To be the slut my Master wants me to be for him is my desire, my calling. What kind of Master is he? He is strict, demanding, sadistic ( only like Dom). As his slut, I must be clean and ready for his use. Yes, the word use scares me but also excites me. The unexpected always excites. His every command is law to me. What is it like to be his slut?..... Wet, horny, sensitive, intoxicated with arousal.
Even when he punishes me I Thank him. I Thank him for the pain he causes me and for the satisfaction...

I'm at home. Alone. I need a bubble bath to relax after a long day at work. After bath I blow dry my hair as much as I can. Glass of white wine. I love it. I turn music on. Santana. Closing my eyes I begin to lightly dance, twisting my body to the beat of " Black magic woman". My hands slowly " kissing" my neck, my tits. Nipples, the curves of my body ... Suddenly the music stop. I'm startled. I open my eyes and see him. My Master. My evil lovely Sir. His look fixed on me and a mischievous...

I like mostly anything but if you want specifics of what really gets me goin is: CBT, CNC, Underwear filling, diapers, piss, humiliating dares, cross dressing, public dares, anal, cum denial, orgasm control, punishments, BDSM, chastity (send me one ill let you choose what it is just im a 45mm<3), and well knife play<3

Second report - my second public diaper wetting:

The dare: I will wet my diaper in a very public place, then masturbate in a stall of a busy bathroom for ten minutes or until I cum, and pm a report to anyone who requests for the next three days.


Report: I drank a fair bit of water beforehand, but I made sure to leave my dorm the second I felt the twinge of a need to pee. This was my second diaper wetting, and the first diaper leaked a solid bit bc I’d been holding...

Hello all! I would like to begin using my blog to compile all of my completed date reports. I hope you all enjoy!

First report - my first diaper wetting:

So I purchased my first pack of adult diapers before I made my way to campus. I wanted to save money, so I got the generic brand rather than the more expensive name brand diapers.

When I got to campus, I headed straight to the bathroom. I stripped from my waist down in my stall, put on the diaper and redressed....

So I turned 40 this year, certainly I won't be the oldest on this site and far far from the youngest...

But I don't know if it's my imagination but I don't get so many responses to messages since turning the big 4 0 ...

I wonder whether I've lost my touch, don't know how to communicate with todays youth, or maybe many girls would prefer to play with younger guys...hard to say, and would love to know if others have the same problem...

Of course there are the...

Temporary rules

• Whenever Lilith plays videogames, she will have a dildo buried balls deep in her ass. Until 30 November 2024
• Lilith will wear fishnet stockings all day for two days a week. Until 30 November 2024
• Lilith wil go to shared roulette and roll for one of the first 3 that come up. Until 31 December 2024
• Once a month during oral training the session will be doubled (10 min) and dedicated too deepthroating, while training Lilith will sit balls deep on a dildo. Until 31 December 2024

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