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Oh boy, I’m scared to write this. But I have to, and it’s a good thing I’m scared, it makes it all so much better and humiliating!

I’m a little pussy eating whore, I’m not allowed any orgasms and the hornier I am the better I am at my purpose in life.
So I need your help. It’s almost 2021 and my plan is to be the best I can be during that year. I need to get addicted... to porn, to edging and to the feeling of a constant swollen clit. I need to be obsessed with keeping myself horny so that I can use my tongue to please other girls. I understand that this might be an everyday-thing. And I’m ready.

To get addicted I need tasks and rules. Please be as clear as you can!
Every post on this thread equals 15 minutes of me riding an edge= hell.
If I come over an edge I’ll ruin the orgasm and I will ask for a punishment.

What I have:
-Laptop, iPhone and on-ear-headphones to watch or listen to porn or both. I’m so very ashamed that my pussy seems to flood every time I hear the sound of a girl licking or sucking another girls pussy. Might be because it reminds me of my true purpose. Please don’t add links to porn since GD won’t allow it. But tell me what to google and I’ll find it! (Doesn’t need to be a specific video)
-A doxy magic wand that I use on the two lowest settings. Above that and I’ll cum way to easy. I love edging with my fingers as well. Humping for frustration and humiliation.
-Two sizes of clitpumps and a penispump (my pussy is to big for a pussypump- big lovely labia and clit)
-Pull ups, ABDL-diaper, adult diapers to lock my poor pussy in a warm, wet and heavy diaper.
-Various anal toys up to 8cm in diameter.
-I’ve also ordered a speculum, holy mary pleasuring oil, pissplugs (one in metal and one in silicone), urethra sounding dilators (up to 1,8 cm wide), and some really good slightly (but not a lot) numbing lube.