[footlover.london]

This update is slightly overdue. But I promised to catalogue my experience so…

The most notable update is that I had another ruined orgasm (on Sunday). As per my rules this was cleaned up by me. And as with my other orgasms so far, this was again unintentional. I had just set a new daily edge record for this year (65) having spent the day and evening frustrating myself. Then…well, you know the rest. I was so close to holding back and the gap between me stopping and then the unstoppable starting took ages. But I knew I was right on the threshold the whole time, my maggot hypersensitive. The slightest disturbance of air felt like it could tip me. And it did.

I’ve found three things even more frustrating than I expected so far. First, my daily rules, while simple, are a real ordeal and disruption to my normal routine. I so want to cheat. But I haven’t.

Second, I really had planned for my orgasms to be proper orgasms (unless via punishment). But circumstances have meant that all had to be ruined. It feel like such a waste - and means I never really get the frustration out of my system. But, I’m also obsessed with making myself more frustrated.

Third, I really hasn’t planned to have used so many orgasms so far. I’m usually very strict and this is far more than I would usually permit. But somehow the focus has added extra pressure and weakness. And tracking my edges means I’m so focussed on this that I can easily go too far.

My hope is to not cum next until mid or late February. I need to save some orgasms! I really hope there’s are no more mistakes.

My updated summary of all of counts and rules is below. As a reminder you can add additional rules and challenges throughout the year.

Counts:
Date of last orgasm: 21 January 2024.
Edges since last orgasm:21.
Orgasms during 2024: 3/24 (was 25)
Total 2024 edges: 422.

Rules:
1. Stroke 100 times while hard before first pee each day (failing means can’t use this toilet for a day).
2. Time between next orgasm must be longer than between last (or orgasm counts as 2).
3. All cum must be eaten.
4. Must edge (at least) once on Monday, twice Tuesday… If a day is missed then do double the next day (plus the missed edges).
5. Ten seconds of no touch foot porn for each edge.
6. All orgasms to censored porn (or count as 2).


Tasks:
1. Dice game for one orgasm. When I want to cum I must roll a dice and edge that number of times. I then roll a second: if this is lower than the first, edge this number of times and I am denied. If higher, then edge the dice count again and roll a third time: one or two means I ruin (still counts as orgasm); three or more and I can cum freely.
2. Chew worn socks each evening before bed until next orgasm (in progress).
3. One orgasm while fucking or licking a toilet seat.