Cornertime: i did more

[kay878]

Originally Posted by [email protected]

Corner time report
I am composing this in a word processor before pasting it into the thread. I could not take notes during, but after. Also I have memories are trickling in as I am typing. Organising them has been some trouble. These are not all in chronilogical order. It has taken longer to write this than actually standing there the 85 minutes.
Before the start I set the timer for 1:26, folded a tissue placed it over my nose secured by my glasses to prevent another oily spot on the wall. I was dressed normally. I had considered being naked or having my pants at my ankles, even reddening by behind. But I did not want that distraction. I wanted to focus on just the corner time. So I started the timer and took my place.

This was absolutely awesome. I also liked your suggestions at the end of waiting a week to let someone new try.

I am trying to wait closer to two hours to push myself. I will regret it if I do but damn I kinda want to be in Sir Sam's signature with a whopping 120 minutes.

I am not very experienced in corner time myself. I bloody hate it but I like the fact its a "I did more" thread.

I also get the "should I look? I really want to look" thought in my head but with these long times I think most people get that thought. Its best not to look and spoil and start over. It would have sucked! I LOVED this report. I might have to use your method of taking notes right after I finish corner time or any other kinda task. It might help improve my reports.

Loved your report!!

[little pet]

@Dave; very well done! Especially for a corner-newbie ;-) You have my respect. Thank you for the excellent report.

[sir sam]

Originally Posted by kay878

This was absolutely awesome. I also liked your suggestions at the end of waiting a week to let someone new try.

I am trying to wait closer to two hours to push myself. I will regret it if I do but damn I kinda want to be in Sir Sam's signature with a whopping 120 minutes.

I am not very experienced in corner time myself. I bloody hate it but I like the fact its a "I did more" thread.

I also get the "should I look? I really want to look" thought in my head but with these long times I think most people get that thought. Its best not to look and spoil and start over. It would have sucked! I LOVED this report. I might have to use your method of taking notes right after I finish corner time or any other kinda task. It might help improve my reports.

Loved your report!!

O yeah... The tinkeling feeling.... Setting yourself up for the 120 minutes.... Knowing you will regret.
Anyway,... After 90 minutes i will set a few new rules. Not sure about all yet.
At least one will be able to claim a slot for 72 hours. Times get seriously long. I can very well understand people want to claim the slot but still need some time to find a good opportunity.

Then its already obvious... The half hour transitions will become favourite. I guess there needs to be an extra incentive for the in between slots. Not sure about that yet.
Anyway,... The 120 slot is not yet available for claiming yet.
We now wait for pirahnna... After that.. The 95 slot can be claimed.

[pirahnna]

Sorry for delay. I did 90 min last night .
First of all I want to say I'm not good at reports I know but I do my best anyway
There are a few things I want to mention before I start. First , just one day after I claimed 90 minutes , I've got super busy at work as u can see in my signature I must work all the time for this project it's a start up project ... Anyway I didn't complain , I'm the man of my word . Second , I have ADHD problem which means I can't sit and do nothing normaly So cornertime would be hardest dare for me even more painful than CBT . So I had to use Ritalin to stay calm down for 90 minutes.
So the cornertime began
I got naked except my chastity device and I tied my hands I knew this time is gonna be much harder than the last . So set the alarm , I kneel and nose to the wall , cornertime began.
At the beginning I was thinking how this is gonna be , what shall I think about ? Is Sir Sam is thinking about me right now ? That would be much pleasant if sir sam and sub lucy could watcsme doing this right now. I knew 90mins would be difficult and I knew I must find something in my mind or it would be a hell.
I was so horny that day I didn't cum for two weeks and I was in chastity I couldn't help to not to think about sexual fantasies which cost me a painful erection in my chastity. I thought about many things , my mind is a mess I cant stop thinking. I have schizotypal disorder which mean I can lost in my imagination. So did I . I dont know how long I was thinking but I forgot about the time completely. I hypnotized myself first I thought it would be cheating this gonna be boring but I couldn't help myself I love using my knowledge so I did. I'm sorry sir If it is not what you wanted but I had to . I think about first 60 mins (I cant exactly tell)spend that way until I felt pain in my knees and my tied hands. I couldn't hypnotize myself anymore not when I felt really really uncomfortable so the hard part has arrived . The rest of the cornertime was boring as fuck. I really mean it , I was bored , mad and tired . Waiting for alarm was the only thing I did . I can't write the exact feelings but It was something I hate .
Finally alarm ringed and I layed down on the floor. I was tired and exhausted. I lay down for minutes and I was happy at the end IDK even why
So this was a challenge I took but I don't think I can do it anymore. I mean even if want to I dont have time anymore so I hope sir sam forgive me for what I did (hypnosis). But it was hard really really hard. Everyone who wants to do 95 minutes must know this

[[email protected]]

I know some about hypnotism and self hypnotism. The sence of time can, but not always, is distorted. I don't count it aa a cheat. We each cope with the stress in different ways. This was just one of your ways. It was pointed out that I may have wondered into a trance mode without recognising it. So I can't fault you, even if you did it be design.

I fully understand your reluctance to trying it again. Some people have the ability (luxury) of scheduling this kind of appointment easily and some of us don't. But even if you scheduling was not your issue, the preparation before, the riggers of the act, and the emotional and psychological recovery evolved is plenty reason to give pause (or refusal).

I would not worry about the quality of reporting. We gave PM to ask questions should we need additional information. I think that I may have overdone my report in places and nor said enough in others. Yet no one has asked for more. Readers are welcome to ask for more details in PM as well as in thread as far as I am concerned.

You did well. I am glad for you.
dave

[little pet]

Originally Posted by pirahnna

Sorry for delay. I did 90 min last night .
First of all I want to say I'm not good at reports I know but I do my best anyway
There are a few things I want to mention before I start. First , just one day after I claimed 90 minutes , I've got super busy at work as u can see in my signature I must work all the time for this project it's a start up project ... Anyway I didn't complain , I'm the man of my word . Second , I have ADHD problem which means I can't sit and do nothing normaly So cornertime would be hardest dare for me even more painful than CBT . So I had to use Ritalin to stay calm down for 90 minutes.
So the cornertime began
I got naked except my chastity device and I tied my hands I knew this time is gonna be much harder than the last . So set the alarm , I kneel and nose to the wall , cornertime began.
At the beginning I was thinking how this is gonna be , what shall I think about ? Is Sir Sam is thinking about me right now ? That would be much pleasant if sir sam and sub lucy could watcsme doing this right now. I knew 90mins would be difficult and I knew I must find something in my mind or it would be a hell.
I was so horny that day I didn't cum for two weeks and I was in chastity I couldn't help to not to think about sexual fantasies which cost me a painful erection in my chastity. I thought about many things , my mind is a mess I cant stop thinking. I have schizotypal disorder which mean I can lost in my imagination. So did I . I dont know how long I was thinking but I forgot about the time completely. I hypnotized myself first I thought it would be cheating this gonna be boring but I couldn't help myself I love using my knowledge so I did. I'm sorry sir If it is not what you wanted but I had to . I think about first 60 mins (I cant exactly tell)spend that way until I felt pain in my knees and my tied hands. I couldn't hypnotize myself anymore not when I felt really really uncomfortable so the hard part has arrived . The rest of the cornertime was boring as fuck. I really mean it , I was bored , mad and tired . Waiting for alarm was the only thing I did . I can't write the exact feelings but It was something I hate .
Finally alarm ringed and I layed down on the floor. I was tired and exhausted. I lay down for minutes and I was happy at the end IDK even why
So this was a challenge I took but I don't think I can do it anymore. I mean even if want to I dont have time anymore so I hope sir sam forgive me for what I did (hypnosis). But it was hard really really hard. Everyone who wants to do 95 minutes must know this

Well done! Yes, hard and boring as fuck . But you did it and you can be proud.
I appreciate the difficulties with standing still... my head is wired in much the same way. I also have this thing, where I can just entertain myself by daydreaming, fantasising for hours. I'm not sure if that's hypnosis, but it is very similar at least. Until the discomfort and the worries set in... then the distraction becomes to great. Your brains don't get the chance to drift off anymore. It is the hardest part for me, but it's also very rewarding once I'm done. Knowing that I did it, even though it was hard.

[sir sam]

Originally Posted by pirahnna

Sorry for delay. I did 90 min last night .
First of all I want to say I'm not good at reports I know but I do my best anyway
There are a few things I want to mention before I start. First , just one day after I claimed 90 minutes , I've got super busy at work as u can see in my signature I must work all the time for this project it's a start up project ... Anyway I didn't complain , I'm the man of my word . Second , I have ADHD problem which means I can't sit and do nothing normaly So cornertime would be hardest dare for me even more painful than CBT . So I had to use Ritalin to stay calm down for 90 minutes.
So the cornertime began
I got naked except my chastity device and I tied my hands I knew this time is gonna be much harder than the last . So set the alarm , I kneel and nose to the wall , cornertime began.
At the beginning I was thinking how this is gonna be , what shall I think about ? Is Sir Sam is thinking about me right now ? That would be much pleasant if sir sam and sub lucy could watcsme doing this right now. I knew 90mins would be difficult and I knew I must find something in my mind or it would be a hell.
I was so horny that day I didn't cum for two weeks and I was in chastity I couldn't help to not to think about sexual fantasies which cost me a painful erection in my chastity. I thought about many things , my mind is a mess I cant stop thinking. I have schizotypal disorder which mean I can lost in my imagination. So did I . I dont know how long I was thinking but I forgot about the time completely. I hypnotized myself first I thought it would be cheating this gonna be boring but I couldn't help myself I love using my knowledge so I did. I'm sorry sir If it is not what you wanted but I had to . I think about first 60 mins (I cant exactly tell)spend that way until I felt pain in my knees and my tied hands. I couldn't hypnotize myself anymore not when I felt really really uncomfortable so the hard part has arrived . The rest of the cornertime was boring as fuck. I really mean it , I was bored , mad and tired . Waiting for alarm was the only thing I did . I can't write the exact feelings but It was something I hate .
Finally alarm ringed and I layed down on the floor. I was tired and exhausted. I lay down for minutes and I was happy at the end IDK even why
So this was a challenge I took but I don't think I can do it anymore. I mean even if want to I dont have time anymore so I hope sir sam forgive me for what I did (hypnosis). But it was hard really really hard. Everyone who wants to do 95 minutes must know this

Well,... Your 1st word is sorry,... You did not know but i hate sorry. I see a beautifull report and you start excusing yourself.
Don't worry,....... It's ok,.. You did not know. Just needed to say that. I simply not like that people who do great things belittle themselves. You did great! Don't belittle yourself!
But,.... Lets not get distracted.

Wow,... You did great.
You started great. I said i would be thinking about you and i did. You had posted in the triangle-blog so i knew you were on and i appreciated it. I appreciated knowing you were taking your fricking long 90 minutes of cornertime.
In the beginning you had not much problem. Your thoughts were wandering. Yiu had excitement in realizing you would take the pole-position with a nice 1.5hour milestone in this thread. Thoughts of me, my pet,.. Lots of things to think about.
Then you went into fantasizing, creating even more good times. Don't worry... No cheating.in a sense that is what cornertime makes it to a very favourite punishment from me,... Knowing i am setting you up for a journey.
And then....unavoidably... It got hard. The final phase.
It is clear that now the times have reached 1.5 hour it is about impossible to do the cornertime without reaching a really hard enphase. All start getting physical discomfort. I have emphasized many times that you don't have to make it hard to yourself, that doing the boring nondistracted time is the punishment, nit any extra thing,.. But it just gest hard. 1.5hr is just a fricking long time to be in a single position.
And your mind did not want anymore. You ran out of fantasy, or you were distracted too much. It ran into a punsihment. A severe punishment without distraction, just a continous stream of being bored,.. Waiting,.. Doing nothing,.. Fully realizing you got punished. For no reason even.
I like it.
This cornertime has now run into a major challenge. You suffered for me. I like it. Thanks.
Your report is great. It is really great how you minutely describe your breakdown at the end. But you managed to complete the dare. Don't be sorry! Be proud! I am proud!

So...... With this major sacrifice.... 90 minutes has been done. 95 minutes is challenged!!

I know the long times that are at stake now are not easy to fit into daily rl anymore. On top of that i am pretty sure you need some "mental preparation time" before starting your time.

For that reason from now you can claim and lock your slot for 72hours.

In addition:
It is clear that the half hour transitions become favourite slots. For that reason, all contributors will stay in my signature until 125minutes have been executed. So.... Pirahnna will disappear at next contribution, but starting from 95 i will keep a list of contributors in my signature that resets at 125minutes. That way the 120minutes contribution will be shortest in my signature, 95 will be longest.

95 minutes is challenged!!! It will be hard!! It is a real challenge!!
(And oh,.. Only 5 minutes more than pirahnna. How hard can it be )

[Meek]

I'm really sorry guys, I tried to do the 95 mins; but since this is only my second corner time I failed miserably, I only made it to 21:30 mins in. I beg you to please punish me for my failure. I know I let everyone here down.

[[email protected]]

Originally Posted by Meek

I'm really sorry guys, I tried to do the 95 mins; but since this is only my second corner time I failed miserably, I only made it to 21:30 mins in. I beg you to please punish me for my failure. I know I let everyone here down.

What caused you to stop?
Maybe you can do something to correct the problem? Such as singing to yourself? Recite as many poems as you can remember. Think about all your childhood friend, the games you used to play, the hobbies you may have shared. If you think something sexy may help, go through all of your girlfriends (even fictional ones) and relive all those good times.

How long was your previous corner time? I ask because a fitting punishment might be corner time. Perhaps a little more than your first or halfway to the 95 goal? I am not the one to say?

So the horse threw you? Get back on that horse and ride.

dave

[sir sam]

Originally Posted by Meek

I beg you to please punish me for my failure. I know I let everyone here down.

This is not a punishment thread so no punishment will be made available.
In addition i donot see an attempt to write a report as requested in the 1st post.
If you are serious in trying, then you can resetup yourself for 95 minutes.
It will be fricking long. It will be hard. It will be extremely boring. You will have physical discomfort.
At the end you will be proud.
We are looking forward to a good report on such.

Alternatively you can decide not to do that.
In that case......... 95 minutes is open to be claimed.......

[Auryn]

I can't believe it but... I did it: 95 minutes - 1 hour 35 minutes...
Please Sir, allow me to post it now.... I'll edit with my report as soon as possible....



Ok, here's my report. It took me ages to write it, and I know it's not so good, but it's my first one and....... ok, I shut up.

Yesterday.....
I saw this thread many times before, but I've never read it. 'Till now.
Never did cornertime before. I'm not interested in that.
And suddenly I think: "How does it feel like? Could I do it?"...
Sure, I can try. But, as I said, I never did it, so I start from the beginning: 5 minutes.
The position is uncomfortable: I have big breasts, and when I stand by the wall my nose remain about 8 cm away... I have to lean forward and bend my neck backward. I don't like it. Nope. Not at all.
After just a minute or so I think: "Why am I doing this?..." If I don't pay attention, breathing is enough to lift off my nose from the wall...
I could stop, right now. Probably I should.
I don't, and the alarm rings when I think I'm just half the way.
Weird.......

Today.....
I want to try again. 15 minutes, this time... can't be that bad.
The position is slightly different: now I touch the wall with my nose and my forehead. Better.
I still don't know why am I doing this. I don't like it. I'd rather spend some time tied to a chair, it would be more fun. After all, I'm not planning on doing the dare, right? I don't need any training.
Why on earth am I still here?... Already ten minutes, right?...
My alarm rings.
Definitely, I suck at estimate time.

And I want to try again. What, is it addictive?...
But I have no time, not now.
Maybe later........

Yep, I'd still like to try again. Perhaps 30 minutes?...
Perhaps.... 95?..............
No no no no.... I'm not thinking what I'm thinking... RIGHT????..... I mean, it would be only my third attempt, I can't....

Maybe I can't, but surely I'm doing it. I go to the bathroom, first - don't want this turn into a desperation dare... Timer... ok, pants down... Let's start.

First thing: I feel stupid. After all, there's no reason why I should do this so - again... Why?
I close my eyes and start to count my breath, but stop after a couple of minutes. Don't know why, but time seems longer, this way. Better let my thoughts run free...
Interesting thing: thinking about writing this report, I realize I'm thinking in english.
I wish I could write my thoughts: I'm absolutely sure I'll forget almost everything.
I try to stay still, but I can't. My skin itches, my shoulders aches, my feet goes a little numb... I have to move a little.
I want to know how much time is already passed, I want to drink some water...... I just want to do something else. It's not that I'm bored... yes, I am, but not exactly... I'm thinking about one thing or another, my mind is busy, so I'm not "bored", but I'm thinking I'm wasting my time. And for what?
Yes. I'm thinking to give up.
My shoulders now hurts, and so my right knee. I have to move my hands from behind my back and rest them on my hips. I'm sorry.
No, I'm annoyed. Where is the "acceptance"?... Definitely, I'm not a slave - nor even a submissive. I want this to end, but I decided to try doing the dare, and now I don't like the idea to fail.
Come on, damn timer... RING!!!....
My feet goes definitely numb, and my left ankle "crack". OUCH!.. It hurts... I have to move it a little, but I manage don't lose my balance so I can continue.
I'm almost done, right?... Er... I did start the timer, right?...
Sigh.
I've had enough. Stop. Now.
Come on, I'm tired. I'm literally yawning.
And then laugh, visualizing the face of an imaginary master at the sight of his supposed mortified slave... yawning. That slave is in troubles. Big troubles.
There's a little "ding" and I almost turn my head to check the timer. But my timer is on vibration, can't be.... I'm not done yet.
...............
Wait... now! The timer!... Did i?.... I can't believe it!....

Ok, my legs and feet are completely stiff and refuse to obey, I can barely walk, I have to sit down, I'm lightheaded...
I'm happy.

I know, I didn't do it well. I moved too much. Still... I did it, somehow. I didn't give up.
Hope this means something.

Was it hard? Yes. The nerves in my shoulders still burns. Boring? Yes and no... a little of both.
I still don't like cornertime (I'll list as a punishment) and yet..... I could try it again.

Thank you, Sir.