So I decided to fill this in. Reading it through initially there were a lot of things that don't apply because I've never experienced it. However reading through certain things the idea of engaging in it was making me feel humiliated and squirmy so I've come up with a sort of key.
Experienced and makes me humiliated
Not experienced, makes me humiliated/wet reading it and could potentially do in the future
Not experienced, makes humiliated/wet reading it, but could not ever do due to limits.
If it's left black then its either not experienced and not making me wet reading it or its black because experienced but doesn't humiliate me.
I Core information
1. Age: 24
2. Name: Rainbow
3. Het, Bi or Lez? Bi
4. Who you've fantasised about humiliating you? Pick one or more options from the list below:
Your Owner
Someone with power over you (police, soldier, doctor, teacher, boss, relation, friend, bully)
Someone you owe money or favour
Someone who you need something from
Any man or woman who your Owner lends you to
Your blackmailer
Your rapist
Your abductor
Anyone higher than you in the slave hierarchy
5. At what age did you have your first humiliation experience or realise that humiliation made you wet? Just need a number here
II List of Humiliations
Indicate what numbers in this list turn you on. Add exclamation marks (!) if it makes your face glow red and your cunt drip uncontrollably.
1. Being Controlled / Owned
Being ordered around
Being made to perform tasks
Being denied orgasm
Not being permitted to wear panties!!
Not being permitted to wear a bra!!
Being told what clothes to wear every day
Having to be naked in the house!!
Being told what you are allowed to eat
Being told when and where you can sleep
Having to eat off the floor
Having to crawl on all fours
Having to ask before you can go pee
Having to pee outside
Having to wear a collar to show that you're owned
Being tattooed to show you're owned
Having to answer any questions from your owner fully and honestly
2. Being put on display
Having to wear slutty and/or revealing clothes at home
Having to wear slutty and/or revealing clothes in public!
Having to wear slutty and/or revealing clothes at work
Having to bare your tits, ass or cunt in a public place
Being made to dress in a costume for him (schoolgirl, maid, etc)
Being stripped naked in front of people your Owner invites round
Being made to masturbate in front of people your Owner invites round
Having pictures of you posted onto the web
Being put on display as a whore in a shop window - although something I definitely fantasize about even if I know it will never happen
3. Being treated as a sex object
Being casually groped by your Owner whenever s/he wants
Being groped in public by your Owner
Being groped in public by a complete stranger
Being treated as nothing but a set of holes
Being treated as nothing more than a pair of big tits
Being fucked as hard and as roughly as possible
Having to take it up your ass
Having to take it down your throat
Being slapped across your face with his hard cock
Being used as a cumbucket or cumrag
Being gang-banged
Being whored out
Being used as a party favour
Being used in a glory hole or adult theatre
Being raped
4. Being verbally degraded
Being talked to in a condescending manner
Being talked to in a rude and arrogant fashion
Being called dirty
Being called a slut
Being called a whore
Being called worthless
Being called stupid
Being called a cunt
Being called a bitch
Being called a pig
Being called a cow
Being talked about to others
Being talked about to others as if you're not there
Having any of the above names written on your body
Making you agree with and repeat back the names you are being called
5. Being physically hurt
Having your hair pulled
Having your face slapped
Having your tits slapped
Having your cunt slapped!!
Having your nipples pinched or clamped
Being bent over and having your ass spanked
6. Being disciplined
Being castigated for doing something incorrectly
Being scolded like a naughty girl
Having to write lines
Having to stand in the corner
Being made to apologise for your behaviour
Having to bare your bottom, bend over and wait for your punishment
Having to count out each spank or stroke as it lands on your bottom
Having to stand in the corner with your red punished ass on display
7. Being treated as unimportant
Having your views mocked, belittled or ignored
Having your feelings mocked, belittled or ignored
Having your time deliberately wasted
Being ignored altogether
Treating your work or career as trivial or unimportant
Him reminding you of your feminist beliefs as he orders you around like a maid
Having your needs ignored in favour of your Owner's
Being told your only purpose in life is to serve your Owner
8. Having your orgasm controlled
Having to ask permission before you can cum
Being restricted to humping household objects as your only means of cumming.
Being made to edge throughtout the day to keep your cunt wet and ready!!!!
Having to ask permission to touch your cunt
Being locked in a chastity belt
Being denied orgasm for days or weeks or months at a time (specify length)
Only getting cock in your mouth or ass
9. Being shamed about your body
Being told you're too fat
Being told your tits are too small
Being told you're ugly
Being inspected and having your flaws pointed out to you
Being compared to other women and told how you fail to measure up
10. Physical Constraints as a means of humiliation
Having your hands cuffed behind your back
Being kept in chains
Being gagged to stop you talking
Being gagged with an O-ring so your mouth and throat can be fucked
Being tied up naked with your legs spread so you can be used at will
Being kept locked up in a cage when you're not in use
11. Making you do demeaning and disgusting things
Being spat on
Making you piss yourself
Being pissed on or in
Having to swallow your Owner's piss
Having piss in or over your food
Having cum in or over your food
Having you go out in public with cum over your face
Having you spend the day with cum in your bra and panties
Being gagged with your used panties
Being fucked with a paper bag over your head
Being fucked with your used panties over your head
Being fucked with your head in the toilet
Making you lick the toilet seat clean
Making you hump the toilet
Having your Owner sit on your face
Having a toilet brush shoved up your cunt or asshole to clean it
Making you lick his/her shoes clean
Making you lovingly lick and kiss your Owners feet and toes
Being hosed down like an animal
Being made to lie in mud
Being made to spend the night in the barn
12. Controlling your other relationships
Having your private life discussed with family, friends or work colleagues
Having intimate pictures of you shown to family, friends or work colleagues
Making you have sex with your friends or work colleagues
Making you help arrange sex for your Owner with family, friends or work colleagues
Giving him/her access to all your computer accounts - email, facebook, blogs
13. Raceplay
Having your race treated as inferior
Being made to fuck other races who you wouldn't normally
Being called racially insulting names
14. Gender play as humiliation
Making you have sex with a woman if you're straight
Making you have sex with a man if you're a lesbian
Treating all women as inferior to men
15. Your position in your relationship
Letting your Owner have sex with other women
Having to watch or listen to him/her have sex with another
Being denied sex while your Owner has as much sex as they want
Being told by your Owner how much more s/he enjoys sex with the other woman
Having to move into the spare room because his lover is now in your room
Having to clean his lover's home as well as yours
Having to buy her clothes, gifts and jewellery
Having to clean her cunt and his cock with your mouth after they've made love
Being humiliated by your Owner's lover for being inferior to her
Not even having a Owner: you're just the live-in maid for another couple
16. Generic Humiliation
Being laughed at
Being told by your owner what s/he intends doing to you next
Being told that making you feel mortified makes his cock hard
Having to beg him for something you need or want
Having to beg him _not_ to make you do something you don't want to do
Being humiliated to tears
Being encouraged to cry because it turns your Owner on
Having to thank you the person after they've hurt or used you
Having to say sorry to your Owner even when it's not your fault
Being taunted because your cunt gets wet when you are humiliated
III Additional Info (Optional)
What do you look like? (You're expected to tell me what size your tits are, at a minimum.) 32B, tall, skinny
What race / ethnicity / nationality are you? Caucasian
Are you shy or outgoing? shy
Are you religious? (if so, what faith?) Buddhist
Are you a virgin? Yes
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