I'm sorry that I've been such a negligent author. I still want to finish this story, but it would be irresponsible for me to say that I will commit to a schedule again after failing at it so many times in the past. No, I think I'll just try to post when I can. Maybe it will be finished some day.
Short chapter here. I'm thinking I may stick with shorter chapters. I think it might be easier for me to keep up the writing momentum this way. We shall see.
Chapter 35
"Okay, rule number three," Lindsay said as she continued with the slow strokes of my erect penis. "From this moment on, I will be the only object of desire in your world. If you are thinking that someone is pretty, sexy, hot, or anything like that, you had better be thinking about me. You may not look at other girls longingly. You may not imagine having sex with another girl. If you are horny, you must focus all of your sexual energy on me or the thought of me.
"Obviously this means that you may no longer view pornography. But this also means that you can no longer look longingly at pretty girls that you see in your everyday life. If you find yourself naturally attracted to a girl that is not me, you should look away and focus those thoughts on me and scold yourself for being an unfaithful subject."
It took me a moment to process what this meant. The first two rules were easy compared to this one. For those, I just had to do what she said to do. But for this one I had to think what she told me to think. This was more than just controlling my actions through an unending series of dares. She wanted to control my mind too.
Lindsay noticed my hesitation to affirm the third rule. She stopped stroking me and asked, "Are you considering denying your Queen?"
"I'm sorry, my Queen," I answered immediately. Then I offered an excuse, "I was only wondering how you would enforce this rule."
Lindsay answered in even tone, "Are you not my loyal subject? If you agree to my rules, will you require constant supervision in order to live up to your word?"
"Of course not, my Queen," I told her. "I will do what you say, even when you're not watching."
"So you agree to obey my third rule?"
"Yes my Queen. I want nothing except for you."
"Good," Lindsay smiled at me and resumed stroking my dick.
And there it was. I had agreed to let Lindsay have everything: mind and body. As anxious as I felt, surrendering this much of myself to her, I have to admit that it turned me on. The thought of it combined with her stroking my dick brought me to the edge of climax and I remembered the second rule.
"My Queen..." I moaned softly, "I... uhhh... cum?"
The stroking stopped suddenly. I opened my eyes to Lindsay smirking. "No," she said, "hold it in. That's an order."
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