I see that you still log in to gD, from time to time. So maybe you'll read this message, too.
Yesterday was meant to be the last day of your denial (seems a lot of time, since you set up that poll...). That made me just think of you.
I wish you well. Should you ever come back, I think a lot of people (me included) will be there to greet and welcome you.
Hi,
Gin