Friday (Day 130 / 97)
Enemas 04 / 20
Thank you to encourage me - I guess.
Because I asked for the shield, till the urge to finger-fuck my ass has faded, I was allowed to have it removed today. But for tomorrow I lost the right to edge. I don't know if I'm happy or sad about it. Also Master told me that if I touch my asshole in any other way then wiping it, the shield will be back on. After my ass got plugged (respectively stuffed).
Nevertheless today my mind slipped away while I was cleaning my "toy box" (Mistress told me that just because I don't need them anymore doesn't mean that I don't have to take care of them).
I was cleaning the slim and pink dildo, which was my very first toy, and felt my ass itching in desire to put it in it. I really liked how my cunt start to twitch too and I could feel how I got horny and frustrated more and more.
@Yasna:
Thank you and welcome to the club. Hehe.
I would like to hear how your mind and body change if you are denied for a long time.
As I told before: I've always been a "moist" girl, but now it is insane (and often embarrassing) how wet I am, but after few weeks of no touch my cunt calmed down a bit. But when you then allowed to edge it can be sheer hell. I absolutely loved it.
Edit:
I see you like pain. Maybe you should try a bit capsaicin at you clit. But place a wet towel next to you, so you can wipe it if it gets too intense.
I did it once, it was a bit too much for me - but I really didn't want to touch myself there for a few hours
