[sexualfeelings]

I have two, so I'll share them both.

Space My first fantasy is to be conditioned into wetting myself every time I get a spanking. I'd announce to my partner that I need to use the restroom and they'd take me over their knee and spank me until I'm done peeing. I'd et to orgasm right after the spanking, so my mind would link peeing while being spanked a good thing. If I peed without being spanked I'd either face shocks with a wand or an edge without relief. Then my partner would randomly spank me during the day, making me try to pee, until I peed every time I was getting spanked.

Space My second fantasy is more doable than my first. I'd either post an add on a kinky relationship site or have a willing partner. I'd be dressed in 1-2 thick diapers with a frilly plastic pantie cover. They would dress me in a super frilly and babyish dress or onesie, and lock mitts onto my hands so I couldn't use them. I'd have a paci in my mouth that I'd be required to suck on.

Space We'd be playing in the living room with all the windows open, when the doorbell rings. They tell me to stay put while they answer the door. It's their friends who know about the lifestyle and the fantasy, I've never met them before. They'd come in and start talking about me like I wasn't there, and if I was addressed it would be in a condescending fashion before I was told to keep playing.

Space It would then hit lunchtime and we'd go to the kitchen to eat. The guests have delicious grown up lunches, while I'd have mashed potatoes and gravy and a bottle. I'd have to watch them eat their food and wait until one of them fed me, taking care to make a mess of my face.

Space After they finish eating I'd have to go to the bathroom, I'd tell my partner this quietly but they tell me to repeat it louder, I'd have to repeat it until it was clearly audible from across the room. They'd tell me to use my diaper before they tell me, my lunch and breakfast were laced with laxatives and diuretics. I'd go and they change me right in front of their friends, them making comments that make me blush.

Space The entire day the people are taking pictures and videos, making me say humiliating things. The fantasy ends when I get a spanking in front of a window, by all of the friends who then could use me anally for their pleasure and bathroom.

My fantasies vary everything I imagine them but one day I hope to make them a reality.