You know what's the best thing ever? Watching movies with your friends. You know what's just as great? Watching movies with your dom.

Some of you know my emotions have been running a little high lately. I've been anxious, depressed, and horny, which makes for a fabulous combination.

Thanks to the power of netflix and google, my dom and I can watch movies and chat at the same time. It's wonderful and I love it.

It also really helps me kind of cool off. Watching...

Wear His Collar at all times

Penalty: 1 day of no touching and at least an additional 2 days of denial. During that time, wear a diaper at all times, when unable to, wear 3 panties

No orgasm without permission

Penalty: Varies on the circumstances, but probably denial, just going on a limb here

Say "Thank you" after each orgasm

Penalty: Denial until gratitude is expressed

Be polite and respectful to Sinister in public chat

Penalty: Public apology (if I refuse, it's I think

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It's like an incessant need. A craving that I can't seem to satisfy. More than wanting, because it's almost as though it's something that I need to breathe. It's a thought that never leaves my mind, a constant urge that I can't dispel.

Domination.

Yes, I'm a brat. Yes, I argue and bitch at anyone who even tries to control me. I've never been able to tone down that part of my personality.

That's one of the hardest things for me. Embarrassment turns me on....

It's the worst. Anyone who says otherwise is a liar and a scoundrel.

So, I write a lot. I have a very...overactive imagination and writing helps me convey some of the thoughts in my head. I can usually convey what I mean pretty well, the only downside is that I have a lot of ideas. If I don't write down my thoughts they can overwhelm me and then that's all I'm thinking about. I can't focus on anything else without going back to these tangents floating in my brain.

So, I...

Archangels: techiegirl
Missions: 1

Actor: crossdressing, feminization, humiliation
# of humans: 6
# of angels: 0
Missions: alias

Athlete: outdoors, public, denial
# of humans: 1
# of angels: 0
Missions: 0

Babysitter: diapers, humiliation, denial
# of humans: 2
# of angels: 0
Missions: alias

Gambler: chance/dice, denial, pain
# of humans: 1
# of angels: 1
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So, thank you Thundereye for the extremely fun dare. It was kind of long, but here we go:

• Put on dog collar and leash
• Get on all fours and remove panties
• Spank pussy until semi horny
• Insert Njoy anal plug and run vibrator over clit to become even more horny
• Pull panties back on and wedgie
• Play with nipples for a little while
• Remove wedgie
• Use vibe to edge once
• Remove Njoy and grab black silicon plug
• Attach plug to shower wall and keep it in your ass for about 15-20 minutes while

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So, these last few weeks, I've been able to play around with several different women. A few of them wanted to become my Domme, and a few just liked doing a scene.

I thought I was ready to have a serious D/s relationship. I really did, so I said yes to some of the offers, but after a few days, I realized I was wrong.

My last dom taught me a lot. Taught me a lot on what D/s relationships should not be and since I have been single, I've really been learning a lot.
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