Ending Two - Epilogue Andrew
I have spent many hours thinking about the trip and my situation. I was hoping to develop a real master slave relationship, and at times I really felt like I was under his control, but it just never clicked in.
After the trip I’d see him online every now and then. A few times, when he was in the mood, he’d make me put on the necklaces. For the most part however, I could tell his heart really wasn’t into it. The diaper supply lasted a while and I did send him diapers a few more times, but after a while he even stopped asking for that.
It got to the point where we’d chat for a few minutes and then either he or I would get busy with something else and the conversation would end. I’m glad I made the trip but it seems I came home with more questions than before. Was being a slave not for me? Was being a master not for Ev? Were we not a good fit together? Is it possible to find the right fit and if you do is it possible it will last? The search for answers goes on.
The End
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