knorke's dice thread

[knorke]

So since I've had the last few days (and will have the next week) mostly to myself at home, I decided to lazily go about the tasks - I'm mostly only doing tasks from when I wake up to 10 AM-ish, since I actually have plenty to do still. I do get quiet days though, like yesterday! Despite being on the phone for two or three hours, I did so while collared & ankles and wrists cuffed together.

I did alternate that a little bit over the day - sometimes with my wrists lose (wearing cuffs still), sometimes the same for my ankles, but always wearing the collar ever since I got up until this morning; and I made sure to be restrained similarily for the night. I'm feeling a little better, if more tired than yesterday, and the first thing I did when waking up was to remove the cuffs - not really feeling like wearing them for the time being.

That didn't last too long, as, after a bit of chatting with the morning people, I decided to work off a little of my edges. Looked a little at some porn (while touching, so certainly not counting towards my rolls) to get in the mood, and took a few minutes to work my way up to the first edge, slowly. That came and I'll let it pass, taking a few deep breaths before surprisingly quickly nearing the second one.

And I wondered if I should really leave it at that... Or raise the stakes. Three minutes later, I was cuffed again, collared again, and oh. Weren't there edges with nipple clamps? Uh-oh, why not get those out of the way while I'm at it- if I can. They were surprisingly nice to put on - I rarely do, as I'm not blatantly masochistic, and pain does tend to be a little painful. But after the two edges I had already done, I really didn't mind. Taking the ball gag of my nightstand and trying to fasten it reminded me of how large it actually was - I'm not sure I've actually used it since I got my harsher and more intimidating bit gag, but I do need to open my mouth really wide to barely be able to nudge it between my teeth.

I set a timer, put on my blindfold, and laid back onto the bed - and while the clamps aren't bad per se, I certainly did feel the gravity of my situation as the chain (which is really light!) shifted around and made me feel every gram of it suddenly. I gave the chain a few light tugs before I went back to the main business - slowly working my way up to the next edge. I had no real idea how many edges I wanted to do in the 30 minutes I've set the timer for, and being naturally bad at trying to edge but longing to touch, I made the plan to try for five. Anything less and I'd be disappointed...

It went... good enough not to be entirely terrible. It felt a little easier, with the restraints being comforting, but I'm also really bad at really edging, so an edge for me is more like short of what I think would be an orgasm -- and I would suppose plenty of people here have more self-control to get closer, but I'd rather avoid the risk. Lame, I know, but I'm mostly here for the denial dice, not the edging dice. Two... Yet all I want is more, way more than just the frustration of actually stopping when I'm aroused. I'm just greedly like that, so not getting what I want when I'm so close is super annoying. Three... four... and to make my last edge 'special', I grabbed the chain with my right hand, and with how short the link between both of my wrists was, kept tugging on it for the last edge.

So delicious, so enjoyable... and I stopped. Let go. Gave up on getting 'closer'. Put my hands on my belly and waited. Just waited thinking about nothing but really wanting to fuck. For a while. And a long time, long enough to squeeze another edge or two or three in, but I had no idea how to really "move up" from edging while keeping the tension on my nipples - and if anything, I wanted something 'more' than what I just had, but just couldn't keep thinking of much outside of... yeah. And so I just waited, and eventually, the 30 minutes were up.

On another note, one that I'm really dreading, my play partner told I'm not showering enough. B-but, I am, I promise. True, being at home does mean (for me) that I might not shower every day but just every other one, depending on how I feel, every 3 days. And I was dreading the next time when I woke up today moreso than before. I intended to do showers rarely if I can get away with, perhaps, if at all doable. Every day that I don't shower for 5 minutes (doesn't have to be at once, but then I'd have to shower twice T_T) from now on gifts me 15 more minutes. Yikes.

After that much of a great heads-up, I was really really hoping not to roll it worse. Less denial is such a strong temptation though, but it also means that every 1 I roll, I get a day added to that awful morning routine. What did I roll? 1... 5, and 3. But it's a day less denial, and... over a week of straight cold showers. I shouldn't have rolled. Not good.

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Denial (all to be done before my next orgasm)
- 12 edges (2 done)
- 18.5 edges while wearing clover clamps (5 done)
- 45 minutes of porn, no touching
- 4 days, 12 hours of no-touch (done)
- 24 days, 6 hours of denial (until October 2, 6:09 PM)

Minor:
- 10 minutes ball gagged (done)
- 45 minutes of corner time (8 minutes done)
- 35 minutes bit gagged (done)
- eat eight meals blindfolded (2 done)
- 10 minutes on uncooked rice
- 10 minutes nipple clamps with weights (8 minutes done)

Major:
- 12.5 hours wearing leg irons
- 60 minutes exercise outside of my normal excercise routine
- eat 6 meals in leg irons & handcuffs (1 done)
- wear my pony boots for three hours (done)
- 1 hour, 15 minutes with butt plugged (45 min done)
- wear collar for 48 hours (done)

Rare:
- 37.5 minutes of cold showers before I can take a warm shower/bath again (6 min done)
- 9x write slut on a random body party (3 done)
- write one word of noob's choice on a random body part
- sleep in leg irons & handcuffs for four and a half nights (3 done)
- 12x spend 30 minutes blindfolded, gagged & tied up (2 done)
- 8x beg my play partner for a spanking (1 done)

Total spankings to be done: 771 (excluding the ones I beg for) (200 done)

[Pariahterror]

Puppy has a reduction dare for you. it will take of 5 minutes of cold showers if you do the easy one only. If you go for the hard one your total becomes 15 minutes of reduction.

The subject is: Sensory deprivation.

First prepare some Icecubes. 3 for the easy mode, 7 for hard mode. Prepare your bondage equipment too, as well as some rope. and some duct tape. Also prepare your bondage equipment. Naturally your headphones as well.

Easy mode will last half an hour and hard mode will take an hour. First put on your cuffs etc and your gag XD. Place the icecubes next to you and tie up your legs and lay comfortably.

For easy mode, put one icecube on your belly button and 2 on your pussy. For hard mode, put 2 on your nipples, one on your belly button and 4 on your pussy. You can tape the icecubes to your body so they won't slide off. We don't want them sliding off.

When you are laying down, put on your headphones and listen to this for the duration of the mode you chose. Put it on just high enough so it will distract you, but it will sound far away.

Have fun.

If you did the easy first, you can do the hard one for the other minutes (thus 10 minutes) And ofcourse to claim your prize, puppy would like to see a nice report which you are already writing nicely everytime.

[knorke]

Phew. So... Here's the few good things that happened, followed by the few exciting things. I'm a little out of breath as I'm writing this, for reasons that might become obvious near the end.

Despite lazing around playing a little online with a friend (non-kinky games, ha), I've mostly stuck to wearing my leather cuffs for the day. I put the collar on early in the morning (although I'm vaguely unclear by now if before or after I wrote my last post). Since all of the restraints can be padlocked, I did them all up to fit snughly, and locked only the collar with a height about of 5 cm among my more restrictive clothing choices. I left the key in my kitchensafe, set to last me at least 8 hours, and paid it little attention for the rest of the day.

I only ended up in my bedroom way after 1:30 AM, which is about two to three hours past my usual bed time. Took my clothes off, left my restraints on, locked them together and went to fall asleep instantly.

't was about three hours later that I woke up, though - my pillow is too high to sleep on it for a whole night with my collar done up as tight. The 5 cm is a huge chunk of my neck that I simply couldn't move much, and despite being able to squeeze two to three fingers inbetween it and my neck (and the leather on the inner part being suuuuper soft), I end up with my head and shoulder both lightly pressing into the top & bottom end of the collar when laying on my side...it's not been an issue in the past few days, as I had let it a little looser... I decided to just throw all of my restraints excluding myself off the bed, and decided to call it a night - a short one, certainly, as I woke up dead tired shortly past 6:30 AM.

I spent a few minutes in chat, and then actually decided to use the blindfold for what I had half intended it to - hot sex wi-- no, wait, not that, and certainly not while I'm nowhere near the end of my denial. To nap! I have blinds on my windows (half to be able to sleep, half so I can do kinky stuff in my bedroom without my neighbors peeking in), but I can pretty much only fall asleep if it's super dark. I have no problems with going to bed at 6 PM in winter, but I can hardly sleep at 10 PM on some summer nights. And I was up at a time when I could see the light outside... I did break out my collar from under the cuffs I had tossed onto it afterwards, did that up snugly again (I could have learned from the night, but I also really really enjoy the feeling), covered my eyes in darkness and dozed around for the bed for a while... looked at the clock when I was feeling somewhat awake again, noticed it's only 8-something still, put the blindfold back and spent a few minutes working my way towards a single edge*... dozing off, to only wake up again a little before 11.

So I was feeling a little better, and since I kind of need food to survive the weekend (did I actually buy anything? my mind's in a bit of a haze...), I went out to buy some... but... not after... suffering through an endless storm of ice, despair, and misery, or a cold shower for short. I'm nowhere near slow if I really have to be fast about it, and I had quite a lot of pressure to be done fast when all I got out of my shower head was solid ice cubes at that point. But that's no longer an option, no, since it had been decided (despite my best efforts to protest such a silly rule) that I had to do at least 5 minutes a day - in however many showers I want. And since one alone was just outside of breaking the third geneva convention, more would very much be out of the realm of wishful thinkining on my part.

So I rinsed my body - which didn't even last a minute, stopped the timer for various parts inbetween where I had the water off but was left standing cold & shivering, and eventually ended with a little over three minutes for the "complete" shower package, in what I could have easily taken ten to fifteen minutes if I had access to warm water. So just two more minutes of water, shivering, watching the clock intently while alternating between spots of "it's not so bad" (legs, mostly) to "absolute misery" (going anywhere near my arm pits is so, so terrible with cold water)... and I stopped at exactly five minutes - not a second longer. While I usually just stay in the bath to dry my hair with a towel wrapped around my body, I got dressed first (including a cardigan that I only wore to warm me up, and ditched about ten minutes later), and then decided to get my hair sorted out.

And... I don't really know what it is about the plug, but I don't really think of it much if I'm just at home. I've worn it less than a handful of times so far - once for what I detailed a few posts earlier, and about once or twice while I was allowed to have an orgasm while tied up - which was amazing, to be honest, but the plug only really helped "a little". Despite public very much being in my limits, I decided to ask for permission to wear it out while going to shop - just a little food, I had initially planned, and that's it, right... I was very much encouraged to, and went ahead with my idea only to walk down the four floors towards the street, sit down in my car and go think of "I could probably need a pillow or so, too..."

And if I so much as intended to buy frozen food (not unlikely), that should probably be my last trip - so instead I went to a furniture store that's just the complete opposite way from where I live. Driving with the plug is weird - on one hand, it doesn't really do much for arousal, on the other, it very much distracts - as I always feel like it's about to slide out, and clench up my butt tightly, which only makes the plug feel bigger... But no, I've checked when I was in the parking lot, and it was still buried as deep as when I had put it in ten minutes ago. I ended up buying a little of this and that, ended up with three pillows for my couch instead (... need... more... pillows, I still have space to sit on it) and none for my bed, all while navigating through what felt like a maze. I had about no idea where anything was, and mindlessly wandered through half the store (I wasn't particularly trying to buy "big" furniture pieces), occasionally walking back, feeling the plug with every step. I rarely wear it - but for those of you who wear it for hours, how do you even ignore the constant shifting? I wouldn't say I'd been wet by the time I paid, but the plug did its part to make it a little more interesting and left me just very, very lightly aroused.

I bought nothing fancy for lunch, a steak, french fries, some salad, mostly because I a) still had nothing to eat at home, despite almost travelling back the entire way, and b) didn't want to really walk into my front door and remove the plug before I was done. So onwards, indeed ~ twenty minutes of driving later, I parked again, this time feeling a wee little bit uncomfortable as I got out. That subsided as I started walking around again, very much lost in my thoughts at some point, and despite having been to the same place dozens of times, and everything still being in the same place - I just had things pop into my mind that I absolutely wanted to buy, but had entirely walked past, not even thought of, enjoying the plug a little more as time went on, my cart somehow magically filled up to the point of actually having to put effort into pushing - hey, the drink I usually drink was 40% off, so I ended up with three six-packs of 1.5L bottles... and despite being sure I still forgot at least half of what I wanted to buy, I have enough to last me a few days.

I somehow ended up home again - and left most of the drinks in my car, as I had another few floors to climb, having no elevator in my apartment building. I was out of breath by the time I had reached my apartment's door, stepped in, unpacked and quite quickly removed the plug - I felt it, but not in a good way. I'm fairly sure I stretched the time I can wear it comfortably. Okay, I was a little wet, moreso than after my first stop, and it was a nice feeling. Had anyone aside from the cashiers talked to me, I think I would've just started blushing and stuttering, as I really was occasionally drifting off into subspace, quite happy to do this to work off my tasks, and anyway. I'm back, after two and a half hours (despite only having to wear the plug for another 30 minutes, according to my tasks!), exhausted, and with a smile on my face.

* ... that I'm totally counting towards my totals!

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Denial (all to be done before my next orgasm)
- 12 edges (3 done)
- 18.5 edges while wearing clover clamps (5 done)
- 45 minutes of porn, no touching
- 4 days, 12 hours of no-touch (done)
- 24 days, 6 hours of denial (until October 2, 6:09 PM)

Minor:
- 10 minutes ball gagged (done)
- 45 minutes of corner time (8 minutes done)
- 35 minutes bit gagged (done)
- eat eight meals blindfolded (2 done)
- 10 minutes on uncooked rice
- 10 minutes nipple clamps with weights (8 minutes done)

Major:
- 12.5 hours wearing leg irons
- 60 minutes exercise outside of my normal excercise routine
- eat 6 meals in leg irons & handcuffs (1 done)
- wear my pony boots for three hours (done)
- 1 hour, 15 minutes with butt plugged (done)
- wear collar for 48 hours (done)

Rare:
- 37.5 minutes of cold showers before I can take a warm shower/bath again (11 min done)
- 9x write slut on a random body party (3 done)
- write one word of noob's choice on a random body part
- sleep in leg irons & handcuffs for four and a half nights (3 and a half done)
- 12x spend 30 minutes blindfolded, gagged & tied up (2 done)
- 8x beg my play partner for a spanking (1 done)

Total spankings to be done: 771 (excluding the ones I beg for) (200 done)

[knorke]

Not much I've done after coming home yesterday: I spent the evening collared, watched the first four episodes of Friends while laying on my couch curled up - and despite struggling with the names a little still (I'm bad at names in general, and so Joey vs. Chandler is something that's not exactly obvious from the get-go to me), is fun nevertheless. I'll be taking 8 hours off, thanks Butterfly

To join this thread, I also completed 100 spanks while on my couch, which was enjoyable

I kept the collar on to sleep - despite the time I "have" to wear it being over, I actually really enjoy wearing the restraints I got just last week, so I don't particularly mind. I've swapped it for my metal collar when I woke up this morning, and that just goes along with an entirely different mindset for me. While the leather collar very much just makes me want to cuddle and be submissive, the metal one is heavier... and albeit not as restrictive around the neck, not as tight (at least if I wear the leather one tightly, which I don't always do), it feels verrry much more restrictive - and while I can easily fit in all fingers inbetween my neck and the metal on opposing sides, just feels stricter.

I completed a single edge, and was wondering a little which of the tasks to really do today - as I am going to spend most of my time with family, I was looking at either corner time or kneeling on rice, but settled for the latter. It's actually something I've been very curious about, and despite not having mentioned it in-person before, wanted to genuinely try, even though it's not supposed to be easy.

So I went ahead, grabbed rice from the cupboard, and placed it in two spots that I would be kneeling on on the ground, started the timer, knelt down and put my blindfold on, nose touching the wall. I actually had no real idea as to where a good spot to kneel on rice was supposed to be, and ended up settling for a wall in the hallway. And pretty much immediately realized that this wasn't going to be easy. It didn't take long for my legs to start twitching, and shifting around slightly for a little relief was a terrible idea that only made it worse. I had initially started counting up in my head, got about twenty, promptly forgot where I was and continued from fifty for a few numbers... and just was super distracted by the rice, so annoyed by how hard it was to properly kneel, and so much in discomfort that when I just felt like I couldn't bear it anymore, just a little over three and a half minutes had passed.

It wasn't at the point of being painful yet, just very, VERY uncomfortable, and I kind of just wanted to stop there. No one said I had to do it in one session, and even despite it just being so short, I had bright red spots on my kneecaps where the rice had dug in.

Even 25 minutes later, as I'm writing this not all of the spots have completely disappeared - there's still a few (light) marks left... And maybe, just maybe, I want to be forced to do a little more rice time, perhaps with a vibe in to keep me more "motivated" and distracted... (but probably won't do it as part of this series of tasks - maybe if I work up my courage to ask, later, at some point). Still, I'm glad I tried, and will most certainly refer to it as punishment from here on out.

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Denial (all to be done before my next orgasm)
- 12 edges (3 done)
- 18.5 edges while wearing clover clamps (5 done)
- 45 minutes of porn, no touching
- 4 days, 12 hours of no-touch (done)
- 23 days, 22 hours of denial (until October 2, 10:09 AM)

Minor:
- 10 minutes ball gagged (done)
- 45 minutes of corner time (8 minutes done)
- 35 minutes bit gagged (done)
- eat eight meals blindfolded (2 done)
- 10 minutes on uncooked rice (3 and a half minutes done)
- 10 minutes nipple clamps with weights (8 minutes done)

Major:
- 12.5 hours wearing leg irons
- 60 minutes exercise outside of my normal excercise routine
- eat 6 meals in leg irons & handcuffs (1 done)
- wear my pony boots for three hours (done)
- 1 hour, 15 minutes with butt plugged (done)
- wear collar for 48 hours (done)

Rare:
- 37.5 minutes of cold showers before I can take a warm shower/bath again (11 min done)
- 9x write slut on a random body party (3 done)
- write one word of noob's choice on a random body part
- sleep in leg irons & handcuffs for four and a half nights (3 and a half done)
- 12x spend 30 minutes blindfolded, gagged & tied up (2 done)
- 8x beg my play partner for a spanking (1 done)

Total spankings to be done: 771 (excluding the ones I beg for) (300 done)

[knorke]

I didn't stay around too long after my last post, and was pretty much busy until I hit the bed later - aside from having done two horrible showers (each before going to bed, for a change), there's nothing much I did. No hidden kinks when I was around to spend time with family, nor anything I did during the night. It was cold enough for me to wake up at 5 AM though, not great... Anyhow, I totally also forget to prepare ice cubes for puppy's reduction task, so I couldn't do that either - aside from that, I'm just super stressed - and while I will have a little time today & presumably tomorrow morning, things look to be rather busy for the next few days.

Denial (all to be done before my next orgasm)
- 12 edges (3 done)
- 18.5 edges while wearing clover clamps (5 done)
- 45 minutes of porn, no touching
- 4 days, 12 hours of no-touch (done)
- 23 days, 22 hours of denial (until October 2, 10:09 AM)

Minor:
- 10 minutes ball gagged (done)
- 45 minutes of corner time (8 minutes done)
- 35 minutes bit gagged (done)
- eat eight meals blindfolded (2 done)
- 10 minutes on uncooked rice (3 and a half minutes done)
- 10 minutes nipple clamps with weights (8 minutes done)

Major:
- 12.5 hours wearing leg irons
- 60 minutes exercise outside of my normal excercise routine
- eat 6 meals in leg irons & handcuffs (1 done)
- wear my pony boots for three hours (done)
- 1 hour, 15 minutes with butt plugged (done)
- wear collar for 48 hours (done)

Rare:
- 37.5 minutes of cold showers before I can take a warm shower/bath again (21 min done)
- 9x write slut on a random body party (3 done)
- write one word of noob's choice on a random body part
- sleep in leg irons & handcuffs for four and a half nights (3 and a half done)
- 12x spend 30 minutes blindfolded, gagged & tied up (2 done)
- 8x beg my play partner for a spanking (1 done)

Total spankings to be done: 771 (excluding the ones I beg for) (300 done)

[Lightze]

Mrrrow! These reports are supurrrrrrb!

[knorke]

So it's the night before the patch for the MMO I play drops, which means I might end up a little busy in the nearby future... But alas, not yet. Thankfully I managed to convince my play partner to skip a shower day (it being monday was bad enough by itself, and at an ungodly time to wake up, too), and I went about most of my day pretending to be, or actually being busy.

When I had a little more time towards the evening, I spent more time in chat too, talked to a few people - Philosophical among them, who suggested I try out a hog tie with my new cuffs. So I ended up trying to accurately misrepresent the instructions given to me in chat as far as possible - jokes aside, not being a native english speaker sometimes isn't easy. And despite the whole set-up sounding easy on paper, making that a reality wasn't. What follows is the report I set to him via PM later:

First thing I did put in was the plug, as I tend to do that in the bathroom, I don't really want lube all over my carpet - and I suppose because I only rarely wear it, relaxing doesn't quite come to me naturally yet, and I worked it up quite slowly. That soon turned out to be a mistake, as I sat on the floor to put the rest of the gear on... I put my - well, technically "heelless pony boots" on, but for lack of actually walking in them, I'll just call them boots. They're quite nice and also from Sinvention, like my cuffs - and make it about impossible to move much of my feet apart from my toes. With the ankle cuffs I put on soon after, everything from my ankles up to (but stopping shortly before) my toes was covered in leather. Next was the collar, albeit not explicitly mentioned or necessary, followed by the wrist cuffs.

For some reason unbeknownst to me I decided to add a padlock inbetween one end of the clip and one end of the chain - in my mind, as some sort of "safety" if I was just too stupid to ever push the clip open again, with keys on the ground nearby. Each of the cuffs has two d-rings - one near the buckle, one on the opposite side of it, and I decided to thread the chain through the latter. With that easily done (but the clip not done up yet), I decided to opt for a gag - despite the fact I'd never admit liking drool, being unable to stop very much is a turn-on - and, after I set up 15 minutes on my phone, a blindfold.

I proceeded to lay on my side, and... I'm lacking a bit of coordination as well as eyes in the back of my head. That proved to be rather difficult in terms of what I actually wanted to get out of it- I could either lay on my side, and risk my fingers feeling a wee little bit numb, making the task of connecting the clip to the chain a little difficult... I decided to lay on my stomach to try, perhaps making it easier, and it indeed did - but left the whole tie a little too loose for my liking, at least when I ended up on my side again... and was already side-tracked with focusing on the plug... I felt like I had at least another 5 cm of chain I could do tigther, with the whole setup hanging rather lose if I pulled my legs up. So I tried, and tried, and tried, first on my right, then on my left, then on my right again, and... my best guess would be five minutes for even getting the chain up reasonably tight.

That turned out more complicated than I had thought, but after that, I could at least fully enjoy the tie for what it was - leaving me reasonably much space to move my hands a little, even spread my legs, and most certainly to rub my nipples into the seemingly rough fabric of the carpet, the area around my mouth distinctly wet - and despite all of that, my mind just seemed to always turn back to the plug, circling my butt a little above ground, squeezing my cheeks together, -- then taking a break, calming down, enjoying the restraint, just to soon focus on that one thing. Anal doesn't really do much for me by itself - it's more wearing it outside, or along with other stimulation that I enjoy it more, but I was left wanting for more - and kept wondering just how much I'd be embarassed if my play partner decided to play with me just like that.

It took me a little to realize what happened when the alarm rung, I might've been a little drifted off into fantasy, a little aroused, and went ahead to undo the clip after the third or so try with no real problems.

It's a decent tie, all-in-all, but something that I'll probably just end up doing either not on my own, or maybe when my denial is over to actually get to enjoy further teasing (... and maybe more).



I ended up leaving the cuffs/collar/heels on for the time being, and one might even suspect me of having dozed off around 9:30-10ish. I woke up half past midnight to take at least the heels off, and could very much feel my calves when I stretched my feet. Spent a little in chat, curled up, feeling quite lazy and cat-like to the point of wanting to boop the screen of my tablet with my hands that seem so small when compared to the cuffs... After taking the collar off and replacing it with my metal one, I went to sleep again. Despite none of what I did really counting towards any of the outstanding tasks, I thought you may enjoy reading it regardless.

[knorke]

I'll pause (or cancel?) this for the time being - haven't been feeling well for the past few days, and kink is far from the first thing on my mind.

[CSasha]

Take good care of yourself, knorke. Not feeling good is a very good reason to take a break. Get well soon.

[knorke]

I know, I know, what have I even been doing with my life? Sick and not feeling up for it? Pff, I should have at least hired an assistant to do my tasks in my stead, shouldn't I?

I mean, technically I did a couple of tasks, for very small definitons of "a couple", namely two - I'm still wating for the dreaded denial to be over, but I wasn't much in the mood anyway, neither was I particularly horny... but I did manage to bring myself to edge at least once daily, most often after waking up - except for today, because I was playing pictionary with people in the chat until 1:30 AM and had to get to work. I've never had quite the nerve to do two edges or more, as it already felt like I chore I just wanted to work off - but luckily, I mostly focused on being sick in contrast to aroused, so I didn't really feel much for long-lasting after-effects.

I've also removed cold showers from existence. Not just from the list of tasks below, but it is from now on impossible to shower at a temperature below 24°C, for everyone. Since I prefer staying healthy just a tad over being kinky, I've "safeworded" out of them - and instead took two hot baths, which lifted my mood, my spirits, and my body temperature a lot. No regrets there, even though I didn't "technically" finish it - some things are better left undone.

With all the reduction tasks given - sorry if I haven't done much in terms of reducing yet. Reductions are very tempting when it's just denial, and I felt very good about "working off" my denial time in the last thread, slowly but surely - but there's so many tasks here, and I'm a bit overwhelmed by the whole situation, to the point of not even being sure where to start with either tasks or reductions.

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On an unrelated note - I did actually feel like spending a little time tied up. I relocated my kitchensafe (that I had entirely planned to use for kinky purposes, but hadn't yet) to the bedroom, set it to an hour... Grabbed a few bits and pieces, chains and padlocks, cuffs and collar, and went to bed. On a practical level, at least, not entirely asleep at 6 PM yet. My bed still has 4 corners with bedposts on them, so I tied each ankle to a corner of the bed, and connected a chain from a third corner to my snugly fitted leather collar, which I had also locked on. Headphones magically playing some rain noises from a spotify playlist I had looked up earlier, gagged, blindfold on, hands cuffed together... and kind-of wanted to wear my plug too, except that it had been finally, truly, too late, which felt very exciting in and of itself. The chains weren't tight as they could be, but I had about no space to move up on the bed, and the chain on my neck had about 15 cm of slack in it - enough to turn around on the bed, certainly. After careful consideration I decided that I don't feel like being gagged, even though on a purely technical level, that would have been a task to be done.

I might have spend a few short minutes in the chat after as well, not entirely blindfolded anymore, checked the time on the safe - 20 minutes had passed - and went to just simply lay down on my back, blindfolded again, legs forced apart. My mind went blank, and I have no idea what I actually might have been thinking about - if anything, but it's just completely beyond what I remember. I did fell asleep at some point though - contrary to the nap the day before, I dreamt of nothing - and with the chains locked in place, keeping me in bed, I couldn't do much in the ways of being productive, and had nothing much to do...

I did wake up after my keys were long free already, and when I looked at a clock, the time I had spent in bed was just a little under two enjoyable hours. Since I like to spend time relaxing like this - preferably without a gag, as that makes it VERY challenging to relax, I'll alter that dare too, from here on out, to not include a gag. There's a time for everything, but outside of play time, perhaps not so much for this constellation.

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Denial (all to be done before my next orgasm)
- 12 edges (8 done)
- 18.5 edges while wearing clover clamps (5 done)
- 45 minutes of porn, no touching
- 4 days, 12 hours of no-touch (done)
- 23 days, 22 hours of denial (until October 2, 10:09 AM)

Minor:
- 10 minutes ball gagged (done)
- 45 minutes of corner time (8 minutes done)
- 35 minutes bit gagged (done)
- eat eight meals blindfolded (2 done)
- 10 minutes on uncooked rice (3 and a half minutes done)
- 10 minutes nipple clamps with weights (8 minutes done)

Major:
- 12.5 hours wearing leg irons
- 60 minutes exercise outside of my normal excercise routine
- eat 6 meals in leg irons & handcuffs (1 done)
- wear my pony boots for three hours (done)
- 1 hour, 15 minutes with butt plugged (done)
- wear collar for 48 hours (done)

Rare:
- 9x write slut on a random body party (3 done)
- write one word of noob's choice on a random body part (done)
- sleep in leg irons & handcuffs for four and a half nights (3 and a half done)
- 12x spend 30 minutes blindfolded & tied up (5 done)
- 8x beg my play partner for a spanking (1 done)

Total spankings to be done: 771 (excluding the ones I beg for) (300 done)

[CSasha]

Welcome back. Still, take any time you need.

Just a proposal regarding the cold showers: how about turning them into hot bath time?

[knorke]

Originally Posted by Cassandra

Just a proposal regarding the cold showers: how about turning them into hot bath time?

I've spent around 3 hours in a hot bath this week, so I'm fairly sure that time's up already

[CSasha]

Can you give us a chance to add more hot tub bathing time?

[knorke]

Work is stressful if you're on the phone almost exclusively for most of the day, and just get "off" the phone when the internet stops working, and thus the phone does too. Came home, put my metal collar on for funsies, fell into the bath tub, fell out of the bath tub onto the couch, dozed off and only really went to bed a little while later.

Meanwhile, I did get some of my edges out of the way- I started doing just one while I lay in bed, got there while scrolling through my tumblr feed, and was kind of wondering where to go from here. While I usually take a few minutes of a break between each edge, that felt like getting nowhere closer to reaching my "goals", after all - and my play partner suggested setting up an interval timer and using that. 15 seconds of touching/trying to get to the edge, 10 seconds of a break, 10 times total. While the first interval was a bit of a miss, I ended up being on the edge for the rest - too aroused to really want to stop, but not allowed to go further... with the remaining "regular" edges to be done after a bit, I did the next five wearing clamps (yikes). Very fun, very exhausting - and very surprising that I even could manage, as I always took breaks before.

Just writing this turned me on. So yeah, denial's totally not affecting me >_<

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Denial (all to be done before my next orgasm)
- 12 edges (done)
- 18.5 edges while wearing clover clamps (10 done)
- 45 minutes of porn, no touching
- 4 days, 12 hours of no-touch (done)
- 23 days, 22 hours of denial (until October 2, 10:09 AM)