[m55uk4younger]

Well everybody seems to search the internet for all their needs, sexual or not these days but it can be so frustrating!

Naked images are everywhere and so explicit, some find that enough, masturbation fodder but solo masturbation can sometimes be nothing more than scratching a much needed itch.

Then the more kinky sexual fantasy stuff, we all have them don't we?

As long as it is legal and consenting to both parties then why not but be sure that you both want to explore this as like any drugs you need more and more and more to satisfy.

I post and also write as after I found then lost my perfect very submissive mainly due to my stupidity I lost him, I guess I stated to care for him too much and emotions got in the way, maybe he did not want an emotional attachment just use and very good orgasms, who knows but I still think about him and hope one day to receive contact from him again just to know he is alive and ok, not much to ask is it?

I hope one day that he may read this but I guess he has moved on!

Sorry if this is boring, I guess real life is that is why role play and fantasy is so important to so many.

I am not even sure if this is the place to write from my heart not my logical head or even if this "story" should continue.


Thank you for reading, love your comments good or bad.