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Old 03-23-2018, 06:41 PM   #38
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Thank you for encouraging me.

Well, it's been ten days since I posted my last entry (sorry for kept you waiting) - time really flies when you are busy with studying. But also it didn't happened much last week, beside that I'm really horny most of the time and was kept in my belt for the whole weekend again.

Mistress had the same thoughts as ltakltak. I have to wear the pads now outside of my panties and it is embarrassing to feel how quick the cotton gets soaked or see the wet spot growing every time I use the toilet. It's the best evidence of what I am: A filthy pet with a dripping wet cunt - a bitch in heat.

On Thursday (day 67 / 34) Master washed me and granted me one edge during the shower. I moaned and told that I could enjoy this all day. He whispered in my ear that I should be careful what I wish for. I didn't know what he mean, till Friday when I came home.
I undressed and expected to be belted, but when I wanted to pull down my soaked panties Mistress told me to stop. Because of what I said yesterday I would be kept at the edge today.
The instructions Master gave her were clear:
She could do whatever she liked (except for making me cum, shave or damaging his property) to make me beg to be belted when Master comes home.

First I got 25 spankings on my covered cunt for staining the panties - for every pair of underwear I stain I'll get 50 more slaps from now. Then she pulled a second pair of panties (of course Mistress was choosing the thinnest panties I own) over the first one and placed a bullet vibe in them, buzzing at the lowest setting. After that she pulled my labia till the vibe with the panties nestled nicely between them and I had to do my daily tasks. Of course she didn't place it directly at my clit, but still the vibrations were clearly noticeably. And I had more than six hours in front of me before Master came home . Then Mistress clamped my nipples, but put the chain behind my neck, and collared me. Now I was properly prepared for the afternoon.

Well, I started with preparing lunch (still one of the few times I'm allowed to stand upright). Every step I took or every time I closed my legs I pressed my labia tight to the vibe, so I ended by standing with my legs wide apart. But it was nothing compared to when I had to crawl on all fours. My labia kept rubbing between my thighs and the vibe, which made really, really horny. Plus because the chain was behind my neck it was constantly pulling my nipples.
Also munching from my bowl made me "presenting" my genitals and didn't take long till a dark spot formed the second pair.

Mistress stopped the vibe, removed it and gave me the well deserved 50 spanks on my cunt. Then she gave me the third pair and placed the vibe in it, but now it was buzzing at the second lowest speed, which made eating a bit harder.
After lunch I asked for permission for using the toilet, of course in the proper position - seiza-style, knees apart, hands on my knees, head down and polite voice. Mistress supervised me as usual while I did my humiliating piss in the bucked, but I was thankful to escape the merciless vibe for few minutes. As I pulled down my panties I was, well, not shocked, but very surprised how wet I was .

After that was done it was time for doing our homework, which is the only time I'm allowed to use a chair. But the vibe had slipped down a bit and I was almost sitting on it which made me jump because I was rushing towards the edge. So I was quite thankful as the wet spot appeared on my panties, even that means that my cunt got another 50 spanks. But the vibe was put in the right place afterwards, even it was now put on a higher speed.

During the homework I start shivering and my teeth were rattling because I got so horny. I was panting while talking and got interrupted by a deep moan. As my hips start to buck Mistress switched off the vibe. I put my head on the table. Close? I nod, biting my lower lip. Yes Mistress. You know that you have to tell me, right? Yes Mistress. If you cum Master won't have any mercy, on both of us. She pulled my chain. I don't care if you got disciplined, but I don't want to be punished because his stupid pet can't behave. She pulled my chain again. Look at me. Next time you get close, raise your hand. Yes Mistress. Also I needed another pair of panties. If you keep using up panties at this speed you won't have any left for the weekend. Oh right, you won't need them. After I got my fifth pair and next 50 slaps she switched the vibe back on, again a notch higher. Can you handle this? I gasped, but nod.
Mistress had to switch the vibe off for three more times till we were done with the homework.

After that we had bit more than three hours left till Master comes home - Mistress made sure that these were spend properly. While I emptied my bladder Mistress put two towels on the sofa, so I could face the TV and put in my old USB-device. Before I laid down Mistress removed the clamps from my nipples which got really sensitive and I was allowed to remove the panties. I laid on my back so I could see my messy "jungle" and the TV through my legs. The first video was about a girl that masturbates, edges and denies her orgasm for almost one and a half hour. Well, I have to say: I edged way more often than the girl in the video , but she came in the end, me not .
The next videos were mostly between 5 and 15 minutes and had all kings of content. Spankings, forced orgasms (mostly Asian girls, yay) and lezdom - well everything I like. Mistress used the vibe (so I could focus on my nipples only) and took really good care of my cunt. She brought me so close few times that I was afraid of tipping over the edge. I moaned so loud that Mistress had to gag me and my cunt twitched like crazy. I think my pelvic muscles will be sore tomorrow.

When Master came home I wasn't begging to be belted, but just because Mistress almost teased me stupid. Also, my back hurt a bit because I kept laying a bit bend. When Master stood in the door it took me a while to realize and remember to greet Master in properly.
He ordered me to the big mirror in the sleeping room so he could inspect my body.
As I took the position I had the chance to look at myself. I looked disgusting: heavy blushing, my cheeks and neck covered in my drool, the hair at my labia (which were dark and swollen) was a nasty wet mess while the hair on my mons were glued by my dried juices, but I could feel that my ass was dripping with my fluids at the same time.
Wow, you really are a filthy pet. I muffled trough my gag. Thank you Master. Have you thanked your Mistress already? No, Master. Then you better do. I nod, crawled back to the living room and kneeled in front of Mistress. I hoped it wouldn't take too long.
She stood up, removed my gag and pulled down her pants. I smirked as I noticed the wet spot in her panties. What are you grinning at you stupid bitch? Stay. Then I had to put on my panties (not the clean ones) and put the vibe in it again. If you need to stop, raise your hand. I nod. Let's see if you can bring me to orgasm before you reach the end. As the vibe started I began eating her out.
Of course I didn't managed it - I was just to worked up and had to stop her two times. But Master took the paddle and made sure that the breaks didn't get too boring. Also I got 50 spanks for making the spelling mistake - thank you "John M".
As my ass slowly turned red I could feel that I was leaking through the panties.
Finally Mistress reached her climax and I was at my final edge too, I couldn't handle one more. I kneeled there, my head on the floor and raised my hand. What do you think, are you ready to be put back in your belt? I just nod. My whole body was trembling as Master pulled the buzzing vibe out of my slick panties. Good girl.

I almost jumped out of my panties directly into the belt. I didn't even washed myself, because having the warm pulsing water, Masters soapy hands and then the rubbing towel at my sensitive parts seemed to be worse than having my dirty cunt belted.
Because I cooperated so nicely I got a reward. This evening I was the one who gave Master pleasure. He told me that my blowjobs really had improved since I'm kept in denial.

Well, that was my day (and the last ten days). Thank you.
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