Good evening to you all.

Yep, I'm back, if only intermittently, and what better way to celebrate my triumphant return than with a blog post.

Unfortunately, this one is decidedly less about punishments and more about me, so this is the time for many of you to leave.

Still here?

Seriously, I'm only going to spout mind-numbing platitudes about how I feel I've grown as a person, and time away has helped me reflect on my life...

Really?...

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Today, as I went to work and sat at my desk, I was very aware of a slight discomfort. Of course, this only made me start fantasizing about what happened yesterday ...

Sir has been having me use my plug as often as I can. One of my rules is to wear it 1-3 hours a day when I am home alone. I have noticed a difference even from the short amount of time we have using it. I can wear it longer and longer without feeling uncomfortable.

I have a large pink rabbit vibrator that...

1. PM me "slut" and I will stroke my pussy for 1 minute.
2. PM me "whore" and I will pinch my nipples for 1 minute.
3. PM me "rule" and I will follow a rule from you for 3 hours.
4. PM me "munch" and I will eat a meal naked.
5. PM me "strip" and I will stay naked for an hour.
6. PM me "window" and I will pose as you want for 2 minutes in front of the window.
7. PM me "slave" and I will serve...

I would like to introduce myself to the getdare users. I hope to be getting to know a lot more of you in the near future.

My name is butterfly. As my name indicates, Asslvr is my Master. We only met about two weeks ago, but it feels like we have known each other for years. I normally have a hard time opening up to somebody and trusting them, but somehow, I have already been able to tell him more than I have ever shared with anybody else.

He already knows me so well. Just...

Continued...

Next he told me to bend over on my hands and knees and spank my ass with the cane 50 more times. Getting from my back to my knees without closing my legs at all was super awkward (I got off the cam for a little bit of that), and I accidentally jostled the pegs when I was about halfway up, and OUCH. Then, I got on my hands and knees again, legs spread, pegs and butt towards the camera, and did the spanks. At this point I had a pretty good pain high going and I am pretty sure...

This did not all fit in one blog, this is the first half:

Disclaimer: Deschut and I have been playing for a year now. Most of the things in this session are things that we have been working on for the entire time we have been playing together. This was by far the hardest session yet.

Why I am writing this:
This weekend is our one year anniversary, and this session was incredible, Deschut has never pushed me this hard, and I feel very proud of a few things in it, and...