when I got up this morning I shaved my face and body. I also decided to shave my arms and legs too. Then I took a shower. afterwards, I dressed up in one of my dresses. I did my makeup and everything. I put on my wig and brushed my hair. I put on my 4" heels too. I wanted to show my parents what I look like at my best as this was the first time they saw me fully dressed up. I left me room and showed my mom and stepdad. My mom said I was pretty and that I could pass as a woman. for another...

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98% Rope bunny
96% Degradee
96% Slave
95% Submissive
91% Masochist
90% Experimentalist
85% Pet
79% Girl/Boy
77% Switch
73% Sadist
71% Exhibitionist
67% Rigger
65% Degrader
64% Master/Mistress
64% Ageplayer
60% Owner
58% Dominant
46% Voyeur
45% Brat
33% Non-monogamist
30% Primal (Prey)
22% Daddy/Mommy...

Today I was really tired so I just slept most of the day. Daddy hasn't talked to me all day. Daddy is my whole world. I have felt so lost without his control. I decided to play with my slave for a bit. I felt a little better after torturing him for a bit. though I am going to have to teach him some obedience. then I went back to bed

Today I decided to clean my room and organize my toy chest. I pulled everything I have onto my bed. I I decided to organize them into three sections. I put all of my butt plugs in the first section, along with my butt plug harness and enema kit. In the middle I put all my bondage related stuff. There was my rope, chain, straps, ball gags, wrist and ankle cuffs, my hood, and a small box with all my locks and connectors. In the third section I put all of my dildos and vibrators. I also have a small...

Today daddy punished me for not turning in my diaries in a timely manner. He told me I was to come home and write my journal immediately. Then once my journal entry was finished, I was no longer allowed to use my hands for the rest of the day. I had to use a water bowl to drink from. I felt like a cat slurping water out of a bowl like that while also being collared. I also had to eat dinner without using my hands. I had manwich dogs (I don't like hot dogs, so I just use the manwich). I carried...

Today I made the decision to tell my mom that I am a transvestite/cross dresser. I was so scared of how she would react that I was trembling. It took me a while, but I finally worked up the courage to do it. I told her that I was a transvestite. She was completely ok and open to it. she told me to be whoever i want to be. I was so relieved. I no longer have to hide who I am anymore. I also told her that I was a submissive and a slave. I wanted her to know so that I could wear my collar all the...

Today my parents came home. I had a lot of fun while they were gone though. I hope they go out more often.

I have been wrestling with a decision all day. I want to tell my parents about being a submissive and cross dresser. I am tired of hiding it and living a double life in my own home. I want to be able to live the lifestyle openly. I am scared though because once I tell them I can't take it back. I am not sure how they will react to this. My mom is pretty open and tolerant...