[Matt:]

Thank you all for the messages of support.

It was such a shock with no warning or even time to say goodbye. It is hard to process it, hard to believe she is gone forever. Life can be so unfair, I only wish it had been me and not her, she had so much more to live for.
As fate would have it, I am away this week on a family holiday, which has helped a little, although difficult to act normally and be my usual self and have not been able to sleep much. I think it is going to hit me more once I am back home alone. She was the only person who I spoke to everyday and could talk to about anything. It is hard to imagine life without her.