Maybe more people than you think have that exact same thing going around in their head.
I'm pretty sure everyone has their own private little 'dark side'. It's surely different from person to person, but it's dark nonetheless. now, 'dark' isn't the right word for it, because it are just thoughts and longings that are not integrated in our 'society'...
Never hate or doubt yourself for feelings that don't harm anyone else.
Don't be a sheep that follows the flock without living your life as you wish.
Because you know, it's yours and yours alone!
Make sure you have lived before you die...
Make your own decisions.
Ow, i forgive you for stealing my time.
