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Interrogation (Taken from ‘Compelled to serve’)

‘Dad no,……please’ I requested my dad, who is sitting just beside me, holding both of my hands to restrict me from any kind of movement, while I am trying my best to run off the place, because there is a person beside me, in white coat and big glasses on eyes, holding an injection in hand.

He has a smile, as does my father, but me?

I am dying of fear. Yes, I fear needle so much. It makes me mad, even though when I am not the person to get it.

‘Kira, stop. Doesn’t be such a kid’ mocks my mom after I shake a little too much.

It’s the vaccine day and I curse the person who invented it.

What’s the point of getting pain even though you don’t have the disease? I never figured the reason and point behind vaccines because the world is full of hundreds of incurable diseases.

Does this mean we take hundreds of injections?

Well, the doctor comes near and mops my left shoulder with spirit, while I can feel my legs shaking of fear. There’s no way I can escape it now.

I close my eyes and press my eyelids with all my strength. I hope it gets over without much pain.

‘It’s over, Kira. You can open eyes’ says the doctor but I don’t believe him.

I keep on closing my eyes.
*****
I can feel a few drops of water sprinkled on my face, as I regain consciousness. I don’t know how long I was out or when I lost control. I only remember the unbearable torture, the immense sufferance I was subjected into.

‘It’s over, Kira darling, wake up’ says Officer James, as I open eyes slowly and steadily.

I am in pain, in so much pain, lying in my own piss. I forgot when I lost consciousness. Maybe it happened when I got electrical shocks on my bottom, right into the most sensitive part of my body.

Ahhhhh….I feel so weak, so out of energy. I don’t even have the strength to speak, or to sit on my own back. My body has gone loose, completely, and my legs ache, a lot, after getting shocks by brutal Taser. The last hour was the most horrible hour of my entire life. I couldn’t believe interrogations can be so brutal, so inhuman. Yes, I have seen these in movies, which aren’t real but staged, but I never thought it could happen to a real person, me, who is not even some professional criminal with some real crime like murder.

I think the officers forgot that I am a girl, just 22 years of age, and I am not strong enough for the methods they used on me to interrogate.

‘It’s over, Kira darling, wake up’ says Officer James, and I open eyes slowly and steadily.

He snuggles me again, caresses my back, as I lie like a lifeless person. Even his eyes look full of surprise, like he also can’t believe how ill I was treated by his senior officers. Clearly, he wasn’t expecting this to happen, not to someone like me, a weak and young girl.

Well, he snuggles me for a couple of minutes, like giving me the strength to hold on, and then lean me back again on the floor.

‘I’ll be back, soon. Let my seniors leave’ he says, and leaves me at my condition, locking the door from outside, while I lie on floor without any movement.

I am afraid to even recall what happened with me in the last 30 minutes, how brutally I was tortured.

Well I thought yesterday was a bad day but now after this, I feel yesterday was a lucky day for me, because even though I was caught and played by Officer James, I wasn’t subjected to real violence, like what happened now.

After I was sexually abused by Officer James, he came back before leaving. Till that time I regained some energy to wash myself and also had my dinner, the Chinese food he brought for me. It was so kind of him because he brought a small cushion and a pillow for me to sleep with ease. As it was cold, he also arranged a blanket to keep me warm. Then without troubling me further, he left me alone in the darkroom, and I had one of the best naps of my entire life. Well best because I was so tired and needed peace so badly. I didn’t even have my cellphone to get disturbed.

The Sun rose after the dawn. It got high towards the sky, but my cell was still dark till afternoon, the time when I finally heard the gates opening.

Although I was expecting James, it wasn’t him, but the two other officers who escorted me here last evening. They came in with a plate in hand, the prison food, and with a message to get me ready for interrogation.

‘Interrogation?’ I asked.

My heart started to pace again. I thought I was already interrogated yesterday, by James.

‘Yes. Our seniors would do that’ said an officer and I wonder what’s left for me to tell.

‘But didn’t that already happen, yesterday?’ I asked.

They laughed.

‘No, Sir James is just for the primary talks. The real thing is performed by professionals’ he said.

I was already starting to sweat by the term ‘professionals’. I know what it means.

‘Don’t worry. We have your details. It won’t be so hard. You just have to tell the truth’ the other officer said.

So hard? It means it will be hard. Fuck! How much torment is in my destiny? How and when will this end?

‘Eat your food, miss, and get ready. They will be here in an hour’ officers said and left the place.

It feels so weird now when someone calls me ‘miss’. After so much humiliation, I don’t think I deserve to be referred to anything other than slut or bitch.

Have you ever seen a prison from inside?

It’s horrible but what’s even more horrible is the food. I don’t know what I am eating. Its rice but it isn’t white, somewhat yellow. The curry is as thin as water, just in a different color, and the vegetable I am eating is undercooked.

It doesn’t even have proper salt or spices. I wonder who cooks this sort of food, because I can cook better with closed eyes.

I think it’s cooked like this intentionally, because prison is a place of punishment. One must not get addicted to comfort or good food. I miss my home so much. I miss my bed, my food, and my wonderful life. It was so stupid for me to choose drug smuggling just for the sake of some money. I never knew I would be caught and get into so much trouble.

I wish I could change the time.

As I was done with dinner and some rest later, my heart pounded inside my chest as I suddenly heard the door opening. I thought it was the senior officers but it was again those two officers, and also James. I tried to greet him with a smile, but he didn’t look at my face, but came directly near me and handcuffed my wrists.

I had no idea what was going on, why was I handcuffed again.

Then making me stand, he hooked my handcuff wrists with an iron chain, and stretched my arms high to the ceiling, tying me up with hand-stretched up above my head.

‘What’s happening, officer? Why are you tying me like this?’ I murmured but he gave me a blank look, as I meant nothing to him.

I was so much scared because I saw these just in porn, in BDSM videos, where a girl is restrained and suspended against the ceiling. It’s done to restrict a subject to resists, to restrain her from using hands while subjected to torture. I have seen these so many times, when a girl is tied the same as like me, and then she is abused, raped, beaten, even canned but she couldn’t even move or use hands to rub over hurt areas.

I was scared to hell. I didn’t know if I was going to face the same thing, the same torment?

Will I be beaten and abused, the same as I saw in porn, and used to enjoy?
I never thought I would be in the same position, in the same situation where the subject screams, begs for mercy, but her pains are just a source of pleasure for the one torturing her.

God! Help me, please.

As Officer James was done with tying me, the two officers walked in. They were in uniform, a military uniform. Small hair, strong body, and a confident face, I guess they were some agents. They also had a file in hand.

As they came in, two chairs were brought for them to sit. For a second they looked at me and then at each other, like weren’t expecting someone so young and pretty. Then they came near me and took a whole look at my semi-nude body by encircling me twice, like observing at every part of my front and back body. Then they pulled their chairs closer to the place where I was tied, a meter away from me, while Officer James and the other two officers backed off and stood in a corner, like their role was just to see what was going to happen.

Now I was frightened till my nails because they were just a meter far from where I was tied in my bikinis. While I was standing with my hand stretched high, their face was inches away from my waist.

‘So Miss Kira. I am Andrew and he’s my partner Phill. We’re here to verify whatever statement you gave to Officer James previously. Do you understand?’ asked agent Andrew and I shook head in reply.

‘I want an answer, yes or no’ he said.

‘Yes sir’ I whispered, slowly.

‘Louder’ he responded instantly.

‘Yes Sir’ I said, this time in a little higher tone.

‘You admit that you’ve been caught red-handed while in possession of 1600 grams of drugs called Heroin’ he said.

I halted for a while because I didn’t know how much it weighed. I knew I had 16 packets, that’s all. I didn’t know how much it weighs.

‘Yes or no?’ he shouted before I could answer.

I was scared, and I didn’t know what to answer, I wasn’t sure of it, so I remained silent and put my eyes down towards the floor.

Well, this was unexpected but instead of asking me twice, the other agent stood up and slapped me harshly on my right cheek. It’s hard to describe how hard it was and how I felt. It’s like I was hit by some frying pan, because his palms were really strong and my cheeks equally weak. As my hands were already tied, neither did I fell, nor was I able to balance myself. I just fell on my left, but soon got balanced due to tied hand against the ceiling.

At the instant, there wasn’t much pain but I felt a sharp burning effect on my left face, like it was on fire. For a moment my vision got blurred, like I was in shock. I didn’t even start to cry but soon my eyes became blurry, and then started bursting of tears. I wasn’t beaten in cheeks like this before, so it took some time for my mind to believe what just happened.

‘See. You need to answer every question instantly else the result would be even worse’ said the one who was still sitting on a chair.

With wet eyes, I nodded. I could now feel my cheek aching and my sobs interfering with my breaths.

‘You admit that you’ve been caught red-handed while in possession of 1600 grams of drugs called Heroin’ he asked again.

‘Yes sir’ I said, immediately and took a deep breath to make myself confident.

I knew where one more hesitation or wrong answer could lead me into, so I was determined to tell whatever I knew.

‘Who gave you the drugs?’ he asked.

Now, this was a question where I was hesitant to answer, because if I told them about David, he along with my friend Page, will be suspected and questioned. I didn’t want that to happen because it would end Page’s career as well.

While I was silent for a few seconds, the other officer who slapped me, got into my back, like getting ready for something. My stomach was already churning as I couldn’t see what he was doing in my back.

Will he punch me or something?

‘Miss Kira, who gave you drugs?’ agent Andrew asked again.

I didn’t know what to do, how to save my friends. My destiny is already written but I can save them from getting in trouble but what?

‘Ouch….ahhhhh’ I screamed with all my strength, pulling myself forward, stretching my entire body, as I felt an irritating sensation in my thighs.

It was an electrical shock from the officer’s Taser, and for a moment I could see stars in front of my eyes. I can’t believe I was subjected to electrical shock and that too in my sensitive thigh. Its feeling is indescribable as there is nothing else like an electrical shock, and that too from Taser. It’s the time when the brain stops working and involuntary muscles come into action.

I stretched to my last limit to avoid any more of them, and instantly looked back towards the officer. He had a smile instead, like he was still in a mood to shock me even more, like he enjoyed my screams.

‘No sir, ………..please……I beg you’ I screamed, and all of a sudden my whole body started to shake, as the deadly device was still near my back body, inches away from my thighs.

‘If you tell the truth, I won’t torch you again’ he said but it was hard for me to believe him because he not only gave me electrical shocks but also slapped me harshly in just less than 2 minutes.

With shaking legs and paced breaths, I once again looked towards Officer Andrew who was sitting calmly in front of me.

While I was seated, I felt Officer Phill unhooking my bra off my chest. I wasn’t ashamed though because I was in shock, in extreme shock. It doesn’t matter if I have clothes or not, I can take any more shocks from the Taser which was still near my back body.

After unhooking my bra, he also pulled my panty off and made me stand naked in front of four men. Strangely, I was still not bashful, maybe because I was more scared of pain rather than humiliation. I was still shaking of what just happened with me, and praying not to get it again.

‘Officer Phill, do me a favor and shock in her breasts if she doesn’t answer my questions’ Officer Andrew ordered, while following him, the other officer came in front of me placed the shocker just an inch away from my right breast.

I can’t describe how stressed I was by seeing death just an inch away from me. I started to lose my mental control and stretched myself the farther I could have.

‘No…..sir…please..I will tell everything..please don’t do it’ I screamed again, pulling myself back to my last limit but the farther I got, the nearer his hands came, but he waited for Officer Andrew’s orders.

‘So, Miss Kira. Who gave you the drugs’ Officer Andrew asked.

‘David, Sir’ I immediately replied, keeping my eyes on the officer holding

Taser near my nipples.

‘David who?’ he asked again.

‘He is boyfriend of my friend Page’ I told in a hurry.

‘Page who?’ he asked.

‘She…she.. works…works.. with me ….in…in office….no sir…..please’ I stammered, shouted, as his hands came nearer to my breast.

He didn’t shock me though, but was playing with me by just rubbing the Taser on my chest without letting it on. Talking about me, now my entire body was shaking of fear. Even my voice got heavier as some old woman or like some man.

Officer Andrew nodded and wrote something on his paper.

‘For how long do you know David?’ he asked.

‘I just met him twice, sir’ I told in the same hurry.

‘Do you have his address and contact number?’ he asked.

‘Yes Sir, on my phone’ I said.

He nodded again, wrote something again, while I was sobbing and pleading for mercy, as Officer Phill was now scrolling the Taser on my chest, on my nipples, without pressing the On button. I was just holding my breath as I didn’t know when he would on it again and I would get another shock.

‘For how long are you doing this drug smuggle?’ Officer Andrew asked.

‘This is my first time, Sir’ I said.

‘And who were you supposed to meet here?’ he asked.

My heart pounded and I felt like my soul left me for a second. I didn’t knew the answer so I didn’t speak. In reply Officer Phill immediately got the Taser on my belly button and shocked me the second time.

‘Ouch….ahhhhh’ I screamed again , with all my strength, with all my energy, pulling myself backward, stretching my entire body again.

My eyes closed, my body got loose and once again I lost balance. My body swung through my tied hands and I could feel my wrist aching.

‘I need answers, Miss Kira, who were you supposed to meet with drugs’ he asked again as Officer Phill held my waist and made me stand in my legs, although my legs weren’t ready to support me.

‘I don’t know, sir. He was supposed to find me, not me…..ahhhh…..ouch…..’ I screamed again, as before I could complete, there came the third shock, this time on my pelvis, just a few inches away from the most sensitive part of my body.

I screamed with whatever energy I was left with, as the effect was enormous, unbearable. My understanding, my brain, and my entire thought process went into a coma, while standing in tip-toes, I stretched myself back, away from the Taser, which was still near my pussy.

‘I am saying the truth, sir….I don’t know….please have some mercy’ I screamed again but saw Officer Andrew shaking his head, as if he wasn’t believing my answers.

‘Do you think I am stupid?’ he said and looked towards officer Phill.

‘Do you know what happens when 50,000 volts gets into a woman’s vagina?’ he asked and signaled Officer Phill, who brought the Taser near my pussy and finally touched it on my lower lips.

I spread my legs as wider as I could, and almost jumped in the same pose, but soon realized that he hasn’t electrocuted me yet, but was on the verge of doing it. He was just playing with my mind.

‘Last chance, Miss Kira. Tell me the truth else face the consequences’ asked officer Andrew but I cried instead and also screamed as I had no answers.
‘I beg you sir….no…..ple….’ I was screaming but couldn’t finish, as the Taser was finally on my pussy.

It was sudden and extreme. For a moment I felt like my lower bottom was subjected to a knife and burning hot water, but soon after few seconds, I felt like I was falling off a building, sliding down in air slowly and steadily. I felt like a kite whose strings are cut, and it’s getting down with any control over itself.

It was a so different experience, so unique, like I was drugged. My eyes were closed and my lower bottom had no sensation, but I could feel a narrow stream on my legs, like someone was washing my legs.

‘Andrew S…T…O…P. She is losing it’ I was unable to open eyes but could head weird sounds, in slow motion.

‘W..A..T..E..R’ someone said, as I slowly felt my eyeballs resting on my sockets.

Yes, I was losing it, losing my consciousness, but before that could happen, I was awakened up by a bucket of water on my head. It returned my awareness, not all of it but partial, and now I could feel someone’s arms wrapped around my chest.

It was Officer James who was holding my chest, making sure that I don’t fall and hang just by my arms. Now I could realize that my legs had no water but were wet with my own piss. Somehow I urinated without my attention. It may have happened after he shocked me on my frontal bottom, right on my drift.
Well, now I could again feel my breaths and my body which was still loose. I had no strength to even stand on my legs. Even my eyes were down and I felt like I was unable to take sort of decision. My mind was empty and I had no feeling either, like I was just born into a new world.

‘Can you hear me, Miss Kira?’ asked Officer Andrew while Officer James still held my bare chest tightly, giving me support to stand.

As I didn’t reply, I saw Officer Phill's hands coming closer to me again. He still had that deadly device and it made me remember what happened with me just a few minutes earlier.

I nodded softly as a reply.

‘You didn’t answer my last question. Who were you supposed to meet here?’ he repeated the same question.

I didn’t reply but started to cry hard, just like some small kid, eyes still bursting of tears and body still shaking.

‘I beg you, sir, please, don’t do it. I am telling the truth’ I whispered as not much energy was left inside me.

While I was still in shock, I saw Phill’s hand coming closer towards my pelvis again. With my hands tied and body still held by Officer James, I don’t know what happened next but I started to shake like a mad person, as someone on possession of daemon. There was a strange energy that triggered something inside my brain, and I started shaking myself left to right, and then the opposite way, like I wasn’t ready for anything, like all I wanted was to shake myself in the worst possible way.

There isn’t much I remember what happened after it, but I do remember than Phill once again groped my naked body, and lifting one of my legs, he shocked me right between my legs all over again and that was it, the end. I don’t know what happened later and when they left the place, or who untied my hands and made me lean on my own piss.

I was in dark and I was unconscious.

I can feel a few drops of water sprinkled on my face, as I regain consciousness. I don’t know how long I was out or when I lost control. I only remember the unbearable torture, the immense sufferance I was subjected into.

‘It’s over, Kira darling, wake up’ says Officer James, as I open eyes slowly and steadily.

I am in pain, in so much pain, lying in my own piss. I forgot when I lost consciousness. Maybe it happened when I got electrical shocks on my bottom, right into the most sensitive part of my body.

Ahhhhh….I feel so weak, so out of energy. I don’t even have the strength to speak, or to sit on my own back. My body has gone loose, completely, and my legs ache, a lot, after getting shocks by brutal Taser. The last hour was the most horrible hour of my entire life. I couldn’t believe interrogations can be so brutal, so inhuman. Yes, I have seen these in movies, which aren’t real but staged, but I never thought it could happen to a real person, me, who is not even some professional criminal with some real crime like murder.

I think the officers forgot that I am a girl, just 22 years of age, and I am not strong enough for the methods they used on me to interrogate.

‘It’s over, Kira darling, wake up’ says Officer James, and I open eyes slowly and steadily.

He snuggles me again, caresses my back, as I lie like a lifeless person. Even his eyes look full of surprise, like he also can’t believe how ill I was treated by his senior officers. Clearly, he wasn’t expecting this to happen, not to someone like me, a weak and young girl.

Well, he snuggles me for a couple of minutes, like giving me the strength to hold on, and then leans me back again on the wet stinky floor.

‘I’ll be back, soon. Let my seniors leave’ he says, and leaves me at my condition, locking the door from outside, while I lie on the floor without any movement.

As he leaves, my sobs return but I don’t have enough energy to sob in my normal voice. It’s just like crying from inside, without making any noise.
I am in so ugly place. It’s a hell, a real hell. In the past 24 hours, I’ve been beaten, torched, and raped, but the irony is it’s not the end, but just a beginning. My body is numb and my private parts are aching. I feel dirty and I’m lying in my piss.

There’s no hope, there is no light and if it isn’t the worst, I wonder what could be worse.

For a moment I slide turn myself to rest on my buttocks, as the floor smells very bad, as like my entire body now, with my hair still wet of my own piss on the floor. I feel so dirty and out of spirit. I am broken and afraid of what awaits for me.

‘Water, please’ I whisper within myself, although I know that no one is here to hear me, and then I crawl towards my cage where I see a bottle.

As I crawl and move, I could feel pain in my knees, as the floor isn’t smooth but ignoring it, I reach the bottle and take a mouthful of water in. As it gets down to my throat, I feel itching inside my mouth, like even water isn’t ready to accept me.

I start crying, once again but there are no more tears left to wet my eyes. It’s like the stock is out and I am empty, alone, without any hope or light. I cry again and lay my naked body to the walls of the iron cage. I wonder what painful moments are written in my destiny and how much more I’ll have to bear. I am so weak, I’m so young. I could see my life slipping away from me and I can’t do anything about it.

I cry again, and cry myself to sleep.