almost understand
Soooo it took me a long time and a lot of experimenting with nearly every type of kink before I finally figured out what I truly want. Buuuut I don't know how to satisfy this need... So, I am demisexual (basically I am asexual until I find someone I really connect with) so i often get exasperated trying to connect with people because the sexual part of things doesn't interest me much at all. However, I am extremely submissive. Once someone takes control of me with a firm physical touch, or tells me to sit, drink water, sleep, etc. it's like I can't even think anymore. I love it. I'm desperate for the control over me.. but i feel like there aren't many people who will share that need. People who might want to control me, micromanage my day, offer commands... without the sex. So... does anyone have an idea of how I might get this kind of satisfaction? I just want to be submissive so badly..
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