[causewhynot]

Two things come to mind for me.

Firstly a really early one from elementary school. We kept playing those games on the yard where the boys had to catch the girls and then the girls had to catch the boys. "Captives" were lead to a "prison", so to say, and waited to be freed. I still remember being somewhat eager to be caught instead of running away~

Second one was somewhat later, already into puberty when I was playing a computer game, and losing on purpose, even though fully being able to beat the opponent just excited me, still is a strange thought, but probably also has to do with submitting.

I really find it interesting how you sometimes look back on your life and suddenly go "... Ah! So that's why!" for things you didn't understand earlier.