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[Angelica_Kee_Zarcon]

Originally Posted by indieriot

I am at a total of 42 listens as of today and my arousal is at a 6/10. I haven't had time since Sunday morning... Life had been busy. I can say that I did try to ruin Saturday night but I couldn't get there. So that part failed.
I can say I am thinking about sexual things almost constantly and a bit wet at all times. I wasn't really expecting that and I'm not sure how I feel about it. It is really strange to me to be this aroused for such a long period of time. It is making me want to top more than I expected. So weird all around.
One good thing about it is that being this aroused made me talk to my wife about kinks I want to explore and she was game. I am looking forward to that. So thanks for that. ;-)

I honestly don't feel bad for posting in general because I as sadistic as I am masochistic. Reading the post of people cumming and begging to cum is pretty hot. I like when people beg and break a bit.

That's fantastic!! I'm glad you were able to talk to your wife.

And also happy to hear this is keeping you so aroused.

[SubRed92]

Listens: 6
Current Arousal: 7

I was aroused the entire day yesterday. I listened to the file early in the night while completing a writing task given to me by dlJohn on writeforme. As I wrote "As I listen longer and longer, the need for permission to orgasm becomes stronger and stronger." repeatedly, frustration from mistakes became a mild pleasure. It was a good experience and I felt truly submissive throughout.

Something happened before bed. It was something surprising, but also something that indicates the curse is not very strong on me yet. This was caused by a PM dare I received, where I had to massage my prostate for 5 minutes everyday, for a week. I decided to to do it while watching pegging porn, and maybe that was too much. Despite slowing and stopping occasionally, and with the reminder that I have no permission in my mind, I gave in to curiosity and had an orgasm. For context, I have never in my life had an orgasm without stimulation on my cock. This was my first, so when I felt something building up, I just had to.

It was a different sort of orgasm. Not the intense, pulsating sort. It was more like a nice slow relief of pressure, where cum just flowed out. I did try to slow and stop at the end, so maybe I ruined it? Nonetheless, It felt really nice. It quickly brought my arousal levels down to a 3, but interestingly the recovery period was short. I was back at a 6 about half an hour later.

Overall, I am really enjoying this experiment so far, and will continue to participate.

On a side note, I am also denied for roughly 14 days due to PM dares so I won't be begging anytime soon (hopefully)

[Strangerthings]

Had to do as many listens as possible today, but between work and things, was only able to do 8 more. This was also after continuous listens. Had to break it apart, listening to 1-2 before taking a break and then continuing while doing other things as well. Truthfully, if listened to more and more continuously, it might become the norm and trigger an arousal that is too high to handle. After listening to it 3 times straight just now, I had to take a break and just report it. I can easily get aroused being in the present condition. My arousal is at an 8 with a heightened sense of giving up control of my orgasm. Which begs the question, may I please have an orgasm now that it is over 10 listens?

[KinkyHavok]

So I listened another 4 times overnight. Unfortunately this morning I played and had an unauthorised orgasm. I did feel resistance but it seemed like the resistance came too late

Really want to be trapped in this though so I'm not giving up. Please feel free to add a tonne of listens to me if you like

[Fallen_Angel]

This thread made me want to join GD, I'm more of a lurker and have been reading Maia's thread periodically when this one popped up! I really want to try it out. Even though I'm new can I be a test subject? If that's okay I answered the questionnaire.

*Have you done hypno before? A little, I haven't had the best luck with anything long term but I've never tried listening to a file more than a few times either.
*Have you listened to Cal's Curse before? Was it successful? No, I hadn't heard of it before.
*Have you done orgasm denial before? A tiny bit, it's a huge turn on of mine to be really aroused but I can't stop myself from cumming. I fantasize a lot about being in a predicament where I can't orgasm but my arousal keeps growing.
*If yes. What was your longest period of denial? Maybe 3 days max!!
*What is your level of experience with Edging? Beginner, intermediat or advanced? Beginner probably, I mostly end up going over the edge.

I'm really turned on already thinking about this and reading everyone's experiences. If I am accepted please don't give me permission easily, or at all!

[KinkyHavok]

Originally Posted by Fallen_Angel

I'm really turned on already thinking about this and reading everyone's experiences. If I am accepted please don't give me permission easily, or at all!

Oh man do I feel this. Trap me damn it

[lani_122]

Originally Posted by Fallen_Angel

This thread made me want to join GD, I'm more of a lurker and have been reading Maia's thread periodically when this one popped up! I really want to try it out. Even though I'm new can I be a test subject? If that's okay I answered the questionnaire.

*Have you done hypno before? A little, I haven't had the best luck with anything long term but I've never tried listening to a file more than a few times either.
*Have you listened to Cal's Curse before? Was it successful? No, I hadn't heard of it before.
*Have you done orgasm denial before? A tiny bit, it's a huge turn on of mine to be really aroused but I can't stop myself from cumming. I fantasize a lot about being in a predicament where I can't orgasm but my arousal keeps growing.
*If yes. What was your longest period of denial? Maybe 3 days max!!
*What is your level of experience with Edging? Beginner, intermediat or advanced? Beginner probably, I mostly end up going over the edge.

I'm really turned on already thinking about this and reading everyone's experiences. If I am accepted please don't give me permission easily, or at all!

Welcome as a test subject. Enjoy your stay.

[Angelica_Kee_Zarcon]

Originally Posted by Strangerthings

Had to do as many listens as possible today, but between work and things, was only able to do 8 more. This was also after continuous listens. Had to break it apart, listening to 1-2 before taking a break and then continuing while doing other things as well. Truthfully, if listened to more and more continuously, it might become the norm and trigger an arousal that is too high to handle. After listening to it 3 times straight just now, I had to take a break and just report it. I can easily get aroused being in the present condition. My arousal is at an 8 with a heightened sense of giving up control of my orgasm. Which begs the question, may I please have an orgasm now that it is over 10 listens?

You may have an orgasm if you do so within the next 30 minutes. If you cannot cum within the next 30 minutes give your balls 20 spanks with a wooden spoon or a ruler, edge twice, then you may have a ruined orgasm.

[velly]

had the file running overnight again so i'd be all nice and horny, and went for the climax i'd been allowed first thing in the morning
and fuck, it was a good one. something about knowing i probably wouldn't have been able to at all without having had permission, i guess?

i get the feeling the next week's gonna be rough thoughhh. still gonna be diligent and do as many listens as i can in that time, but heck i'm gonna be a mess by the end of it- especially since i have no guarantee i'll immediately be allowed even then...

e: oh heck, right
completely forgot to add this, but total listens should be at 29

[Angelica_Kee_Zarcon]

Originally Posted by SubRed92

Listens: 6
Current Arousal: 7

I was aroused the entire day yesterday. I listened to the file early in the night while completing a writing task given to me by dlJohn on writeforme. As I wrote "As I listen longer and longer, the need for permission to orgasm becomes stronger and stronger." repeatedly, frustration from mistakes became a mild pleasure. It was a good experience and I felt truly submissive throughout.

Something happened before bed. It was something surprising, but also something that indicates the curse is not very strong on me yet. This was caused by a PM dare I received, where I had to massage my prostate for 5 minutes everyday, for a week. I decided to to do it while watching pegging porn, and maybe that was too much. Despite slowing and stopping occasionally, and with the reminder that I have no permission in my mind, I gave in to curiosity and had an orgasm. For context, I have never in my life had an orgasm without stimulation on my cock. This was my first, so when I felt something building up, I just had to.

It was a different sort of orgasm. Not the intense, pulsating sort. It was more like a nice slow relief of pressure, where cum just flowed out. I did try to slow and stop at the end, so maybe I ruined it? Nonetheless, It felt really nice. It quickly brought my arousal levels down to a 3, but interestingly the recovery period was short. I was back at a 6 about half an hour later.

Overall, I am really enjoying this experiment so far, and will continue to participate.

On a side note, I am also denied for roughly 14 days due to PM dares so I won't be begging anytime soon (hopefully)

We appreciate you reporting honestly. The curse is going to have various levels of effectiveness on different people. So even when the curse fails the research team needs to know.

It sounds as though the curse is starting to affect you more and more. Keep listening so we can see the effects with increased exposure.

Your report on your orgasm was interesting. You described it as a nice slow relief of pressure, where cum just slowly dribbled out. This sounds very much like prostate milking. It's possible your body gave you relief this way because it knew you shouldn't cum.

Either way, this requires further exploration. We need to see if we can replicate this. Your next few authorized orgasms here will be prostate orgasms.

[Angelica_Kee_Zarcon]

Originally Posted by velly

had the file running overnight again so i'd be all nice and horny, and went for the climax i'd been allowed first thing in the morning
and fuck, it was a good one. something about knowing i probably wouldn't have been able to at all without having had permission, i guess?

i get the feeling the next week's gonna be rough thoughhh. still gonna be diligent and do as many listens as i can in that time, but heck i'm gonna be a mess by the end of it- especially since i have no guarantee i'll immediately be allowed even then...

e: oh heck, right
completely forgot to add this, but total listens should be at 29

I'm glad you enjoyed it. Would you say it was more enjoyable than normal, because you had been denied and had to wait?

Also be sure to keep us informed on your arousal levels throughout the week.

Just as a reminder subject Velly is not to be given permission for another orgasm until at least October 3rd.

[velly]

Originally Posted by Angelica_Kee_Zarcon

I'm glad you enjoyed it. Would you say it was more enjoyable than normal, because you had been denied and had to wait?

Also be sure to keep us informed on your arousal levels throughout the week.

Just as a reminder subject Velly is not to be given permission for another orgasm until at least October 3rd.

...wouldn't outright admitting to the denial being effective just encourage the researchers to take advantage of that? ^^;
but yeppp, i can't deny that being forced to wait made the payoff better.

current arousal levels're probably around a 3, but i expect it won't stay there for long, which speaking of - i'm gonna try to squeeze in another couple listens today.

[Fallen_Angel]

I've listened to Cal's Curse 2 times now. I was pretty aroused at the beginning of this experiment even before listening to the file but I was probably only about a 3 out of 10.

The first listen went really well, super well for me, I was able to relax right away and I think I went pretty deep? You never really know but I decided to listen again after my first go and I felt that went even better. Afterwards I was pretty turned on, maybe a 5? After humping my bed for a few minutes I decided that that wasn't really satisfying me enough so I tried out my vibrator. I was curious to see what would happen and wasn't intending to cum but I was kinda thinking that might happen, I was wrong.

At first I set it on low for about 10 minutes which was fine, but not enough so then I varied the speeds a little, testing the waters. Still not near any edge I played around like that for about 20 more minutes and decided to read some erotica while doing so... Honestly didn't intend to play for that long, then I set it to the higher end of the settings while I was reading a particularly arousing story. I kept it like that and kept reading while playing with my nipples. I edged about 50 minutes after starting to play with my toy, then I turned it off. I edged again and turned it off again, this continued for awhile and I think I must of edged about 7 or 8 times but I'm not too sure, it's probably a record for me though.

Afterwards I kept myself on edge for a good 5 minutes, turning the vibe off and on again just quickly enough to stay on the edge while not cumming, I wanted to cum by that stage but I didn't try my hardest to, I kind was scared of having a orgasm and ruining things I think. So yeah, I'm not sure if it's working 100% yet but I'm definitely feeling the effects. I never would of managed to not cum this long before while playing for that long.

I typed all of this with it still buzzing inside me and am currently fucking myself with it in my chair to no avail but I'm close to the edge again. I've had my vibrator inside me for about 2 hours now and it's close to dying so I'm gonna keep fucking myself here till it runs out. Then I'm gonna listen to the file again I think. Pretty turned on already and it's not even been a day. Probably at a 7... Does arousal go higher than 10 or am I just overestimating my horniness? Probably overestimating!!

[Weables]

Originally Posted by velly

...wouldn't outright admitting to the denial being effective just encourage the researchers to take advantage of that? ^^;
but yeppp, i can't deny that being forced to wait made the payoff better.

current arousal levels're probably around a 3, but i expect it won't stay there for long, which speaking of - i'm gonna try to squeeze in another couple listens today.

Of course we will. But thats part of the fun

[Weables]

Originally Posted by Fallen_Angel

I've listened to Cal's Curse 2 times now. I was pretty aroused at the beginning of this experiment even before listening to the file but I was probably only about a 3 out of 10.

The first listen went really well, super well for me, I was able to relax right away and I think I went pretty deep? You never really know but I decided to listen again after my first go and I felt that went even better. Afterwards I was pretty turned on, maybe a 5? After humping my bed for a few minutes I decided that that wasn't really satisfying me enough so I tried out my vibrator. I was curious to see what would happen and wasn't intending to cum but I was kinda thinking that might happen, I was wrong.

At first I set it on low for about 10 minutes which was fine, but not enough so then I varied the speeds a little, testing the waters. Still not near any edge I played around like that for about 20 more minutes and decided to read some erotica while doing so... Honestly didn't intend to play for that long, then I set it to the higher end of the settings while I was reading a particularly arousing story. I kept it like that and kept reading while playing with my nipples. I edged about 50 minutes after starting to play with my toy, then I turned it off. I edged again and turned it off again, this continued for awhile and I think I must of edged about 7 or 8 times but I'm not too sure, it's probably a record for me though.

Afterwards I kept myself on edge for a good 5 minutes, turning the vibe off and on again just quickly enough to stay on the edge while not cumming, I wanted to cum by that stage but I didn't try my hardest to, I kind was scared of having a orgasm and ruining things I think. So yeah, I'm not sure if it's working 100% yet but I'm definitely feeling the effects. I never would of managed to not cum this long before while playing for that long.

I typed all of this with it still buzzing inside me and am currently fucking myself with it in my chair to no avail but I'm close to the edge again. I've had my vibrator inside me for about 2 hours now and it's close to dying so I'm gonna keep fucking myself here till it runs out. Then I'm gonna listen to the file again I think. Pretty turned on already and it's not even been a day. Probably at a 7... Does arousal go higher than 10 or am I just overestimating my horniness? Probably overestimating!!

Thank you for this report, and it's wonderful to see things working so quickly!