Thanks for sharing your journey so openly. It takes guts to talk about mental health struggles. I can relate to the whole 'functional depression' thing. It's like dragging yourself through molasses sometimes, right? And I'm really sorry to hear about your brother's stroke. Family stuff can really throw a curveball, can't it?

You mentioned considering therapy, and I totally get the hesitation. It's a big step. I remember when I was in a similar place, unsure about diving into therapy. But then, a friend shared this story about how they found a unique kind of support through group sessions. It was like therapy-lite, you know? Anyway, they stumbled upon this website, sunlightrecovery.com, and gave it a shot. The community aspect was refreshing, and they didn't feel tied down to a long-term commitment.

Yay dancing is back!

The undulations are back!

I was enjoying it yesterday but seems to be missing now

It works for me, I don' tknow.

The undulations have gone? I saw them earlier, but now they have disappeared. A technical problem?

Thanks to Sir for allowing me to share some of the dancing I did for him 😊

Seeing you wiggling your ass will be a lot of fun for us too! Great find and thanks for the clip!

⚪ I shall kneel for Sir at least once a day and send a picture of it. [update]

This happened again yesterday after Sir's toy's anal orgasm, even more than the first time.

Sir's toy wasn't edged or anything, but she didn't have permission to touch her pussy so she played with the rest of her body while watching things that turn her on.

Her electric toothbrush battery was running weak so the the vibrations were very subtle, this kept her orgasm frustratingly out of reach for many hours, but eventually after many hours of teasing she came anally and fell asleep.

When Sir's toy got up she instantly felt something very weird running out of her vagina. She was trying to figure out if she just peed herself or her period came back somehow (it was over recently), because it felt like a big amount of liquid coming out of her.

To her surprise when she looked down there was a whole puddle of slimy secretions, and it came out all in one single slimy load instead of being spread out wetness around her pussy and inner thighs like when she usually masturbates, it was so strange and kinda enjoyable at the same time.

Apart from her anal orgasm that she had before sleeping, Sir's toy did sleep particularly horny after talking to Sir which made her feel subby, she slept fantasizing about being dominated and vaguely remembers dreaming about such, so maybe in her sleep Sir's toy had something provoke this weird ejaculate to come out of her.

Sir's toy sometimes wonders if she isn't a sleeping squirter who just holds it back when awake because she thinks she needs to pee, she always notices her pee is a thick substance when she needs to go in the middle of masturbation.

For forgetting a speech control rule and accidentally breaking it, Sir's toy didn't have permission to use first person pronouns all day yesterday, even when talking to her Discord friends who aren't kinky. It was very humiliating, they were asking her why she's talking like that and making fun of her, copying her by talking at third person too or using third person pronouns to address her as well, that was the most humiliated Sir made her feel.

Sir's toy also had to count every mistake she'd make throughout this day and convert that into smacks on her inner thigh with a spoon.

Another rule we've been implementing for a couple months I haven't added before since it was so experimental, is that whenever I have my PMS, and I get cramps, I have to ask Sir permission to take those cramp relief pills for it. If Sir is not there to give it, I enjoy the thought that it's my submission that allows me to take that pain. Sir rarely ever refuses it when he's available but if he does the thought of his sadism makes me all flushed. I don't quite know in which category that rule would fit.

Sir's toy had to scrub her clit for 5 mn with a toothbrush and a nasty toothpaste. She didn't manage to press very hard, the sensation was already difficult to handle by lightly brushing, she hopes Sir won't make her do it again. When Sir's toy was done and was preparing the video to send to Sir she caught her inner thighs shaking unconsciously from the punishment. The toothpaste is still burning and Sir's toy is starting to feel needle like residual sensations on her clit from the punishment. The 5 mn somehow went by a lot faster than she expected tho. Despite only feeling like discomfort and not pleasure this punishment left Sir's toy wanting to cum.

I am so sorry to read this SB! I hope the surgery goes well for Master and you get to play again soon.

Your commitment to pleasing him and being his good fuck toy is hugely admirable.

I'm sure knowing you are there waiting for him will make him happy. And knowing you are being taken care of too.

You're such a good girl, Master must be very proud of you

Sorry to hear that he is not well. Hope he gets better soon.

Thanks, I'm already feeling much better ^^

I'm not exactly the type to run to a doctor whenever I have an issue it's just not my thing, one or two yeast infections in a year are in the realm of normal and they don't last or anything to warrant a doctor by my standards xD

I highly recommend seeing a doctor. The vagina is such a delicate area, it doesn't take much to offset your pH levels and cause an infection. The best thing to do is use regular water to clean the area, and talk to a doctor if it is itchy or burns or if there is colored discharge or a smell. I hope it feels better soon

This stuff happens, yeast infections once in a while are normal for vaginas.

Good that you got some relief, now all you have to do is find the cause. I've had Subs complaining about having allergic reactions to plastics, latex, rubber, lubes, etc, that sounded similar. Did you start using a new toy, or lube, or try something you haven't done before?

It was toothpaste, I think I have to make the reply longer to post it.

Love the drawing, but now I have a question...what are you holding in your hand?