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I’ve been through a few masters, and I always turn back because I think I know what I want at the time, but after going through with it I always end up feeling my self worth shatter and going into a depressive state
I do struggle with mental health in general, so I guess this must not be good for me, but I can’t help thinking it’s just the other person who’s not good for me and maybe I should keep searching
Maybe I should just leave the entire erotic scene and try to get my sex drive down.

Do any other subs ever feel like this? Or any doms who can understand this? And does anyone have any advice in general?