Landing on 50.
Due to being quite busy over the next couple of weeks, Master and I don't have much time for play. So I asked him what he thought about borrowing Tibb's idea and making my own dice list, that way I could still be doing something for him as and when time allows it.
The only difference is to finish I have to land exactly on 50. If my roll takes me over then I go back to 1, until I finish directly on 50. Yes, my Master is a twat to me and so mean!!
I'll be using a 6 sided dice for each roll in the list. If I land on a roll that states to roll a dice for something, I'll be using a 20 sided dice.
Anyway, he since approved my list which is as follows. My first roll was a 1. Wonderful start!
Thankfully I rolled a 4 for it.
1- Roll a dice and x it by 10. Paddle each boob that many times.
2- Tell a stranger that you're horny/wet.
3- Flash a stranger your boobs.
4- Edge in three different public places.
5- Insert ben wa balls for the day.
6- Paddle each ass cheek 200 times.
7- Nappied all day, can only be changed by Master.
8- Suck on your dummy all day.
9- Edge every hour on the hour. Any missed due to commitments to be doubled and done at the end of the day.
10- Wear a bullet vibe and keep it on low all day. Must go out for at least an hour consecutively.
11- Master's choice.
12- Write Master an erotic story. Edge every 20 minutes whilst writing.
13- Wear your smallest plug for an hour, medium plug for an hour and largest plug for an hour throughout the day.
14- Get naked every time you use the bathroom for a day.
15- Roll 2 dice and x by 10. Paddle each inner thigh that many times.
16- No knickers for the day. Flash a stranger.
17- Draw and colour daddy a picture
18- Write a phrase/word on a location of your body, Master's choice. Let it fade naturally.
19- Dress as a little girl for the day. Go to a charity shop and buy clothing that makes you look no more than 6. Wear your hair in pigtails with bow ribbons and carry your teddy at all times.
20- Paddle each ass cheek until they bruise.
21- You can only pee outside for the day.
22- Roll a dice and x by 10. Complete this many edges before the next roll.
23- Use a public bathroom and strip in the cubicle. Edge twice. Leave the door unlocked.
24- Accumulate 3 hours of wearing the spiked ben wa balls.
25- Write a phrase/word somewhere on your body and let a stranger see it.
26-Edge whilst on the phone to someone.
27- Use the wand on your clit and tie your legs tightly together. Put the wand on high and leave it there for one hour. No coming.
28- Restart.
29- Make a zipper and attach to boobs. Leave on for two minutes and rip off.
30- Paddle your inner and outer thighs until they bruise.
31- Watch an hour of cartoons. Suck your dummy too.
32- Every time you use the bathroom spank your clit ten times before and after.
33- Edge 10 times a day until the next roll is completed.
34-Insert an ice cube between every edge. Edge 10 times.
35- Master's choice.
36- Edge in the nearby park. Lower your top while you do so. No bra.
37- Wear a vibe on low and the small plug for the day. Must go out for an hour minimum.
38- Write Master's slut on your boobs and thighs. Go swimming. Take a pic in the changing rooms.
39- For the next 72 hours, whenever you watch a show, do so whilst wearing a peg on each nipple.
40- Roll a dice and x by 10. Paddle your pussy that many times.
41- Edge 20 times over the course of the day. Hold each edge for 30 seconds.
42- - Fuck yourself for five minutes in a public place with a vibrator.
43- Take a cold bath. Edge three times before getting out.
44- Make a tack bra. Wear for at least two hours.
45- For the next week, spank each ass cheek and boob 100 times after waking and before sleeping.
46- Wear a nappy for the day and flash it to two strangers
47- Make a pet bed with pet bowls. Sleep there for two nights.
48- Go without a bra for 48 hours consecutively.
49- Douche every day for the next week.
50- Act like a puppy for the day. This includes sleeping, peeing, eating etc
The only difference is to finish I have to land exactly on 50. If my roll takes me over then I go back to 1, until I finish directly on 50. Yes, my Master is a twat to me and so mean!!
I'll be using a 6 sided dice for each roll in the list. If I land on a roll that states to roll a dice for something, I'll be using a 20 sided dice.
Anyway, he since approved my list which is as follows. My first roll was a 1. Wonderful start!
Thankfully I rolled a 4 for it.1- Roll a dice and x it by 10. Paddle each boob that many times.
2- Tell a stranger that you're horny/wet.
3- Flash a stranger your boobs.
4- Edge in three different public places.
5- Insert ben wa balls for the day.
6- Paddle each ass cheek 200 times.
7- Nappied all day, can only be changed by Master.
8- Suck on your dummy all day.
9- Edge every hour on the hour. Any missed due to commitments to be doubled and done at the end of the day.
10- Wear a bullet vibe and keep it on low all day. Must go out for at least an hour consecutively.
11- Master's choice.
12- Write Master an erotic story. Edge every 20 minutes whilst writing.
13- Wear your smallest plug for an hour, medium plug for an hour and largest plug for an hour throughout the day.
14- Get naked every time you use the bathroom for a day.
15- Roll 2 dice and x by 10. Paddle each inner thigh that many times.
16- No knickers for the day. Flash a stranger.
17- Draw and colour daddy a picture
18- Write a phrase/word on a location of your body, Master's choice. Let it fade naturally.
19- Dress as a little girl for the day. Go to a charity shop and buy clothing that makes you look no more than 6. Wear your hair in pigtails with bow ribbons and carry your teddy at all times.
20- Paddle each ass cheek until they bruise.
21- You can only pee outside for the day.
22- Roll a dice and x by 10. Complete this many edges before the next roll.
23- Use a public bathroom and strip in the cubicle. Edge twice. Leave the door unlocked.
24- Accumulate 3 hours of wearing the spiked ben wa balls.
25- Write a phrase/word somewhere on your body and let a stranger see it.
26-Edge whilst on the phone to someone.
27- Use the wand on your clit and tie your legs tightly together. Put the wand on high and leave it there for one hour. No coming.
28- Restart.
29- Make a zipper and attach to boobs. Leave on for two minutes and rip off.
30- Paddle your inner and outer thighs until they bruise.
31- Watch an hour of cartoons. Suck your dummy too.
32- Every time you use the bathroom spank your clit ten times before and after.
33- Edge 10 times a day until the next roll is completed.
34-Insert an ice cube between every edge. Edge 10 times.
35- Master's choice.
36- Edge in the nearby park. Lower your top while you do so. No bra.
37- Wear a vibe on low and the small plug for the day. Must go out for an hour minimum.
38- Write Master's slut on your boobs and thighs. Go swimming. Take a pic in the changing rooms.
39- For the next 72 hours, whenever you watch a show, do so whilst wearing a peg on each nipple.
40- Roll a dice and x by 10. Paddle your pussy that many times.
41- Edge 20 times over the course of the day. Hold each edge for 30 seconds.
42- - Fuck yourself for five minutes in a public place with a vibrator.
43- Take a cold bath. Edge three times before getting out.
44- Make a tack bra. Wear for at least two hours.
45- For the next week, spank each ass cheek and boob 100 times after waking and before sleeping.
46- Wear a nappy for the day and flash it to two strangers
47- Make a pet bed with pet bowls. Sleep there for two nights.
48- Go without a bra for 48 hours consecutively.
49- Douche every day for the next week.
50- Act like a puppy for the day. This includes sleeping, peeing, eating etc
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Wow good luck to you and keep us updated.Posted 12-16-2015 at 01:07 PM by 2bchew 
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I really loved this idea the first time I saw it and now that I have more ideas for the rolls I think asslvr and I might need to adapt this to try in the new year. I hope you have fun!Posted 12-16-2015 at 08:48 PM by Butterfly
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46............ EEEEK!Posted 12-17-2015 at 08:38 AM by SweetTeen
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My first roll was a 1 and then a 4 for that task which made 40 paddles to each boob. I ended up with 60 on each boob as a small price to pay for something else.
Before starting the paddling, he had me go and get some frozen vege from the freezer and fill each bra cup with as much as they could hold and had me leave it there for a while. Within a few minutes they were freezing and stinging.
After a short while, I emptied my bra and took my paddle and did 60 paddles to my left boob. But Master said he only counted 50 something or other. I have no idea why since he could clearly hear AND see them, he's worse than me at maths and I didn't think that was possible.
So he had me do another 9, and said that was only 7. See how bad he is with the maths again?! So I did another two and finally he decided that was 60. Then I moved on to the right boob and did 60 paddles to that one. But no, yet again he couldn't count! He decided it was skypes fault and the cam/call cut out at 49. It didn't, he just wanted to make me do more. Either that or he's worse than even a two year old with numbers. So I did another 11 and he decided yes that was 60. (It wasn't, they were both more.)
I've never used ice and the like before paddling before, it definitely stung more than it does without and even though I have a very high pain threshold I was wincing by around the twentieth stroke on both. I hit hard, and it was with the hard side of the paddle too. I now have nice little bruises on each boob.
My next roll was a 6, which takes me to number 7. Report to come after it's completed.Posted 12-17-2015 at 02:58 PM by IceMaiden
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While I have NO objection to giving you extra spanks, I maintain that skype cutting out made it seem like you did less - either that or you just can't count. Either way, if I dont see it, it doesnt count.
And yes, the bruises are gorgeous.Posted 12-17-2015 at 03:00 PM by AbusiveMaster
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Quote:Originally Posted by 2bchew
Wow good luck to you and keep us updated.
There'll be reports after every one.
Thank you! I expect to read all about yours too if you doQuote:Originally Posted by asslvr's.butterfly
I really loved this idea the first time I saw it and now that I have more ideas for the rolls I think asslvr and I might need to adapt this to try in the new year. I hope you have fun!
I think several others are much worse!Quote:Originally Posted by SweetTeen
46............ EEEEK!
No, you can't count. You did the same last time! And yes they are, can we make more soon?Quote:Originally Posted by AbusiveMaster
While I have NO objection to giving you extra spanks, I maintain that skype cutting out made it seem like you did less - either that or you just can't count. Either way, if I dont see it, it doesnt count.
And yes, the bruises are gorgeous.Posted 12-18-2015 at 04:56 AM by IceMaiden
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I was dreading landing on this for one reason: poop! Scat in any form has always been a hard limit of mine for, well, always. It's just not my thing. Of course; I don't have limits with Master. And several of the things that used to be hard limits before we became Master and slave have of course been used and tested. That doesn't mean I like those 'limits', it means I trust him enough not to hurt me and that I don't want barriers between us- so there isn't any.
Poop would be one of the things we have tested in the past, more specifically- pooping in a nappy. Twice. We did so twice to see how I felt about it, I was pretty sure it wouldn't change before or after the first time, but we tested twice to make sure. It didn't change. I find it disgusting and so horrible that it makes me feel like I'm being severely punished and always brings me close to tears. So I really wasn't happy when I landed on this roll.
Of course, without me even saying anything he knew already and modified this for me. I could go poop as normal if I was nappied for 48 hours instead of 24. What I didn't think about when writing my rolls was that he was going to take each one literally. So I'd said I could only be changed by him, not that I just needed his permission. So of course he did indeed take it literally and there was one time I told him I'd had an accident but he was unable to change me at that moment. I was not happy and might have kept pestering to amend this rule so that I needed permission only. He wasn't going for it! So mean. He did eventually, which I'm very grateful for.
The first time he changed me, he had me lay out my changing mat, powder and wipes and had me edge with the wand whilst laying on the used nappy before I could change. I will never get used to that...exposed? feeling of laying there with my legs open for him. It makes me feel shy and embarrassed..and yes, wet.
After I'd edged once, he let me finish changing into a fresh nappy. The other times I needed changing he let me do without anything extra. Nappies always send me into little space without much effort and I do so enjoy being my daddy's girl
My next roll was a 3, which puts me at 10. Will be completed and reported when I am able.Posted 12-20-2015 at 06:37 PM by IceMaiden
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What she didn't tell you was that after her nappy time was up, she spent the majority of the rest of the day nappied by choice because, and I quote, "It's so comfy."
Posted 12-21-2015 at 01:19 PM by AbusiveMaster
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Hahahaha! That's awesome!Quote:Originally Posted by AbusiveMaster
What she didn't tell you was that after her nappy time was up, she spent the majority of the rest of the day nappied by choice because, and I quote, "It's so comfy."Posted 12-21-2015 at 05:57 PM by Happy Me
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Shhhhush!Quote:Originally Posted by AbusiveMaster
What she didn't tell you was that after her nappy time was up, she spent the majority of the rest of the day nappied by choice because, and I quote, "It's so comfy."
Quote:Originally Posted by Happy Me
Hahahaha! That's awesome!Posted 12-23-2015 at 07:46 AM by IceMaiden
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I decided to be clever with this roll. Master wanted to take each roll literally? Then so could I! So after wearing the bullet for slightly over four hours I chose to remove it and told him, "well, the roll doesn't specifically state a day consecutively, just a day in total."
He didn't seem to like this as much as I did, I really don't know why. And so he decided it didn't have to be all at once but would need to be four hours minimum at a time. I decided I could work with that and agreed. Had I not, it would of course have been however long I chose to do it for because I'm really in charge. Yep.
Because of allowing the change to four hours minimum, the one hour out and about was changed to 90 minutes instead.
Sooo anyway, before the second installment of four hours he decided that I was going to edge first with the wand. I really hate edging. I used to enjoy it, but for quite a while I haven't at all and I'm still not sure why it changed. I dislike it even more when I know it's coming before something else too. And one edge wasn't enough, no. I turned the wand off after edging and moved it away to be told to put it back and edge again. So another edge it was, and I was very glad there wasn't more after that one.
Now time for the bullet vibe, the one I chose to use connects to a device that the power can be adjusted. Not too bad at home, but somewhat annoying/difficult to hide when going out as I'm always paranoid the wire can be seen or the device will fall out. So eventually it got tucked into my bra and held in place that way.
I only managed about fifteen minutes of being out, due to two reasons. The first being Master agreed it didn't have to be all at once due to the weather being so cold. So I came home not long after being out the first time I went out. So, so far I'd only done around 15 minutes outside and 8 hours in total and I'd planned to do more today. However: Master told me to consider it finished due to a UTI and we would move on to the next.
I'm a little irritated that I didn't get to finish it properly, but that's just because I'm a perfectionist. I know my health comes first, even if I'm sulky it prevents something.
Next roll was a 1, (what's with all these low rolls?!) which I'm sure he'll just have so much fun with.
Posted 12-23-2015 at 03:15 PM by IceMaiden
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I said postponed.Quote:Originally Posted by IceMaiden
However: Master told me to consider it finished due to a UTI and we would move on to the next.
Posted 12-23-2015 at 03:18 PM by AbusiveMaster
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[13:42:06] AM: consider the bullet task completed
did you?Posted 12-23-2015 at 03:21 PM by IceMaiden
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Originally Master decided to add to this roll by having me use a public bathroom and strip there too at least once during the 24 hours, however I didn't end up going out that day as I'd originally planned. So I chose myself to add an edge everytime before using the bathroom and after stripping. I've said before I'm not a fan of edging but I know he likes it and well- I like the fact he likes it more than I dislike it. Even if it did make me somewhat frustrated quite a few times throughout the day.
I thought that there'd be at least one time I'd forget to strip/edge and use the bathroom as normal given I'm rather forgetful and even more so with new things or new rules that have only just been put in place. But to my surprise I didn't forget a single time.
Stripping naked each time before using the bathroom was relatively easy in itself, however it did make me feel very subby each time as it reminded me that I am totally his. I always find it's the little things that bring out that feeling most in me.
Each time I stripped outside the bathroom, plugged in the wand outside the bathroom door and then sat myself on the toilet seat before using the wand to edge. At the time of doing this, I'd not been permitted to come for almost three months so just one edge at a time was enough to frustrate me, even with the edges being spaced out. I do like that slightly frustrated feeling though...well, I both love and hate it.
The only thing that really irritated me about this task was that I'm always cold even with heating and clothes on. So everytime I stripped I was immediately freezing. I bitched a lot to myself every time the cold attacked me.
I've since rolled a few more times- as I'm not home currently there's some tasks I'm unable to do. So we've been rolling until we get one I can complete where I am and the other rolls have been backlogged for when I return home. So the next few reports may not be in order.Posted 12-28-2015 at 11:50 AM by IceMaiden
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Keep the reports coming.I love reading them.
Posted 12-28-2015 at 12:20 PM by 2bchew
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She did forget to mention a report. She was to write across her chest, "Daddy loves his little girl and princess loves her daddy."
Of course, what ended up written was.
Dabby loves his little eirl anb princess loves her dabby.Posted 12-28-2015 at 01:26 PM by AbusiveMaster
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Thank you!Quote:Originally Posted by 2bchew
Keep the reports coming.I love reading them.
Quote:Originally Posted by AbusiveMaster
She did forget to mention a report. She was to write across her chest, "Daddy loves his little girl and princess loves her daddy."
Of course, what ended up written was.
Dabby loves his little eirl anb princess loves her dabby.
I didn't forget, I just haven't written it yet! And shush, you know I can't do body writing and my letters get confused and inside out!Posted 12-28-2015 at 01:40 PM by IceMaiden
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11- Master's choice-To be gagged every half hour of the hour for a day and unable to talk/type.
This one was put off for a while due to other comittments, but I was finally able to get around to it yesterday.
I chose to do this on a day I knew I would be home and alone for the entire day so that nothing and noone interfered with it. We started at 10am, or rather, he told me to fit the gag at 10am and I said why can't I choose when to do the half hour? He agreed and naturally I waited until exactly 10.30am to begin for the first time.
Whilst gagged I was not allowed to talk at all or even type to anyone, not even him. I found out that when I can not talk to my bestie, I am very productive and get things done rather fast.
This was also a day I'd chosen to get through some more deep cleaning of the house, so it was rather irritating having to constantly check the time. At 11am when I could take the gag out for the first time, my jaw already ached. And a half hour passed way too fast! It seemed like I'd only just took it out before I had to put it back in. I convinced myself I would do 11.30-12.30pm this time so that I had a full hour before I had to do it again. I didn't last that long, half an hour passed and I couldn't wait to get it off.
Master had had me change into a white top not long after starting this task and I could see it was already affecting it with the amount of drool just from the first two times. Ball gags suck!
All too soon, it was 12.30pm and time to be gagged again. I completely forgot I wasn't supposed to type one time in this time frame and messaged Master. Of course he hadn't forgotten that and so poof went my bra for an hour. This time I lasted until 1.30pm. This meant when I removed it my jaw really freaking ached and I had to open and close my mouth a few times to stretch it and try and alleivate the aching. But I now had an hour free from being gagged, yay!
What was my first thing to do now I had an hour that I could talk/type? Speak to Sophie of course! We rarely if ever go that long without talking, we had a lot to catch up on! She did suggest just doing half hours when I complained of the ache, but I wanted hour breaks between again. With half hour breaks, my jaw had only just stopped aching by the time it was time to do it again.
It's a well known fact that time seems to move faster when you don't want it to and slower when you wish for it to hurry up. I've never really experienced this properly until now. The half hours of being gagged seemed to pass by SO slowly, one time I checked the time about seven times in thirty minutes! And yet on the breaks time whooshed away!
All too soon it was 2.20pm so I quickly grabbed a snack before replacing the gag at 2.30pm. Could I make another hour so I could break for an hour? I was determined to. It hurt, it ached, the drool was getting worse every time, but I really wanted that hour break again. So yes, I made another hour in one go. This time when I removed it at 3.30pm I was cursing and calling Master all sorts of names. I was ready to be done with this task! It sucked, it was stupid, I didn't want to continue!
On it went again at 4.30pm, with a lot of internal grumbling and complaining from me. I'd finished most of the cleaning that I'd planned to do by this point except for one or two things. One of those things was the windows. And Master had already told me when I did the inside back windows it would be topless. Wonderful. Now drool could drip all over my boobs too. Like it wasn't irritating me enough just dripping on my top.
Thankfully those windows didn't take too long and I was happy to be able to get dressed again. Again, I managed to last the full hour. Come 5.30pm, I decided I was hungry. I also needed to call out to the shop to pick up a few bits so by the time I returned and had eaten, I'd mised the 6-7pm time frame.
I started again at 7.30 or so, and was watching Aladdin with Sophie at this point. It was SO hard not to respond to her comments and questions! Twice I started to type back before being like ooooops and stopping myself. My original plan was to do 7.30-9pm consecutively to catch this missed slot, but around 8pm or so, I asked Master if I could remove the gag.
There was so much drool at this point and I suffer terribly with ezcma at times. It's recently flared up around my neck/chest/boobs to the point I have had to tempoariliy remove my collar while it heals and the drool was really irritating it and making it incredibly sore. So Master allowed me to remove it and told me to consider the task completed.
Overall? It was a fun task, but quickly became tedious and annoying. Mostly due to the fact I couldn't even type. Anyone who knows me, knows that the second I am unable to talk I think of a million things that I have to absolutely say right now!
Whilst there was constant aches, it actually didn't ache as much as I expected it to. And when Master said to consider the task completed, I was so relieved to be done with it.
Although now he has noticed how productive I am when I'm unable to talk or type and keeps threatening to use this method to have me get things done in time for once. Rude!
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7- Draw and colour daddy a picture.
I really enjoyed this one. I like drawing and colouring and I like drawing things for Daddy even more! Daddy wanted me in little space whilst doing this, so on went the nappy, in went the dummy and I listened and sang along to Disney songs the entire time. I think I've now mastered the form of singing loudly with a dummy in. Not that it's made me any less of a terrible singer.
I'd not long finished watching Aladdin when I started this so the picture ended up of Aladdin and Jasmine with a small note on the paper for Daddy. He decided to call me whilst I was doing this. Usually I like just watching him, so I had a silent giggle to myself later when I realized I was so focused that for the first time ever I didn't at all until I'd finished colouring.
I find colouring relaxing, although I don't often find the time to do it. It was more relaxing this time knowing it was specifically for him. My brain works in the wonderful way of a million thoughts all at once and rarely if ever shuts up. Here, it was silent and focused and so peaceful.
I'm somewhat of a perfectionist so the one part I couldn't get to go right started to irritate me a little, but on the whole I think it turned out wonderfully and I think he liked it.
Posted 01-14-2016 at 09:15 AM by IceMaiden
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18- Write a phrase/word on a location of your body, Master's choice. Let it fade naturally.
As Master said above the phrase was "Daddy loves his little girl and princess loves her daddy."I really hate body writing. Not the words themselves, I enjoy it once it's on but the actual writing it, because I often get mixed up trying to write it so it's the correct way for Master to read it and not myself.
So maaaybe some of the letters got turned inside out. But, he liked it even better that way so it didn't matter. Said that it was more little of me...although he then had the idea of baby talk from this. Which is so not me!
It slowly faded over three or four days due to showers, although I deliberately didn't touch/wash there until it was completely faded.
I did like the phrase that Master chose for me to write much better than the more common ones that are usually used with body writing. This one had meaning to both of us so every time I saw it when getting changed it made me smile.Posted 01-14-2016 at 10:06 AM by IceMaiden
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20- Paddle each ass cheek until they bruise.
After talking to Master about this roll, we changed the location. It's difficult to self spank on ass cheeks with the strength needed to bruise, especially when I don't bruise easily either. So we changed the location to boobs.
Now, I said in a prior report that my eczma has recently flared up in several areas- boobs being one of them. It's only on one boob, so we focused all our attention on my left boob which hasn't flared this time.
He originally mentioned doing this with the wooden spoon since our aim was specifically bruising, but it doesn't often mark me so we stuck to the paddle. He started by having me do 50 slow, steady and hard hits with the hard side to my boob.
After each hit I was to count and say thank you Master. He knows I get all sorts of shy in this situation and don't like talking at all, so that was just mean to make me do that.
I had my eyes closed most of this time so when the 50 were over and he told me to take a break I saw the marks forming for the first time. So pretty!
After a short break he told me the next 50 would be swung in a slightly different way, so that my nipple was getting hit too. I.Hate.This.Way. Ouch! There might have been some swearing, and a lot of "I hate you so much" between my thank yous.
On one hit I wondered "Can I get away with that one?" since it wasn't as hard as the others and tried my luck and thanked him. He started laughing and said he easily read my expression and knew exactly what I had just done/thought and no it didn't count.
I really need him to stop being able to read me so easily.
After this set of 50 was finished, we took another small break before returning to the original spot with another 50. By this point it was stinging a lot now that the tenderness and bruises had began to set in properly. This final set of 50 he allowed me to do in quick succession instead of slow and steady.
Only, he said he only counted 42. Back to the fact he can not count correctly! So another 8 were done and he decided it was 50 now. (Wasn't, that made 58.)
Immediately after:
24 hours after:
Posted 01-14-2016 at 10:50 AM by IceMaiden
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31- Watch an hour of cartoons. Suck your dummy too.
What a nice easy fun task! Definitely needed since all the remaining ones up to 50 are terrible. I don't know what I was thinking when I wrote that half of the list and Master refuses to agree that I can't be held accountable due to reason of insanity.
I've had a busy week this last week with personal commitments and have been trying to work through the backlogged tasks whenever I've had any spare time.
Tonight when I looked over the few I still have left to do, most of them were public ones or required Master to be here whilst I do it. So this was the only one I could do tonight- not that that was a problem!
He agreed that Disney counted for this roll, so I chose Lady and the tramp, a movie I haven't seen in easily over ten years.
I got and put my dummy in and started the movie and not too long into the movie I remembered I was supposed to be sucking the dummy too, not just keeping it in my mouth. So for the remainder of the hour I remembered to actively suck the dummy too.
It was a nice fun and easy task and allowed me to switch off from the adult world and all of the responsibilites I have had to deal with the last few days. I only watched the first hour as I had a few other things to do before sleeping, but I now remember how much I love this movie and will be finishing it over the weekend.Posted 01-15-2016 at 05:18 PM by IceMaiden
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35- Master's choice.
"Go back to 24."
24- Accumulate 3 hours of wearing the spiked ben wa balls.
I could seriously have KILLED Master for this! 24 was the only roll I 100% didn't want to land on and I was so happy when I sailed past it. He knew this and how much I hate them so when he chose this for the Master's choice roll...well let's just say I killed him in my mind several times over. What an absolute jerk!
Oh but it gets worse. The roll before this was edge 10 times a day until the next roll was completed. I hate edging and I REALLY didn't want to wear these balls but I also didn't want to be edging daily for the foreseeable future; so I couldn't even delay this!
I tried to convince him that wearing them while sleeping should count but he didn't agree. Note to self- Just do it next time, don't tell him of my ideas first!
I was away from home over the weekend, so when I packed the balls also got packed. I really begrudged packing them with the rest of my stuff but he found it hilarious.
I eventually convinced myself to begin this and I'd pscyhed myself up to do the three hours consecutively. So in went the balls and before I'd even got the second one in I was cursing to myself and asking why I put myself through these things.
Remember how I said I was away from home? Yeah, the person I was staying with soon asked me why are you walking weird? They are one of the people who know of my lifestyle so I told them the straight answer. They found it funny too. I found it annoying and embarrasing.
Time passed by so slowly. I started at 4.49pm and come 6pm I'd already lost count of the amount of times that I had checked the clock.
I found every excuse I could to remain standing for these three hours. I helped with things around the house, cleaned the kitchen, cooked. The times I had to sit down I had to do so so very carefully. They hurt when sitting/sat down!
FINALLY it was 7.41pm. I rushed back upstairs and stared at the clock non stop until it ticked over to 7.49pm.
Out came the first ball...OUCH! They hurt more coming out than going in. I gritted my teeth and out came the second. Absolute.Heaven.
I do not like these balls any more than I previously did, in fact I despise them so much that I've previously told Master if I had limits, this would be one of them. I can't stand them and when I knew I had to do this my heart just sank.
Although I'd convinced myself I was going to do the three hours in one go, I'm still quite surprised that I managed it. I really pushed my comfort barriers with this one and the only reason I did it in one go was because I knew Master would rather me do it that way. The only thing that allowed me to not only attempt this but actually complete this roll is the fact it was for him.Posted 01-17-2016 at 09:29 AM by IceMaiden
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So are you expecting to land on 35 again?Posted 01-17-2016 at 09:57 AM by Sinister
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23- Use a public bathroom and strip in the cubicle. Edge twice. Leave the door unlocked.
I was so nervous doing this. I needed to call into the town centre for a few things so I'd already chosen my location before setting off and the entire way there I just kept wishing there was another public bathroom that wasn't as busy or that didn't have busy surrounding areas nearby. But there's only that one and I didn't know when I'd be going out/near another so it had to do.
I did most of what I needed first before heading to the bathroom. Thank God no one was in it. Entered one of the stalls and locked the door behind me and sat on the toilet seat for a few minutes trying to calm my nerves.
The bathroom I used, is situated very near a busy bus station and the doors are always left open. So I could clearly hear lots of people outside and every single person that walked by I kept thinking omg please don't come in here!
When I'd finally managed to calm my nerves, I hung my jacket and bag on the hook and then I removed my pants first and placed them next to me. Next to go was my shirt followed with my bra. I completely kept my socks on because I hate having cold feet and toes and Master knows this. Anyway. There was a few more minutes of trying to convince myself to begin and the usual "omg I can't do this, what if someone hears or comes in?!" and finally I told myself just start already or you're going to be here all bloody day.
I took another few breaths and then unlocked the door and placed it so that it didn't automatically swing open due to being unlocked and sat back down. I thought I was going to struggle with the edging here due to being so nervous but when I started for the first one...I was already very wet before I'd even begun. Edging with fingers alone is also something I often struggle with, which is another reason I assumed these two edges were going to take me forever. But the first one didn't, I'd reached it in about two or three minutes.
Master had had me write "slave" across one boob and "slut" across the other as I was originally going to do another roll whilst I was out, so every time I saw these words on myself it only served to make me more aroused. I chose this moment to study the ceiling above me outside of the stall and what did I see? CCTV. Just peachy, that was.
I was about to start panicking until I reminded myself that it is illegal to have CCTV showing -inside- the stalls and somehow (I have no idea how) managed to calm myself the fuck down. You'd think that brief thought of "Shit, cctv!" would have immediately turned me off. But no...I was wetter. Erm. The second edge was even quicker than the first. It was so fast in fact, that there was almost an accident and I'm still not sure how I managed to avoid that just in time.
As soon as the second edge was done, I cleaned my fingers...yes, with my mouth and got dressed as fast as I could, pausing every few seconds to make sure no one had come in still.
When I was dressed I left the stall, washed my hands, saw how red I was in the mirror and left the bathroom. I knew that it was very unlikely anyone knew what I had just done but that didn't stop it feeling like the entire world knew and that all eyes were on me.
I think that's the fastest I've ever walked away from there and I kept my head ducked the entire time so that I didn't make eye contact with anyone.
As I said above, I originally planned to do another roll immediately after this one, but I was so shy and shaky with nerves after I'd finished that I just wanted to come home so that's exactly what I did. The other will be done another time now that I'm recovered.Posted 01-18-2016 at 01:21 PM by IceMaiden
Updated 06-14-2016 at 02:22 PM by IceMaiden
