25/m - a whole month of submitting (incl. contest for darers)

[bunz]

Hey everyone,

I will be at a friends tonight, so I won't be available this evening. Nonetheless I'd like to encourage you to give me more commands and rules for my slavesunday tomorrow. I'll take commands and rules until 8 a.m. tomorrow, when I get up and will put them together into a shedule then.
Feel free to give long expanding tasks. By now my day is everything but packed. But even the simplest, most innocent rule will be recieved gratfully as a gift of high honours.

Also a little reminder: I am a truthful slave. So AMA and I'm happy to answer

[vladimir_bz_lion]

1. Fuck your self with the anal beads for 5 minutes
2. keep your largest plug in for 3 hours
3. Go for a jog with your vib in your ass
4. fill your ass with ice
5. put a plug in and go to the store and have it fall out
6. the next time you do anal use tooth paste as lube
7. put your vibe in your ass till you cum 3 times
8. give yourself an enema
9. next time you go shopping use your anal beads

[bunz]

Good morning getDare,

I just woke up and put everything together needed for my bathroom routine. As promised here is a shedule for today.

8am
-get up
-give myself an enema
-while holding in the enema: shaving my genitails all smooth
-pour a mixture of flour, honey and ketchup on bathroom floor
-put in vibrating buttplug, tape vibe to penis and put on hand&ankle cuffs
-lick up the mess I made

2-3pm
follow an eBay auction for new handcuffs

3-???
I role a dice to decide how many and which of the latest dares by vladimir_bz_lion I have to do (with exception of the enema dare and those needing an open store)

10pm bedtime

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You may add any rule and activity (including how to sleep) throughout the day.

Off to the bathroom now...

[bunz]

Update:

Detailed report about my morning will be included in the full report tomorrow.

now I'll get to do some of vladimir_bz_lion dares.

I rolled a 4 (so I have to roll for four dares), a 6, 4, 2, 1.
So it's:
- put your vibe in your ass till you cum 3 times
- fill your ass with ice
- keep your largest plug in for 3 hours
- Fuck your self with the anal beads for 5 minutes

I am eager to start! It's been 4 days since my last orgasm (which is excruciating long for me). But I'm also a little affraid because this will probably become one of my longest anal sessions yet.

I'll keep the site open and hit refresh every once in a while to see if any of you wanted to add something to do (especially with all that cum)

[bunz]

After being at a friends until late last night I was very tired getting up at 8a.m. after only 3,5 hours of sleep.
In the bathroom I started off with a deep cleansing enema of little over 1,5 liters. Shaving my pubes while holding it in was very challenging. Standing up with all that water inside me didn't help at all. I had to wait through every cramping before continuing shaving so I wouldn't cut myself. Of course that made it only take much longer. It was about 30 minutes before I was finished and could relief myself.
Afterwards I spilled a lot of ketchup, honey and flour on the floor and mixed it into one gooey mess. I inserted the vibrating buttplug and taped the bullet vibe to my cock. with my hands cuffed behind my back and chained to the ankle cuffs I had to bend over to lick up the mess I made. It tasted very very strange and I had to push myself to keep going. I soon regretted to have been so liberally. There where at least 3 mouthfull to lick up from the floor. I couldn't reach the last bit and was unable to crawl further to it. So I had to push the side of my face on the floor and mop it up with my face. I didn't stop until the floor was all clean. I never felt so degraded before. Having someone tell me to do this made me feel so humiliated in that position. But also proud to have pushed myself through to do it. Thank you IcanseetheLight for this new experience.
I felt a little frustrated because even with the vibe on, I didn't manage to cum. It had been so long but the day was not over yet and I was going to be surprised how much more degradation I would have to endure before the end of the day.

In the afternoon I won an eBay auction and now I will soon be the proud possessor of not only a pair of wrist but also of a pair of ankle cuffs made of leather imitate. They can be closed and also locked together with pad locks. The possibilities of tying myself up are almost endless now, they are much more suitable for longterm bondage and because of the padlocks I can put myself in scenarios in which I have to retrieve multiple keys to get free. I'm so excited!!!

I posted what I was about to do from vladimir_bz_lion's dares.

- put your vibe in your ass till you cum 3 times
- fill your ass with ice
- keep your largest plug in for 3 hours
- Fuck your self with the anal beads for 5 minutes

I was very happy to finally blow off some steam and cum. In my arousal I even decided to put in the bullet vibe AND the vibrator. The bullet rapidly popping against the head of the vibrator inside me made my whole lower body tremor. I stroke myself and felt like opening a shaken bottle of soda. With my touch my hornyness just bursted out and it took only a few hard strokes to make myself cum. I immediatly continued stroking to get myself to the second. But it turned out to be very hard. The strong vibrations began to destract me more than stimulate me. With time it got worse and I almost couldn't hold on to any sexual thought. It took me almost half an hour just to get to the edge. By then my arm was so sore and tired that I just couldn't get me over. It was very frustrating and the longer it took the more my arm hurt. I don't know how long it took but it definetly was the longest edge of my life. When I finally got me over the orgasm poured out of me, very slowly and rather softly. It went on for a while. Longest orgasm of my life after longest edge. I just sunk back and got lost in limbo for a moment. Then the pain in the arm returned and the earthquake in my behind began to really make me uncomfortable. Since my arm was of no use to me anymore I decided to take a brake. I turned off the vibes and waited until my arm got a little better and my hardness returned. The third one then was very fast. The mere memory of that epic orgasm I just had turned me on that much

Next up was the ice.
This was completely new to me, so I first did a little research on safety (internet and an ace medical student I'm very good friends with). It turned out that ice in your rectum can be rather dangerous. But my philosophy is to try at least once before setting a new limit. So I inserted the ice in small pieces and in a condom to avoid freez burns. After a few minutes inside though I started to get cramps and had to relief my self. It was very unpleasant. It may well be that I react more severely on it than others, but reactions like that are nothing I joke around with or do experiments. So now Ice insertion is on my limits list.
Thank you vladimir_bz_lion to help me find a new limit

Now began the worst part of the day. After the ice my behind must have been unsuitable for long term insertion. Maybe the long vibrations played their part as well. But I'll come to that.
It took me a very long while to get my biggest plug in. It's 5cm in diameter. Since it's not conic but dick shaped it's harder to push it into an not yet thoroughly used ass. You might remember it's been a few weeks without any insertion before the plug I wore on friday. But finally I managed to take it in.
A short while after I began to cramp badly and it hurt so bad I had to take it out. This plug is not only huge but also rather long with 22cm. So it's a very dominant intruder.
Anyway I had to abort and felt rather bad. It was allready past 7pm. So it was too late anyway to keep it in for 3 hours and go to bed at 10pm.
I decided to let it go.

I live in germany and we have general elections soon. In the evening the only TV dabate between the two chancelor candidates was on. It ended right at 10pm and I should have gone to bed as ordered. But... well... a friend called and wanted to talk about the debate and I didn't make up an excuse to be able to follow my orders. In fact I wanted to discuss it with him. So I choose to brake that order. I have no excuse for that. I expect to be punished severely for that as it's no use to call oneself a slave, if one rebels even against the simplest orders.

It was about 11pm when the call ended. I felt gulty. Not only for staying up but also because I hadn't done two of the four dares from the evening. I was very very tired and it felt like it would be a reward to go to sleep. I thought to my self that I didn't deserve that and wanted to give the remaining dares another try instead. I figured it would be more of a punishment than enjoyable to do the anal dares, since I was not expressively given permission to pleasure myself during the dares and not allowed to cum.

I started with the 5 minutes fucking with anal beads. I started slow and worked up the speed steadily. At the end my anus was almost numb and it felt like I was plunging butter in my ass. When I finally pulled the beads out I spilled a huge amount of shit all over my ass cheeks and legs. That never happend before as I never fucked my ass like that before (so long after a cleaning enema and so severely for so long. I usually cum before I fuck myself this long)
I felt deeply degraded. My guilt, the rather long and intens fucking - not for myself but for someone else and not to my pleasure, and now being coverd in my own shit. It felt like all of you who read this would deviously smile over my humiliation as if to say: "That's exactly what I wanted to see."
I cleaned myself up and turned to the large plug. I worked it in very very slowly. After taking the head of the dick I still worked on it carefully to get used to the deep penetration. 20 minutes until it was all in. I secured it with a crude crotch tie to keep it in place.

3 hours to go...
The huge dick inside me pressed against my prostate and bladder. I had a constant feeling of needing to pee. Thats why I spend the first hour in the bathroom sitting on the toilet. but nothing came out.
I accepted this unpleasant feeling and went back to my room. Still feeling guilty I started to add denial to my ordeal. I made myself watch porn but of course no touching. The plug was ordered to be kept in so no fucking either. I'd never have thought to have 3 orgasms in one day, one of which an absolutely great one, and still be able to get balls that blue. When hour 2 and the first pornmovie was just over the pressure got immens. I had to pull it out. With it another load of shit. I began to feel like an animal. A truly degraded slave that lost all inhibitions and sense of dignity. I didn't clean up the mess this time and kept laying in it. With the poo out the pressure was gone. I put the plug back in. By now my anus was nicely streched and it wasn't to bad to have it in. But when shoved all the way in the pressure on my prostate startet keeping me on edge. I spend 45 minutes in a state of constant edge without touching myself, feeling dirty, watching very good porn. I went crazy nor to touch my self. Relief was so close but yet unreachable.
In minute 165 of my 180 min task a little seemen dropped out of my dick. It felt like being milked from a prostate massage. But that would have been better because the massage stimulates in a (as the name says) massaging manner. This was the result of constant pressure. I actually felt no difference between before, while it came out and after.
Again it felt like you guys were saying: "A dirty animal like you doesn't need pleasure. We make you come without you even feeling it."
Soon after the "orgasm" my ordeal was over and I could take out the intruder. The relief was so overwhelming. I almost didn't make it to the bathroom before my sphincter relaxed and my bladder just emptyed out.

After cleaning up I felt like I still should be going about stuffing my hole or doing something else for you. Because of the denial and the humiliation and because there was no physical or psychological "end" to what I did, I felt a little like being left hanging in mid air. Though I was as tired as it gets I was agitated, sought to find a way to feel finished. And thats why I started to write this report your reading now.

As I said in one of my blog entries I wanted to experiment and focus my attention to feelings of degradation. This was a highly effective evening. I found out loads about myself. But I'm inclined to say, that degredation on a high level is something I want to experience with a real life partner that can catch me afterwards.


To conclude:
The day had some plus sides: Luck on eBay, longest orgasm ever, longest anal ever, loss of dignity, finding a new limit

And a a great minus: disobedience!

I hope you enjoyed my report and were entertained by my first slavesunday

IcanseetheLight and anyone else who feels I need to be punished for my disobedience: I am at your mercy

[bunz]

Sorry for not being around the last two days. I had to do some learning for a test I'm writing tomorrow afternoon.

I'll do the remaining dares from vladimir_bz_lion tomorrow evening and on thursday.

As my last detailed report was a little over 2000 words long I'll post them in my blog from now on and give only brief summarys in this thread.

I'm still pending for punishment and hope you'll give me a second chance to prove myself as a slave.

next weekend:
Sadly I won't be available for you on saturday evening and sunday evening.
BUT: I'll be alone at home from friday afternoon till sunday evening AND currently there is an empty room in my flat with a tile floor -> perfect for messy dares!!!!

[vladimir_bz_lion]

Excellent report. I applaud your courage! I would further like to see your reports in this thread. As for the assignments:
1. Buy a chastity belt.
2. Publish photos of all your toys. Use a ruler for scale to show the size of all your dildos, plugs, etc.

[bunz]

1. Buy a chastity belt.
2. Publish photos of all your toys. Use a ruler for scale to show the size of all your dildos, plugs, etc.

1. I don't think there is enough left in my monthly budget for a chastitydevice, after buying the hand and ankle cuffs. I'll review that later this month. Maybe I can scratch some together.
2. I'll start taking the pictures tonight and post them later on.

per your request I continue to post the full reports in here

Report:
As announced I did some more of vladimir_bz_lion's dares. I decided to kill two birds with one stone and did:

6. the next time you do anal use tooth paste as lube
9. next time you go shopping use your anal beads

I did this after 9p.m. so I would only meet a few late shoppers.
Actually I never used toothpaste analy before. I was excited to find out what it would do to me. I have two kinds of anal beads. Those on a string and those stuck together in a row. I chose the latter ones. I covered about the first half of the beads with a little toothpaste each. I figured that should be enough to lube it up... It was way too much ^^
I put the beads in all the way except for the last one (I don't want to loose it after all). The beads went in very easy. It seems my ass is still a bit loose after the continuous stretching on Sunday. Which was great for putting them in but proofed to be bad for about all the rest that was to come.
Firstly the Icefresh-Breath-Toothpaste stung a little but that went away after one or two minutes. All that was left was the feeling of breathing fishermans friend out of my ass. Very stimulating and enjoyable. I liked the dare so far. The beads pressed against my prostate a little so I felt like having to pee. But after Sunday evening I learned to live with that feeling without paniking to the restroom.
As I started walking to the supermarket the toothpaste did a good job of focusing my attention on my anus. About half way to the shop the feeling of the paste subsided. I was a little disappointed that the great cooling effect of the paste didn't hold on longer. I was even more dissapointed when I realised it had covered up what the beads where doing to me. I constantly felt like having to poop and the beads came out a little (due to my loosened asshole) but also where pushed back in with every step.
As I was moving along the permanent wiggeling and rimming in my ass turned from the arousing feeling of waging a tail (I love pet play so this was a very great feeling for me) to a pungent pushing and pulling. I got very uncomfortable. I tried to imagine it to be something as arousing as a tail. Thinking of a mistress walking beside me with a finger hooked harshly into my ass, relentlessly dragging me along with her helped to make it a little enjoyable. Enough so to give a good erection which was noticed by at least one girl I passed by on the way. Normally I would have been embarrassed by it. But this mixture of being discovered and yet have something much dirtier going on that goes unoticed made me feel strangly self confident. I never "wore" a boner with such pride.
By the time I finally reached the supermarket (it's only been a 13 minute walk but felt like a very long hike) the fantasy didn't help me anymore. It was just plain uncomfortable and constant stimulation from here on. I quickly grabbed some vegetables and checked out. Thank god I didn't want to buy more. When I left the market I could only walk in rather small and slow steps. Everything else would have just killed me with overstimulation. I was caught between frowning from agony, getting watery eyes from the thought that I was only half way through this ordeal and there was no chance to take the beads out before reaching home unless doing it all public so I HAD to go on. But I also had to refrain from moaning with pleasure from the anal sensations. All this at once must have made me look rather strangely.
On my way back the beads got pushed out so much that they pressed against my jeans. It felt very uncomfortable. But this was something I could fix. I pushed them in again and couldn't help but to give a little moan. My anus wasn't at all worn out by this torture. In fact it was more sensitive than ever (maybe an after effect of the toothpaste??). Anyway the two beads I pushed in each felt like a dick popping into my ass. It was very intense.
The way home took me over 20 minutes. It didn't get worse than it was when I left the market. But the pleasure and the torture alike where very straining. Almost at home I passed by a neighbour who looked a bit confused because I was sweating and breathing heavily as if I was carrying home a lot of groceries instead of the small bag with vegetables.
At home my shirt was all sweaty and I felt like someone ruthlessly played with my ass for over half an hour non stop... which is pretty much exactly what happened

Thank you vladimir_bz_lion for the great dare. The combination of pleasure and torture was perfect. Just at the spot where I couldn't decide which of it it was.

Hope you enjoyed my report!

[vladimir_bz_lion]

My pleasure, baby! I am pleased!

[bunz]

Yesterday and today were packed with short notice stuff. I am a bit frustrated. It feels like I couldn't devote myself to get dare the whole week as much as I would have wanted to.
I have to go again now, but I managed to finally upload the pictures of my toys.
I'll check in later tonight when I get back.

PLEASE!!! PLEASE!!! someone give me a dare or just permission to go wild! I'd literally do anything!! Being home alone, with a tiled room to go all messy and nuts in is a constallation I probably won't have again for years!

PLEASE!!! I'm desperate to seize this opportunity

[bunz]

Just came back and added descriptions to the pictures of my toys. Hope they'll be approved by a moderator soon.
Also hope the padlocks for my cuffs will arrive tomorrow. I'm just in love with my new cuffs and want to wear them all day long

A little extra infos to my toys: I started collecting them when I was 17. Had a number of bad ones through the years too. But all the ones I have now have proved to be very much fun^^ I have a bit of a toy fetish and allways want to add something new. If only I had more money to spare and risk for failed buys.
My current wishlist includes a chastity device, a ballgag, a breathable ball gag, a ring gag, (have no gags yet but I just LOVE the idea^^) a ponytail plug, a collar and (though not a toy) a tatoo of any kind thats not directly seen as something sexual but personally holds a meaning to me that reminds me of my toys and my way of playing and discovering myself (physically and mentally)

[bunz]

Still no permission to do something while home alone
But first things first I have to finally finish the last of these:

3. Go for a jog with your vib in your ass
5. put a plug in and go to the store and have it fall out
8. give yourself an enema

I gave myself two looooooong good enemas before going to bed. Sleeping away with that clean and empty feeling inside made me feel secure and warm. I only slept a few hours though.
I'll take another enema now and decided to relief myself in the empty room. This is going to be weired.

After that I'll go for the jog. Any suggestions which vibe I should use? Now that you have pictures of my toys you can choose between:
The pink vibrator
The white bullet (strongest vibration)
The purple bullet
...or a combination of the above


Then off to the store for my probably most risky public dare jet. Wish me luck! ... or not... depends on what you'd consider lucky

[bunz]

Report:

The messy enema

I knelt in the middle of the room inserted a little amount of water. I didn't want to clean up the mess of 2 liters of water so I went with just a little. I held it in for a few minutes and than got on all fours and pushed it out. I felt very good about myself. I had no feeling of doing something dirty or something I would have to hide. It just felt kinda right. I cleand up the mess. Lucky for me: The water was still almost clear after the enemas I had earlier.

Mail:
The mail arrived and with it my new set of padlocks! I couldn't resist the temptation and put on the wristcuffs. Just wearing them is a turn on. I then locked them together behind my back (which was quiet tricky). The moment my arms rested in the cuffs, their whole weight pushing against them, yet not experiencing any pain like it is with handcuffs... I immediatly got an erection. I never felt so gently but also never so heavily restrained since I wasn't able to just get out of them directly. I felt soooooo good and comfortable and sexual and sexy, I wanted badly to touch myself. My cock was pulsing with arousal. But of course I coudn't reach it. Oh the frustration!! It was heaven!

The shopping tour
I then wanted to go to the store with a plug in and try to loose it while there. I tested this at home first. The first time the plug fell through my trouser legs to the floor. Second time it stayed in the trousers leaving a very visibly buldge and also visible stain from the lube. I decided both ways were to dangerous. If a person working at the store would discover it they could ask me to leave. I really really don't want to be a known creep in my store. so with a huge amount of frustration I decided not to do this dare. I wanted to go do the jog with the vibe instead. Though it would be more of a fast walk because I am actually not allowed to run (doctors orders). I didn't know if vladimir_bz_lion would be pleased with that.
Then it hit me: Combine the dares!
So I put the vibe in (it's long enough not to fall out) took my backpack and went to the store. The best thing about this was, that the vibe is turned on and off by rotating the base. So there was no way I would be able to turn it off the whole time!
I started walking towards the store. The vibe slipped out as far as it could, with my jeans holding it back. With every step I felt a slight powerful surge of vibrations on my anus. It felt very good, but I couldn't enjoy it. I never did such a thing in broad daylight before. I felt watched and embarressed. I didn't know if anyone who saw me could make out the slight buldge at my butt. I kept pulling my shirt down to cover it and only after 5 or so minutes I realised I was constanty grabbing my but, checking how far it stuck out. Must have looked very strange.
I decided to take a route to the store on which not so many people would pass me by. I still wasn't able to feel safe because I was still walking past much traffic. The look on my face was of constant humiliation. Everyone I passed looked at me strangely because I had this weired expression on my face. I couldn't bare the thought anymore of it visibly sticking out so I took out my camera phone and made a video showing me from the side. It showed me that you actually couldn't see anything except of course my humiliation.
I was releaved but still wasn't able to enjoy the walk.
A bit later it felt like it was coming out even more. That was because I had put in the vibrator with it's curve pointing down. When I came to an underpass to cross the road I used the slightly secluded spot, reached down my pants and turned it around. The stimulation was very intens especially because I had to be quick about it so no one would come around a corner and see me. After that it stayed in place better.
I reached the store and bought a few items. Waiting in line was okay until a very hot girl got in line behind me. The thought she could see or even hear something mortified me. But if she did, she didn't show. Because of this girl everything else felt much less humiliating and on my way back I actually started to like what I was doing. I got turned on more and more and when I reached that underpass again I played with the thougth of somewhat completing the "loose the plug" dare and pull the vibe out and put it back in again. But this time the underpass was fairly crowded. So I couldn't do it. I also noticed weired looks from others again. I realised I had been staring without focus in front of me, biting my lips, my face slightly pink. I had unkowingly begun to REALLY enjoy myself and the vibrations with each step felt so good I was biting my lips not to moan with pleassure. I tried to contain myself better and kept enjoying the trip home. At home I noticed that the vibe was sticking out quiet a bit now. I hadn't noticed before. It might well be that one or two of my neighbours I passed in the end might have noticed it. But if they did they didn't show.
Even after writing all this I feel like having been properly fucked I am even rather content that I didn't get to cum (wich makes this day 6 of my denial) I'm starting to get better in processing the denial. Though I still have trouble not touching or even edging myself sometimes. But I am somewhat proud to say I didn't come without permission.

vladimir_bz_lion I hope you are satisfied by the way I did these last dares. Thank you yet again for all the fun!

I hope everyone was entertained by my report.



SlaveSunday.

Tomorrow is my Slave Sund

[bunz]

Tomorrow will be my SlaveSunday again.

Sadly I have not recieved any rules or dares for tomorrow. I will do the apple bobbing and the forced blowjob dares tomorrow though, because I finally got the needed restraints. That will be the last dares on my list.

If anyone would be so gracious to add rules or dares for tomorrow I would be forever thankfull!!


for your consideration:
After recording a song for the singing thread I decided it would be okay to do audio recordings of stuff I do and upload them on soundcloud. So feel free to dare me to record anything

for your information:
Since yesterday I got a yahoo massenger account specially for getdare. I am willing to be a chat slave from now on (still no cam though)

[bunz]

Tomorrow will be my SlaveSunday again.

Sadly I have not recieved any rules or dares for tomorrow. I will do the apple bobbing and the forced blowjob dares tomorrow though, because I finally got the needed restraints. That will be the last dares on my list.

If anyone would be so gracious to add rules or dares for tomorrow I would be forever thankfull!!


for your consideration:
After recording a song for the singing thread I decided it would be okay to do audio recordings of stuff I do and upload them on soundcloud. So feel free to dare me to record anything

for your information:
Since yesterday I got a yahoo massenger account specially for getdare. I am willing to be a chat slave from now on (still no cam though)

EDIT: Sorry accidentally posted this twice