Pain can be a huge turn on for me. In fact, I find the easiest way for me to be pushed into deep subspace is to be spanked, whipped, clothespins put my nipples, or even my face slapped. Of course, I would not take this from any random stranger (although that does make for a hot fantasy!) but from a Dom I love and respect, it would feel so ... delicious!

Once I get to a certain point then I really crave more and more pain. I want to be spanked even harder, I want my face to sting from a...

I want to preface this blog by stating that I have the most amazing group of play partners (casual and more than casual) and friends that I value so so much. This blog is in now way a jab at any of them and none of them have done anything specifically that has triggered this feeling or the things I will discuss in this blog. You are all phenomenal and I adore you all.

Now ... the point of this blog ...

I am feeling lonely

I am sure you are thinking: "But...

Free(from a)dom

Freedom sucks. We fight wars to get it yet the only thing I now long for is to have it taken away. I hate it. As I regain my right to orgasm I also lose my Mistress; Sexyred. It’s hit me quite hard as it’s the longest relationship I’ve had (no girlfriends or boyfriends) and it feels like losing a piece of myself. It hurts. So much.

18 months ago I excitedly replied to Sexyred’s advertisement. I was nervous as my first sub/dom relationship was a disaster and...

I read a lot of d/s type books. I came across the title as a line in one of the books I was reading recently and it got me thinking as to how true it is.

For me personally, it isn't true in the slightest. If I am unhappy then I tell AM I am unhappy and why and then we figure it out together. I would also advise anyone who is unhappy to communicate with their partner because a d/s relationship should involve BOTH parties being happy. I know there are 'dominant's' who believe a sub/slave's...

Since i promised people to share my music.
so i have made 1 of my 36 lists from spotify to youtube public.

here is the link :
A Lonewolf's Destiny

this list has nearly NO advertisements
i have actively been searching for the videos that dont have ads because i want people to be able to listen non stop without any interuptions of their thoughts by stupid ads
this list in particulair has helped me gone through alot.
if something is having...

This Blog is a List of all the youtube playlists i have made ^^


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1. A Lonewolf's Destiny

Lists made : 1 out of 31

This post is kinda random but it is not :3
Because i just want to show my appreciation

in this post all i want to say is just im happy with my mistress and i honestly couldnt have wished better.

Even if i have some hard times.
i always find a way to push myself, so that i obey the orders and questions you ask me.

it doesnt matter how i do it but someway i always am trying to get the max out of everything

Im just thankful you

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