A brief update on the current state. I'm still on no-touch, and a submissive mess at a near-daily basis. I'm afraid I'm liking it too
A few panic moments when looking at how slowly I am chipping away at this mountain, but by now I'm all good and happy. Just chipping away at the mountain without looking at the numbers, much better for my sanity.
The urge to touch is wildly fluctuation. Usually it's not there. Often it's a dull pace. And sometimes it's all I can do to not actually touch. Trying to do tasks to remove the urge only works half the time, the other half it only drives me more and more crazy. If you had given a task, don't worry about it, I haven't forgotten about them. Just haven't gone around to doing them you with all the abuse I'm getting. They will be done before I get an orgasm.
Current status update of the keywords:
186 CHANCE: 4.65 hours of either fucking my mouth or ass determined by fair flip of coin every minute. (98 minutes done)
192 FAST: 72 consecutive days of breakfast and no-touch before 9 am. (16 done)
180 FREE: 67.5 hours without underwear (49 hour 45 minutes done)
240 DEEP: 2 hours of holding a deepthroat. (30.8 min done )
198 TOUCH: 14.85 hours of watching porn while on no touch (140 minutes done)
156 VIBE: 7.8 hours of using my edge vibrator in public. (85 minutes done)
159 BALL: 1.99 hours of squeezing my balls. (14 minutes 10 seconds done)
119 EXPOSED: 29.75 hours of staying naked while awake. (21 hour and 30 minutes done)
Some of them are quite far, some of them not far at all yet. 16 days since the start of the thread now. 16 days of denial. Looking at the numbers, about 6-8 weeks left at this speed
