Ask me anything (:

[**Mandi**]

Originally Posted by Mistressm12345

Have you ever had a Mistress or just a Master? Do you use lotion on your skin? Last movie you saw? How was it?

I have played with dommes before but never had a Domme.

Yes, but not daily or anything.

Pocahontas II and it was okay. It wasn't as good as the first one (which I love) but I still have a love for almost all Disney movies so I liked it enough.

[lola.fox]

Do you feel your pussy lips are large medium or small

[**Mandi**]

Originally Posted by punishlola

Do you feel your pussy lips are large medium or small

A size 5 women's I believe.

[lonelypunishment]

if you wanted to punish a guy and he was tied up what would you do to him first

[**Mandi**]

Originally Posted by lonelypunishment

if you wanted to punish a guy and he was tied up what would you do to him first

I don't want to. I would untie him.

[Oeioei]

Ever thought of quitting this forum?
Ever thought of stopping hurting yourself?
Ever asked yourself why you are doing this abuse to yourself?
Ever thought to go to a specialist and get help?
How is this way of living affecting your normal mental development?

[**Mandi**]

Originally Posted by Oeioei

Ever thought of quitting this forum?
Ever thought of stopping hurting yourself?
Ever asked yourself why you are doing this abuse to yourself?
Ever thought to go to a specialist and get help?
How is this way of living affecting your normal mental development?

There have been a few times that I have left this forum for extended periods of time. Even if I left now I have made friends with people on the site who I would continue to talk to even if I left this site indefinitely. Quitting this site would also not stop my interest in BDSM or kink.

Sure.., caning, spanking, clothespegs, paddles, scratching. They ALL hurt. Some hurt a lot. So if you want to be technical, I am hurting myself. And no, I have not thought of "stopping" because I enjoy it. But, if you want me to answer the question where I use your implied meaning of "hurting myself" then I will say I can't stop because I never started. There is a difference between masochism and self-harm (in the sense you are implying it).

I am not abusing myself. I feel free, happier, and more myself when I allow myself to indulge in my kinky interests. The few times I left this site I did so because I was ashamed of this side of me. Then when I quit, I realized I was hiding part of who I am. I now am not ashamed of it nor do I think it is wrong and it is definitely not abuse.

I have been to therapy before, but not for this. THIS doesn't need therapy. I am a happy, well-rounded, sane person. Thanks for implying otherwise though.

I don't know, you tell me. I was a valedictorian at my high school, had plenty of good friends, and was a national level swimmer. I then went off to get almost a full ride to the university of my choice, am in the honors program there, studying aerospace engineering, on the Dean's list, was a collegiate swimmer, and made some amazing friends that I hope to have for a lifetime. So, you tell me, is my life, future, and/or mental health suffering from this? I am not doing this to brag, but you seem to believe that someone who is a masochist (or maybe you are judging all members of this community, I'm not sure) can not have a successful life outside of BDSM.

[huxxi]

Hi! What do you think of having a guy cum inside you and then have another one lick your pussy clean afterwards?


what would your reaction be if you were in the middle of two guys and compared their dicks, one is 2 inch and one is 8 inch

[**Mandi**]

Originally Posted by huxxi

Hi! What do you think of having a guy cum inside you and then have another one lick your pussy clean afterwards?


what would your reaction be if you were in the middle of two guys and compared their dicks, one is 2 inch and one is 8 inch

No thanks. I could possibly see it as a turn on if it was a girl licking afterwards... maybe.

I don't think I will ever be in that position. And my reaction?

*point to guy with 8 inch dick* "His is bigger. Comparison over." *walk away*

[Saddi]

Originally Posted by **Mandi**

I don't know, you tell me. I was a valedectorian at my high school, had plenty of good friends, and was a national level swimmer. I then went off to get almost a full ride to the university of my choice, am in the honors program there, studying aerospace engineering, on the Dean's list, was a collegiate swimmer, and made some amazing friends that I hope to have for a lifetime. So, you tell me, is my life, future, and/or mental health suffering from this? I am not doing this to brag, but you seem to believe that someone who is a masochist (or maybe you are judging all members of this community, I'm not sure) can not have a successful life outside of BDSM.

Just wanted to point out how wonderful you truly are.
You are such a graceful person who handles everything with dignity.
Super proud of who you are.

Oh, questions!

1. Did your experience with Jlstockton25 prove to you you were bi and not bi-curious?

2. Do you miss anything right now?

3. What is the best meal you can make without a recipe?

4. How do you find time to always look perfect yet you hardly sleep or spend time away from all of us lucky people?

5. Do you feel proud of being able to cum on command?

[Oeioei]

Originally Posted by **Mandi**

There have been a few times that I have left this forum for extended periods of time. Even if I left now I have made friends with people on the site who I would continue to talk to even if I left this site indefinitely. Quitting this site would also not stop my interest in BDSM or kink.

Sure.., caning, spanking, clothespegs, paddles, scratching. They ALL hurt. Some hurt a lot. So if you want to be technical, I am hurting myself. And no, I have not thought of "stopping" because I enjoy it. But, if you want me to answer the question where I use your implied meaning of "hurting myself" then I will say I can't stop because I never started. There is a difference between masochism and self-harm (in the sense you are implying it).

I am not abusing myself. I feel free, happier, and more myself when I allow myself to indulge in my kinky interests. The few times I left this site I did so because I was ashamed of this side of me. Then when I quit, I realized I was hiding part of who I am. I now am not ashamed of it nor do I think it is wrong and it is definitely not abuse.

I have been to therapy before, but not for this. THIS doesn't need therapy. I am a happy, well-rounded, sane person. Thanks for implying otherwise though.

I don't know, you tell me. I was a valedictorian at my high school, had plenty of good friends, and was a national level swimmer. I then went off to get almost a full ride to the university of my choice, am in the honors program there, studying aerospace engineering, on the Dean's list, was a collegiate swimmer, and made some amazing friends that I hope to have for a lifetime. So, you tell me, is my life, future, and/or mental health suffering from this? I am not doing this to brag, but you seem to believe that someone who is a masochist (or maybe you are judging all members of this community, I'm not sure) can not have a successful life outside of BDSM.

Why are your answers that long as normally your answers are in short lines?
Are you convincing me that's it all normal, or are you convincing yourself?
Is there a little voice in your head that you are ignoring when answering my questions?
Are you able to look at my questions just to get to know you and about the way of living of a real painsub?

And my statement: I will not judge about anybodies way of live. I have respect for everybody who makes choices and lives by it. Only when someone will involve people who don't want to and put their opinion above others I will judge (e.g. terrorism, footballfighting, etc.). I hope that is clear!

[**Mandi**]

Originally Posted by Oeioei

Why are your answers that long as normally your answers are in short lines?
Are you convincing me that's it all normal, or are you convincing yourself?
Is there a little voice in your head that you are ignoring when answering my questions?
Are you able to look at my questions just to get to know you and about the way of living of a real painsub?

And my statement: I will not judge about anybodies way of live. I have respect for everybody who makes choices and lives by it. Only when someone will involve people who don't want to and put their opinion above others I will judge (e.g. terrorism, footballfighting, etc.). I hope that is clear!

If you read back farther in my AMA I have a lot of long answers, some much longer than the answers to yours. My thread is over 100 pages long and the majority of the questions I get now don't require more than a sentence or two to answer. My answers are as long as they need to be to answer the questions.

I am not really trying to convince anybody. You may continue to think whatever you want of me and I will continue to answer your questions to the best of my ability.

As I said in my first post, I used to have a little voice, or rather a big voice, that made me feel ashamed of myself. I think everyone has that voice in them about something in their lives. And it may always be there. But just because that voice is there doesn't mean it is right. I got over feeling ashamed of myself and now I feel so much better about myself. You can compare it to a girl with really bad body image. There may be a voice in her head calling her fat when she is clearly not. Sure, he voice is there and probably always will be but once she can overcome that and see that she is beautiful the way she is then things will be better. So sure, maybe there is a little voice, but it's not the voice I should be listening to.

The way your questions are delivered make them seem to have a tone of jugdement rather than curiosity. So no, that is not orginally how I was looking at your questions. They appeared rude to me and my choices. If you say that that is not how you intended them then I will give you the benefit of the doubt and try to see them more in the light of getting to know me.

[**Mandi**]

Originally Posted by Saddi

Just wanted to point out how wonderful you truly are.
You are such a graceful person who handles everything with dignity.
Super proud of who you are.

Oh, questions!

1. Did your experience with Jlstockton25 prove to you you were bi and not bi-curious?

2. Do you miss anything right now?

3. What is the best meal you can make without a recipe?

4. How do you find time to always look perfect yet you hardly sleep or spend time away from all of us lucky people?

5. Do you feel proud of being able to cum on command?

Thank you Saddi (:

1. I was pretty sure I was alreeady bi but just hadn't changed it in my signature. But yes, if I had any doubts about being bi they are totally gone now!

2. I miss JL I also miss college. I can't wait to get back there for school. All my friends are there and I know this will be an amazing year! I also miss my puppy. She died unexpectedly a few weeks ago and things just haven't been the same in my house since.

3. I don't normally use recipes. But I can make some really yummy pasta dishes without a recipe (:

4. I don't always look perfect haha

5. Yes (: Even more so because Sir is soooo proud of me for it.

[Merlin]

Will I delete any more passive aggressive questions?

Hint, the answer is yes

[**Mandi**]

Originally Posted by Merlin

Will I delete any more passive aggressive questions?

Hint, the answer is yes

Thank you, I appreciate it.