afternoon break time, I wondered off to the kitchens. The lady stood waiting with two carrier bags in her hands, "I hope these help, James?" she asked. I thanked the lady and left to put the bags in my school locker before the final lesson of the school day.

The school day ended and I collected my stuff to wait for my transport, I nearly cried when I looked in the carrier bags.

One contained food in several plastic boxes plus fruit, crisps, chocolate and cakes, several packets of juice and bottles of pop and fruit shoots.

The other had clothing, three fresh ironed school shirts, a pair of fresh ironed school trousers, a new five pack of socks and a new five pack of underwear, not my choice of style but new, clean and fresh. The lady had also put in a pack of playing cards and a old hand held games console with mains charger, a cheap mobile phone and mains charger, lastly a sealed envelope. Inside the envelope was a very nice "In sympathy" card, a hand written letter and four crisp five pound notes. My eyes were full of tears at her kindness!

The transport arrived after sitting waiting for over half an hour after school had ended. I was taken back to the care home.
















To be continued . . . . . . . .

[m55uk4younger]

Soon I was back in the care home and dorm, an empty dorm, I was the first back I guessed. I sat and began to read the letter in the bag given to me by a very kind school dinner lady.

Hello James,
Firstly my deepest sympathy for your massive loss, life cannot be easy for you at the moment. I have watched you grow up since you came to this school nearly five years ago now, I never had a son, I would have dearly loved one but it never happened. I hope the clothes fit, I had to guess your size. My telephone number is at the top of this letter, the mobile phone is topped up with twenty pounds credit, so if you ever need to talk, I am happy to listen.
Come and see me again tomorrow at the same time in school for some more essentials and another food takeout to see you over the weekend and no school. Summer school holidays are coming soon and I have thoughts and ideas I would love to talk through them with you, I just need to check a few things out first.

All my love, Kath.

My eyes filled up, ideas, what ideas I thought.

I shut the dorm door and was just trying on the new underwear in the bag when Andy burst through the door, me stark bollock naked. "Shut the fucking door" I hissed at Andy. Andy shut the door threw his stuff on the bunk and sat on his bunk looking at my naked body, the thought of Andy sitting there fully clothed, me totally naked was sending signals from my brain to my cock and started to get hard until I was fully erect, Andy laughed "I told you, you need to do something about your cock and getting hardons, you need a good wank off!".

All I could do was laugh.

I slipped on a pair of the new underwear from the bag, briefs speedo style, a style I had worn before my teen years and before my cock and balls began their growth spurt. I tried to tuck my balls in and slide my cock to the side, the bulge of my cock very much on show. "A Nice look, a very nice look" laughed Andy, "Pity this place has no swimming pool" added Andy. I laughed again. I slipped the clean briefs off and put on my old dirty boxer briefs, I had money thanks to Kath, I could buy more some more clean Boxer briefs at the weekend.

"Hey Andy try these on for size, they are rather tight on me as you have seen and as you are younger they may fit you better", Andy stripped in a flash exposing his very ample cock. The briefs fitted him better than they fitted me and he liked how his bulge looked in them and so did I!

Andy started to remove the briefs, "No, keep them if you want and I have another few clean brand new pairs you can have, if you want them" I told Andy as he pulled the briefs back over his cock. "Really? Yes thank you very much, you are one of just a few to ever give me anything and money is so tight" Andy hugged me, both of us just in our underwear. "I think we should get dressed before the others arrive back, I don't want them getting the any wrong ideas" I told Andy as I began to dress.

"Want to grab a shower while it is quiet?" Andy asked.

I but my stuff away in my locker, so did Andy and I followed Andy out of the dorm.

Myself and Andy grabbed a clean but hard towel and stepped into the empty shower block. We both both washed and I was a little shocked but then maybe not when Andy said he could take care of my hardon problem if I wanted him to, only fair to repay the kindness that I had shown him. before I could answer Andy had taken my cock into his hand and as it stiffened he was slowly wanking me, god did that feel so damn good. I just closed my eyes and enjoyed all the pleasure sensations that my cock was giving to my brain.
Andy increased the speed, then slowed, then increased, then slowed, fuck it felt so so good and I knew the point of no return was heading my way fast, I had not spunked for a week at least.

I let out a loud moan as I began to orgasm, My spunk shot onto Andy's naked soapy body and filled his hand, spurt after spurt after spurt. Andy showed me my thick spunk in his hand then fed some of it into my mouth, still in a very sexually horny state I eat what I had been fed then watched as Andy ate some of my thick gewy spunk too as he looked deeply into my eyes then he washed my spunk from his body and hand. "Better?" Andy asked. I was still coming down from my mental orgasm as Andy repeated "Better?". "Fuck yeh, if Carlsberg did wanks, you know what I mean?" I muttered as Andy stood laughing.

We both dried our naked bodies, dressed and walked back to the dorm, John and Jack had returned to the dorm and were talking. Both myself and Andy said hi and they said hi back. "Hungry" I asked. "Can't wait for some food, if you can call it food in here" said John as Jack laughed. I opened my locker, took out two chocolate bars from the bag, I broke them in half, tossed one half to John, Jack and Andy and eat the last last half myself, still tasting the salty spunk in my mouth from earlier, my salty spunk!

"Drink?" I asked. "Yeh, please" came replies.
I tossed John a Fruit Drink, "You will have to share sorry with Jack", "Thanks" came the reply. I dank half of another Fruit Shoot then tossed the half bottle to Andy which he gulped down followed by "Thanks".

"New rule of this dorm, if you have stuff, food etc, you share, All for one and one for all stuff" I exclaimed.

"I'm in" said John followed Jack then Andy as we bumped fists.

Last back to the dorm was Alan, he said nothing just curled up on his bed, I felt sorry for Alan and a pang of guilt.

"Look Alan, If you can accept you are no longer the Alpha male of this dorm and change your bully boy ways then I for one will give you a second chance, as for the others in this dorm it is up to them. Cross me and you may never father a child ever, if you get my drift, be good, show respect and your bollocks are safe from me. Your choice Alan." I waited for anybody else to speak.

"Good with me" said Jack then John.

I waited for Andy to speak then Alan spoke "I am really sorry Andy, I was a mean bully boy bastard to you and James gave me everything I deserved. If you want to give me more, kick my bollocks until I am black and blue I would not blame you one little bit. I know what it feels like now to be the runt of the dorm, the butt of the jokes and it is not nice, not fucking nice at all!"

"All good with me" said Andy, Alan got down off his bunk and the five of us all bumped fists.

"New rule of this dorm, if you have stuff, food etc, you share, All for one and one for all stuff" I explained to Alan. Alan nodded.

Harmony had been restored to the dorm.



















To be continued . . . . . . .

[m55uk4younger]

All too soon we were being called for the tea/supper food. On offer was some watery orange coloured soup, a bread roll that could have be used to hammer in a nail, well stale. To go with that was some kind of pasta bake, lots of sauce, very little meat, the pasta overcooked, not nice in the mouth a pretty slimy texture. I wondered how much the care home got paid per boy and per day because not much money was being spent on food to feed us!

After the "food" we returned to the dorm, the two J's Jack and John went off to see what was on the TV, a communal TV in a room, the staff decided what channel was being viewed. My self and the two A's Andy and Alan, decided to play Truth or Dare, using an empty Fruit Shoot bottle to spin. The dorm door was closed and we sat on our pillows on the floor.

I flicked the bottle into a spin, it pointed to Andy, Truth or Dare I asked. Andy chose Truth. "Have you ever touched a girl down below, her vagina area?", I asked. Andy thought then replied just "Yes." nothing else then he gave the bottle a spin, it landed on me, Truth or Dare he asked, "Truth" I replied.
"Do you think about girls or boys when you masturbate?" Andy asked, I blushed a little, "Well what happens in the dorm stays in the dorm, so the answer truthfully is both" I replied, Andy smiled and Alan raised an eyebrow.

I gave the bottle a spin, it landed on Alan, "Truth or Dare?" I asked, Alan thought then said "Dare" with a smile. "I dare you to sit here totally stark bollock naked while we play the game" I told Alan. "That is not fair" protested Alan". "A dare is a dare, do it or pay the price for not doing the dare" I replied.

Alan did not as what the price was he just started to strip until he stood in his underwear, "Naked" I said again. Alan was blushing but removed his underwear exposing his small genitals into view by Andy and myself. Andy gave a small hand clap. "Small but nice dick!" laughed Andy. Alan sat down quickly cross legged and gave the bottle a spin, it landed on Andy. "Truth or Dare?" Alan hissed thinking Andy would play safe. "Dare" replied Andy.

"Well, I dare you to kiss my cock!" Alan laughed thinking Andy would have to pay a higher price for his refusal. Andy bent over and kissed Alan's cock then sucked it into his mouth, Alan gasped hard not expecting that, I some how knew Andy might just do that! Andy kept sucking until Alan began to get hard, his cock swelling in Andy's mouth, then he let it spring from his mouth on full view to me. Alan's face was totally red, his hard cock on view.

The dorm door opened, Alan rushed to cover his hardness with his hands. John and Jack entered, closed the door behind then and laughed at each other. "Looks like we are missing out on all the fun, room for two more players?" laughed John.

"Only if one of you two gets totally naked, because I am not being the only one sat here totally naked for your bloody amusement" Alan hissed.

"Rock, paper scissors John, looser gets naked?" asked Jack .

"OK" smiled John.

John lost, fuck he thought as he stripped totally naked, the first time I had seen John naked. He was well toned, a nice six pack on the way, no hair on his torso, no pubic hair under his arms or around his cock, he must shave I thought. His cock a nice size for his age around three inches that hung over his hairless scrotum, I guessed fifteen plus years old. Did John catch me staring? I thought. John sat on his pillow, cross legged and Jack sat down to on his pillow, fully dressed like myself and Andy.

Andy gave the bottle a spin, it landed on me. "Truth or Dare?" he asked.
I thought, I knew if I said dare then I would be stripped naked too, what the fuck, I had no body issues, "Dare" I replied. "I dare you to get naked too!" Andy laughed. I stood, stripped off my clothing and twirled my underwear in Andy's face, "No problem, have a good look!" I laughed at Andy then sat down cross legged on my pillow.

I picked up the bottle gave it a good spin, it stopped on Jack, "Well boys I know my fate!" said Jack as Jack stood up and began to strip off his clothes, he too was totally hairless on his torso, his cock pretty much a mirror image of John's in size, his body toned and a six pack starting to show. Jack sat down cross legged. Now only Andy had clothes on his body and if he did not pick dare he would get to keep them on!

Jack gave the bottle a spin, it stopped on Andy. "Truth or Dare Andy boy?" Jack asked. "Truth" laughed Andy.

Jack thought, "Is it true you have the biggest cock in this dorm and only erect sizes really count as some boys are showers and others are growers, a limp dick is only really good for pissing isn't it?".

"Well Jack, shall we find out later, after lights out? No cheating you get measured by somebody else once you have got yourself hard. Biggest hard cock becomes the Alpha male of the dorm, end of, or are you chicken?" Laughed Andy.

We all looked at each other not expecting that from Andy.

"Well boys? The smallest cock stays the runt, sorry Alan but you may grow more yet in the cock department, who knows. Bump fists if you are in!". Laughed Andy but he was serious.

We all thought for a few second, then all five hands bumped together.

Andy gave the bottle a spin, it landed on me. "Truth or dare?" laughed Andy.

"Dare" I replied. Fuck it, I got to spin the bottle next and cocky Andy WAS going to loose his clothes no matter if he liked it or not!

"I dare you to close your eyes then tell us if it was Jack's or John's cock that had been in your mouth, first or second, get the answer wrong then they can pick your next dare's" laughed Andy.

The crafty little bastard, I only had a fifty fifty chance of getting out of this, I closed my eyes then somebody blindfolded my eyes, shit!

I opened my mouth, both the cocks felt the same in size and taste, both a little sweaty but not too bad in taste. "John was first" I uttered and hoped, I heard clapping, "Correct and lucky, spin the bottle" said Andy.

I stood the bottle up, "I dare us all, the naked ones to strip that little fucker Andy naked as he is playing safe picking truth!"

Andy was grabbed held down, his top taken off, his trousers and finally his underwear removed by force as she squirmed. "Do the honours, Alan, get the little fuckers pants off him and expose his cock for all of us to see!" I laughed.

I think that Andy was enjoying it too much because when he was down to his underwear it was well tented and he was so red faced, he cock sprang free slapping his belly, fuck he was hung for fourteen years of age. I was sure he would win the Alpha of the dorm, but who knows, the measure never lies, does it?

We decided to all get dressed again, the game was over, a good fun filled game. I walked to my locker to see what Kath had put in the goody bag from school, ready to share between all of us in the dorm, fuck I was hungry, I guess the other's were too.

I popped open one box, a chicken breast and salad bits, that would do for me. The next box had a sausage roll and a piece of Quiche and some salad bits, I offered the box to John and Jack. "You can share?" I asked. "Thanks" they both replied.

Kath had even put some plastic knife forks and spoons into a little bag inside the food goody bag, she had really thought of everything.

The last plastic box had a BLT club sandwich, two rounds, stuffed with loads of crispy bacon and two sticks of cheese and some salad bits. I passed the box to Andy, "To share with Alan, Andy" I informed him, Both Andy and Alan thanked me, we eat, we all were hungry, the food was good, very good.

I cut two apples into halves passed then to my dorm mates, I had the banana. All that was left in the bag now was two packets of crisps and some drinks. I opened the crisps then spread them on the empty carrier bag. "To all share" I stated, we all helped ourselves to a few until the crisps had gone. I opened a bottle of spring water took a swig and passed it around until the bottle was empty. Three little packets of orange juice I kept for later and put them back in my locker. Thanks Kath, I thought!




















To be continued . . . . . . . .