[Komodo Jones]

I can’t guarantee that this will be as long or as detailed as some of my other entries and I guess for some people that would be a relief. This happened almost half a year ago so that’s why the details are a little hazy but this still remains one of my more enjoyable experiences.

So, we all know from my last entry that I have quite a collection of women’s underwear. You also know from some previous entries that I have enjoyed a few amount of sexual experiences with men. In fact, my slave at the time of this entry is a male, and actually has a sissy element to him. A friend of mine on here and I have both commented with ourselves that sissies are fun, and they are. And even though I have played with this person online and always had fun, I do not consider myself a sissy. Let’s go over the checklist. Worn women’s clothing: check, enjoys the idea of sucking cock: check, purchased women’s clothing for oneself: check. It seems like the odds are against me but let’s look at some other things. Wears women’s clothing on a regular basis: not check, removes all body hair so he is smooth like a woman: not check, loves the idea of sucking cock and being fucked in the ass by a man: not check, to the second part anyway. So yes I have sissy qualities but I do not consider myself a sissy. This next experience is probably one of the sissiest things I’ve done but is also one of the most enjoyable.

So this was later last summer, shortly after I was a submissive in my most recent sub relationship, and like usual, I decided to watch some porn and I can only assume that it had a blow job in it. Now usually, when I watch porn of this type, I have an urge to suck cock of my own, so I usually pause the video and go to craigslist. I do admit this is a dangerous habit of mine, but thankfully thus far I have gotten lucky and not had any dangerous experiences. Anyway, I went to the male looking for male casual encounters category and there was some man in his 40’s looking for someone to give him a blow job and he was in the town where I lived. Now as I’ve said before in other areas on this site. My limit as of right now is up to the age of 50. I was (and still am the time of me writing this) in my late 20’s. And actually my first real life experience with a MAN, was with a man who was in his 40’s. I put that in caps because if you remember I played with some of my guy friends when we were younger. So I had no problem playing with a guy who was around two decades older than me. Also because he was looking for a blow job and nothing else, I decided to message him.

A couple moments later, he e-mailed me back and we exchanged e-mails for a little bit before it was decided that I would be going over to his house to give this man a blow job. Now I don’t know many of the areas per se around my town, but this man lived on a street I was very familiar with. The reason for this is, that the majority of my life I have lived in this town, and have moved twice in my life, and in the three houses I have lived in, the second house was around this guy’s neighborhood and that’s where I spent my childhood.

So this was in the afternoon/early evening and part of the difficulty I face is I live with my parents due to financial problems and if I leave somewhere to go to someplace they will sometimes ask me where I’m going, or if I get back where I went. So I got out of the house no problem and drove over to this man’s house. Butterflies filled my stomach like they always do when I go to meet a random partner. I think that’s to be expected though. Like I said this can be a very dangerous vice, but thankfully as of late, I haven’t had any real success in finding anyone, and the only person I still see from craigslist is my friend with benefits, Kate who has been mentioned a few times, whom I lost my virginity to.

So I got to the mans’ house got out, knocked on the door and he let me in. Now he was not married, but he did have a girlfriend and I can only assume that his girlfriend was not there. But anyway, it was kind of dark, there was enough of a dim light to see enough as he invited me in. Unlike my very first experience with a man, we didn’t exchange in a lot of small talk before both of us were completely naked. But in the process of taking my jeans off I realized something. I was wearing my pair of red lace hipsters. No this was not said to be done by my dominants this was of my own volition. I lied to the man saying that my dominant had told me to wear them and he was totally cool with it and didn’t mind.

Even though is only the second cock I had sucked after I had turned 20, I took to it like I knew what I was doing. He was sitting in a chair, which did kind of make it hard to get to his balls which is something I know I like to pay attention to even though I haven’t sucked a lot of guys off in my time. I got on my knees between his legs, put my hands on his inner thighs and took his cock in my mouth. Oh he was also smooth, I should mention that. Whilst I am a hairy man I prefer to suck guys who are smooth, just a preference. Now I don’t consider myself a pro at sucking cock, of course the reason for that is because I am gauging my technique amongst the porn videos and stories I watch. I didn’t swirl my tongue around the head, I didn’t jack the shaft with my other hand, I just took the whole length in my mouth gauging if I would be able to take it. He was bigger than me but I was able to take his whole length as his tip hit the back of my throat when I took it all the way in. I don’t know if I can deep-throat and quite honestly I don’t want to know if I can. I then just started bobbing up and down at a fairly slow pace on his prick, letting it slide all the way in and almost all the way out before taking it back into my wanting mouth.

A couple of times I had to stop for breath and of course as I pulled away that normal white string of combined pre-cum and saliva stranded off, before I would go back to sucking him. Every now and then he would sort of converse with me saying that I was so good and he didn’t believe that this was only my second time doing something like this. Also sometimes he would scoot forward a little bit so that I was able to orally pleasure his balls, taking his sac into my mouth and rolling the two orbs around with my tongue before returning to his shaft.

I sucked him for a pretty long time and in the e-mails I told him that I technically was not allowed to cum but that’s not to say that he didn’t play with me. Sometimes he would run his hands through my hair but the thing that he did that I liked the most is that sometimes he would play with my hard dick a little with his foot was easy since I was between his legs. Now I don’t have a foot fetish, I personally never understood it, but at the same time I’m not totally repulsed by feet. And even though it was just a little action, it felt amazing! But he only did this two or three times during the long time I sucked him.

After sucking him and playing with his balls for what was probably like five minutes he was getting close and took control himself as he started thrusting his hips causing his dick to go in and out of my mouth at his own fast pace. At this point in time, I stopped bobbing and just let him fuck my mouth at the pace he wanted to. However, his cock was going a little further in my mouth than it originally had hitting more of the back of my throat and making it a little difficult to catch my breath, so I moved my head just a little back, it wasn’t very much though. As he fucked me his tip was still hitting the back of my throat but not as much. After a while he stopped moving and just had his dick laying in my mouth and while I didn’t taste anything or feel any liquid in my mouth or down my throat I knew he was cumming because I felt his cock pulsing in my mouth pumping his white liquid down my throat and I was gladly and willingly swallowing his whole load. He came for a while too and when he was done he slowly pulled out of my mouth. Once again he complimented me and asked me if I would get in trouble with my dominant for doing this. Of course I have withheld this story from my dominants at the time until now, although I don’t think they’ll read it, but I’m not sure if I would get in trouble even if I did tell them.

We both got dressed and then I drove home and either my parents never noticed I was gone or they didn’t question me about it. Now, I still don’t consider myself a sissy, I just consider myself a man who loves to suck cock. And just there’s no confusion, yes I do love to eat women out too. After all, I’m only partially bisexual.