Denial Breaker - Hardcore Add Thread + Torture

[A2M2]

Having recently destroyed a 6+ month stretch of denial I have well and truly burned my chances of behaving and proved that I cannot self-regulate in the correct manner.

To help control my urges I recently joined Denied By Girls 2.0 and the posts in there have kept me on the right path for 13 days at the time of writing.

I would usually create a thread to extend my denial but since that is already taken care of I feel like this thread should just be a way of teaching me a lesson and putting me back in my place.

So this add thread is divided into sections. I want to take influence from previous threads and make this harder and more testing than anything previously attempted....

My default setting is caged, but you can specify if you wish me to be uncaged. You can also specify edges if you wish and what I edge to.

Rules: You can add as many times as you wish, but somebody else must have posted in between you. If nobody posts after your initial post you can re-post after 12 hours.

You may add 1 keyword from each section. Bonus points if you combine them into a dare (maximum of 60 minutes per dare). If you are on my friend list you can add 2 keywords from Section 1

I have written the keywords in a format that loosely resembles a computer command. My aim is to be as mindless and compliant as a machine. No disagreement, no backchat. Just following orders.

Section 1 - Pain

CLAMPS_15 - clamps on nipples for 15 minutes
CLAMPS_TURN_30 - clamps on nipples, turn 90* every 15 minutes
CLAMPS_TURN_45 - clamps on nipples, turn 90* every 15 minutes
CLAMPS_TURN_60 - clamps on nipples, turn 90* every 15 minutes
CLOVER_SWAP - the above can be selected with normal or clover clamps
SOUND_1 - urethral fuck with small sound for 5 minutes
SOUND_2 - urethral fuck with medium sound for 5 minutes
SOUND_3 - urethral fuck with large sound for 5 minutes
TIGER_BALM_1 -generously spread tiger balm on balls
TIGER_BALM_2 - generously spread tiger balm on cock/balls
TIGER_BALM_PLUG - tiger balm on medium buttplug

Section 2 - Humiliation

NOPANTS - no pants at all for 24 hours
FLOOR_SLEEPER - sleep on the floor with no pillow/sheets/covers
REGRESSION - 2 pints of water before bed. Wet the bed and sleep in it
WETNESS - in public toilet - urinate and drink half/spill half on clothes
DIRTY_BOY - wear an adult diaper - wet and mess it, stay in for 1 hour
SMALL_CAGE - purchase a small cage + wear for x hours (max 8)

Section 3 - Bodily Discomfort

INVASION_1 - 500ml warm water enema retained for 10 minutes
INVASION_2 - 1000ml warm water enema retained for 10 minutes
INVASION_3 - 1000ml warm water enema retained for 15 minutes
GRAPES_OF_WRATH - at least 20 grapes inserted anally
GRAPES_OF_WRATH_2 - at least 30 grapes inserted anally
STRESS_PLANK - 2 minute plank held for the full duration
STRESS_PLANK_2 - 3 minute plank held for the full duration

Section 4 - Anal

GAPING_MESS - 15 minutes riding 9" followed by 15 minutes fucking
FUCK_HOLE_1 - nonstop 9" dildo fucking for 20 minutes
FUCK_HOLE_2 - nonstop 9" dildo fucking for 30 minutes
STRETCHER - 4 fingers from each hand pulling my hole apart for 10 mins
PLUG_MED_1 - 2 hours of non-stop plugtime
PLUG_MED_2 - 4 hours of non-stop plugtime
PLUG_MED_X - plugged for 24 hours (under agreement/if privacy permits)
PLUG_LRG - If I can fit my large plug in I earn a reward (poster's choice)

Section 5 - Oral

BAD_MIRROR - nipple clamps tied behind mirror. Forced oral to avoid pain. Suction dildo on the mirror (30 minutes)
UNDERWATER_LOVE - throat 6" dildo underwater in cold bath for 1 minute
HOLDING_1 - 60 seconds with 6" dildo fully in throat
HOLDING_2 - 120 seconds with 6' dildo fully in throat
HOLDING_3 - 180 seconds with 6' dildo fully in throat
ROULETTE_1 - Do this Faproulette
ROULETTE_2 - Do this Faproulette
ROULETTE_3 - Do this Faproulette

Section 6 - Messy/Disgusting

MILK_MESS_1 - Drink 250ml of milk then facefuck for x minutes (x=1-5)
MILK_MESS_2- Drink 500ml of milk then facefuck for x minutes (x=1-5)
MILK_MESS_3 - Drink 1000ml of milk then facefuck for x minutes (x=1-5)
MILK_MESS_4 - Enema 750ml of milk, drink and facefuck for 5 minutes

Section 7 - Sensory

HYPNO_FILE_1 - poster's choice of hypno file playing
HYPNO_FILE_2 - poster's choice of hypno file playing
HYPNO_FILE_3 - poster's choice of hypno file playing

Section 8 - Breathing (Redemption Possible)

This section is for me - I can add anything highlighted red and if I complete it I can choose to remove ONE keyword selected by a poster. If I fail to hold for long enough I have to accept the consequences.

The numbers refer to the amount of seconds I have to hold my breath for.

BREATH HOLD_90
BREATH_HOLD_120
BREATH_HOLD_150
BREATH HOLD_180

If this thread reaches over 500 replies I will flip a coin and if it's tails I will get my nipples pierced with rings

If this thread reaches over 1000 replies I will buy a fucking machine and do the above

If this thread reaches over 1500 replies I will negotiate something more hardcore than the above and do that alongside the above.

[FarmgalT]

Please.

Clamps30
Holding1
And
No pants

[MarkNDoubt]

uhm dear, here my bunch of dares:

CLAMPS_TURN_30
TIGER_BALM_1
NOPANTS
GRAPES_OF_WRATH_2
FUCK_HOLE_2
ROULETTE_3
MILK_MESS_4
HYPNO_FILE_1: https://hypnotube.com/video/sissy-anal-hypno-185.html
BREATH_HOLD_120


Enjoy dear

Mark

[A2M2]

Originally Posted by MarkNDoubt

uhm dear, here my bunch of dares:

CLAMPS_TURN_30
TIGER_BALM_1
NOPANTS
GRAPES_OF_WRATH_2
FUCK_HOLE_2
ROULETTE_3
MILK_MESS_4
HYPNO_FILE_1: https://hypnotube.com/video/sissy-anal-hypno-185.html
BREATH_HOLD_120


Enjoy dear

Mark

Many thanks for this, it was a delicious way to get settled in after FarmgalT's lovely intro.

I began by putting on the clamps, I set a timer for 15 minutes and 31 minutes so I knew when to turn them without having to set another timer. It gave me a minute in which to quickly allow blood to flow before re-applying.

Next I got a VERY generous blob of tiger balm and applied it to my balls. Immediately it started that familiar burn and I regretted putting it on my list, it is horrible but very punishing!

Next I took a punnet of grapes and laid on my back in front of the mirror. It was quite hot to see my hole gaping beneath my caged cock, my hole freshly gaped from the fucking it got earlier with my 9" dildo. I put as many as I could possibly manage in and got to 24 before feeling that I was pushing my luck. I compensated by removing 6 from my hole and eating them from the floor with no hands, I then inserted the remaining 6 in their place.

as my hole was now filled I decided to focus on oral before moving to more anal later on. I selected ROULETTE_3 and began to roll:

O - 9 - Offer yourself on GD. I feel like I hit this already since I have so many replies and tasks to do so I feel this was completed.

P - 5 - 1 litre of milk as an enema. I had to expel the grapes early so I put them into a bowl to work with later on. I took the enema and even before it had all gone in I felt that awful cramping and wanted it out. I clenched and shut my eyes as it all dripped in, then rolled the next dice while holding.

Q - 7 - Needle through nipple. I haven't done this for ages but it's not really that bad. My tolerance for sharps has increased massively over the last few years.

R - 6 - Throatfuck biggest dildo 100 times while gagging.... So for this I got creative, I expelled the milk into the bowl with the grapes and then poured it over my front, mouth wide open. Some of the milk and grapes went in, and I swallowed all of those. I then licked the lino floor and ate whatever I could from the grapes.

Following that I attached my suction dildo to the shower cubicle wall and began plunging my mouth straight onto the dildo. I eventually lost count and just became a drooly, spitty, gagging mess fucking my brains out as I did my best not to lose composure. As I gagged a bit more enema and a couple more grapes popped out of me. I know I definitely pushed too hard a couple of times and milk came out of my nose and mouth.

S - 1 - Tie balls for 1 hour. - This seemed relatively easy compared to the rest. I tied and seperated my balls then moved on. I set a timer for removal.

T - 1 - Lucky me - I'm actually planning to wear the cage for 2-3 days so this was easy.

U - 3 - Sissy hypno porn. Thanks to MarkNDoubt I've been given an excellent link to a site so I will select one of these later and listen while doing other tasks.

V - 8 - Banana in ass then eat - This was easy peasy too. Following the milk and grapes it's really not a big deal. I pushed it in then expelled it under the dildo in the milky shower cubicle and ate it from the floor like an animal.

W - 1 - 50 x Ball slaps. I totally have to forefeit this. I cannot withstand any impact to my balls at all.

X - 3 - Attempt fisting x 100 - I knew I wasn't stretched enough so I used this time to try and improve my width by taking 4 fingers and pulling my hole apart. I know it's not technically fisting, I got 4 fingers and a thumb in easily and I feel like if I repeat this daily I will get there. It's a dream for now.

Y - 4 - Pee into own mouth - Currently all good but I drank 2 pints of water so when I am next in need of a pee I will do the above.

Z - I can't do anything to do with orgasms because I'm denied. Had to skip this.


So back to the main list......


FUCK_HOLE_2 - I lay back and went crazy with the 9" dildo. I REALLY need a fucking machine to do this. My arm isn't capable of keeping up speed and depth. I really need to invest in something I can lay back and fully enjoy.


I listened to HYPNO_FILE_1 while I did this. It was so so good, totally dropped me into a more submissive place and made me crave something more than just the dildo.


Finally BREATH_HOLD_120. I failed this - I got about 90 seconds but it's purpose was to allow me to cross off one task so it doesn't affect anything overall.


Thank you to MarkNDoubt for such an enjoyable time, I'll be doing more/reporting throughout today/tomorrow.

[A2M2]

Originally Posted by FarmgalT

Please.

Clamps30
Holding1
And
No pants

Report 1:

This was a relatively nice and easy start to what will definitely be a challenging day! I put the clamps on my nipples and they bit in really nicely. That familiar sting!

I put my 6” dildo onto the mirror in the hallway and knelt in front of it. I was totally naked except my caged cock and balls.

I began just working it into my mouth, but by bit taking it deeper until I could hold it without gagging. I then held so my lips were as close to the glass as possible. I could feel the drool as it dropped onto my cage and the mirror.

Once I succeeded I wiped the mirror clean and came back to write this report.

More to come!

[FarmgalT]

Clamps Turn 30
Bad Mirror
Gaping Mess

Please

[Leland]

Hydratation is always important, so drink 3 glasses of water. TIGER_BALM_PLUG then PLUG_MED_2. After 1 hour, TIGER_BALM_PLUG again. Now MILK_MESS_2 3, followed by WETNESS (no need to leave home, and I dare you to drink it all) and finish with HOLDING_2 right away. Enjoy.

[A2M2]

Originally Posted by Leland

Hydratation is always important, so drink 3 glasses of water. TIGER_BALM_PLUG then PLUG_MED_2. After 1 hour, TIGER_BALM_PLUG again. Now MILK_MESS_2 3, followed by WETNESS (no need to leave home, and I dare you to drink it all) and finish with HOLDING_2 right away. Enjoy.

This was interesting. More tiger balm sucks but so do I for breaking my denial so I guess all is fair in love and war.

I started out with the 3 pints. Knocking back lots of water when naked is odd, even more so when you know bad things will happen later. Bodily fluids galore.

So I warmed up like always on the large dildo and then slipped the plug in with a nice coating of tiger balm. It burned like fuck. Maybe the inside of my hole has got more sensitive recently.

Anyway, following about 30 minutes of tiger balm plug I relubed quickly with normal lube and set it in place where it would stay for another 3 and a half hours. By now the urge to pee was creeping in already which was a bad sign.

Since I was going to get all milky anyway I decided to do wetness with a twist. I sort of lay in the bath with my legs handcuffed to the shower rail so they were above my head. Popped off my cage and held myself there for a while.

Shortly the pee began to flow and it was aimed perfectly at my face. Mouth open wide I swallowed everything I could manage and the rest went on my hair, face and body. I dripped dry ready for the next (also shower based) instalment.

Next up was milk mess for 3 minutes. I stayed in the same position purely for the horrible mess factor. I guzzled down a pint of milk then began burying my dildo deep in my throat. Unsurprisingly I didn’t need to wait long before things erupted. Basically I was in a right state.

I have become quite good at holding throat stuff now and controlling my gag reflex but when you are upside down and milk is involved it’s much harder.

In the end I was covered in spit, piss and milk, by that time I was ready for a 120 second hold which went really well. I managed it fine.

After that I treated myself to a nice warm shower because i really do think I earned one after that.

On to the next!

[A2M2]

Originally Posted by FarmgalT

Clamps Turn 30
Bad Mirror
Gaping Mess

Please

Thank your for this and what a lovely treat!

My nipples are sore already from many clamps. That said they ached for more and putting them on for this was lovely. My cock locked in the cage twitched which I assume means my body agrees….

I wanted to do this together but without a fucking machine it is tricky. I decided to try something slightly weird and the results were odd….

Basically my aim is to have the mirror act as a barrier so the clamps pull tight and hurt me, sucking the dildo fully in will relieve pressure and reduce the pull.

To emulate I tried tying the clamps around my mattress and lay under my bed, they were just pulled really tight constantly and I decided to not turn, leaving them fully pulled hard for the whole 30 minutes.

Next I took the dildo and suckered it to the bottom of the bed. This means that the dildo will never fully be out of my mouth. I can push my head up and take it all in, and with a really difficult manoeuvre I can get it out of my mouth. Gags aplenty and drool everywhere.

So yes. That combined with GAPING_MESS.

Riding was hard and I ended up mostly fucking to be honest. I put on my noise cancelling headphones, slid the dildo into my mouth and started letting rip.

My ass felt amazing, mouth stuffed and so uncomfortable. I ached and ached but carried in, the dildo smashing my hole every time, feeling amazing. My cock trying to get hard in the cage with no success and drool in my eyes, up my nose. A total fucking mess.

I loved this and I need a fucking machine. That’s my take home message.

[Free_raine]

FLOOR_SLEEPER
BAD_MIRROR
CLAMPS_TURN_60


You're welcome

[Leland]

GRAPES_OF_WRATH_2, keeping them in with your PLUG_MED_1. Now go to a public toilet: SOUND_2 then WETNESS. Don't rinse your mouth. Now your choice: HOLDING_3 in the public toilet or go back home and do ROULETTE_1 instead. Enjoy.

[lolofc26]

CLAMPS_TURN_60
REGRESSION
INVASION_2
PLUG_MED_2
BAD_MIRROR

Have fun

[A2M2]

Originally Posted by lolofc26

CLAMPS_TURN_60
REGRESSION
INVASION_2
PLUG_MED_2
BAD_MIRROR

Have fun

2 pints water then piss bed then sleep

1l enema for 10 mins

Plug medium 4 hours

Mirror 30 mins clamps tied facefuck suction dildo

Apologies for the delay in replying. Work and other bits have taken more time than planned.

So to begin I warmed up and put the plug in. Having spent a couple of days not playing I had to warm up on my dildo so I took my time with that to get nicely gaped and ready.

I began with the enema. I had already cleaned out so I used lukewarm water and having held for 5 minutes and almost breaking down I expelled into a bowl for later.

Enema retention is a really weak point for me so I need to try and work on that.

Following the enema I was ready to plug up. This being the evening I plugged before bed and planned to stay plugged until at least when the waking/pissing happened.

My plug is a hollow tunnel so the next section of the task:

So next up was BAD_MIRROR.

I clover clamped my nipples and secured them behind the mirror using elastic. I usually do this vertically but something made me want to do this laying on the mirror.

Turns out that’s actually much more horrible than I planned thanks to gravity!

To save my throat from being full constantly and my nipples from being crushed against the clamps I had to basically try and do something similar to plank/push ups. I hated every second of this and it was so much more horrible writhing in my own spit while seeing everything reflected back.

Later I went to bed plugged as planned, woke up about 3 hours later and pissed, being caged was sticky and unpleasant and I then stayed in the mess until morning which oddly was one of the worst bits.

I felt literally filthy. Mission accomplished!

[A2M2]

Originally Posted by Leland

GRAPES_OF_WRATH_2, keeping them in with your PLUG_MED_1. Now go to a public toilet: SOUND_2 then WETNESS. Don't rinse your mouth. Now your choice: HOLDING_3 in the public toilet or go back home and do ROULETTE_1 instead. Enjoy.

Public really isn’t a normal thing for me but I wanted to expand my horizons

Initially I had to run out and fetch more grapes so I went to the shop plugged and caged with no pants (as instructed earlier).

I got the grapes, went home, put 22 in (somehow I’ve lost anal capacity which is odd!) I then put the plug in which squished things a bit, through the tunnel I put another 4 in for 26 total.

I put my sound and my 6” suction dildo in my shoulder bag and left - I should add that I guzzled 1 litre of water before all of this so I already needed to pee pretty bad. I was wearing a white t shirt, some basic jeans and shoes without socks.

I could feel a slight chafe with the cage and plug against my jeans and just the idea of being outside up to mischief got me feeling hard, pointless with the cage but still frustrating in a good way!

By the time I had got myself to a disabled toilet I was dripping precum and super super frustrated. Also hugely desperate to pee.

I got in, locked the door and took all my clothes off. I stood barefoot on the toilet floor and unlocked my cage. My cock almost immediately became rock hard which was a huge problem for both sounding and peeing. I had to wait until it settled then I spat on the sound and began fucking my peehole with it, still literally begging to piss.

I hit the 5 minutes and then began to work out how to pee into my mouth. I ended up laying on the floor with my legs on the toilet pissing straight onto my face which went quite badly but I swallowed a bit….

I put my cage back on before my cock had an opportunity to get hard again, then
I rubbed the remains all over myself and in my hair then got the dildo out and suckered it to the wall.

I started a 3 minute timer and planted my face straight onto it. Instead of going against the wall I tied my T-shirt around my face holding the dildo in my mouth fully. This obviously generated huge amounts of goopy spit soaking the t shirt.

I actually hit about 2:10 before I had to gasp for air so I failed but got over 2 minutes which isn’t terrible.

I then got dressed into my mostly wet clothes and began walking home feeling pretty filthy!

Thank you for posting. This was scary but fun!

[A2M2]

I can 100% confirm that sleeping on a floor even with carpet caged and plugged with no covers or pillows is very very uncomfortable.

I had to question why I added something I hate so much. I guess the only reason I can think of is that it’s punishment and I should learn from it.

More tasks/reports will be done today. Updates later on