About myself

[xsamss]

Hi,

Im a 35 year old man from spain, ive been into kinks since i have memory. I always wondered why i felt atracted to it since i was a child. My only clue on this maybe about the first porn i saw on tv.

I was really really young and was watching tv in my living oom and a film started, it was about a guy who found out his girlfriend cheated on him. So he took a gun and caught them in the act, he got both hostage and then ordered the guy to pee on his wifes mouth. Dont know what happened next cause my father appeared and changed the channel fast.

I always wondered if that made me have this feeling about this kind of things.

My biggest 2 fantasies are being locked in chastity by some bad domme that just wants to play with me until i break. The thing about it is that i cant handle even 5 days in denial, i start sleeping really bad, sometimes i wake up only to find myself humping my pillow while asleep. I feel it a real nightmare.

And my second fantasy is being tied helpless with a gag, my ass, cock and balls exposed and being tortured endlessly while i cant even scream in agony. Until all the pain makes me cry like a little kid only to find the dom laughing at the sight and making it go worse.

Obviously these are fantasies i dont know i would do, it requires a lot of confidence in the other person to give them such power over yourself. And knowing that even if youre going through a real hell shell keep your parts in place in the end.

[antonelag]

I think that many things happen to us when we are young, in short, your fantasies are very original. But if it meets them, record a video and share it. Greetings