Day 40 / 7
Looks like I counted the day I got belted as day 1.
Well now the numerator should be back on track, now.
As promissed here my report (two days late):
Well I'm in denial for 40 days and belted for one week now, not all the time, but I hadn't touched myself for that long. So Master want me to keep focus if and how my attitude may have changed.
Clothes:
I love being naked in here and I understand that if you go outside you have to cover yourself. But why, WHY do you have to wear underwear? Ok, the panties keep the pad in place and prevent that my juices (another point on my list) will stain my jeans. But a bra? My nipples are always hard and so sensitive by now that I could scream. I start thinking about just taping them and go without bra - I don't think that anyone will notice. Master suggested that if my nipples are so sensitive, I should learn to edge form nipple play. Well, training starts this weekend.
I think I'm much more aware about the clothes touching my body.
Wetness:
I always tend to get wet, very very easy, now I'm constantly wet. Dripping wet. My pubes are a soaked, disgusting mess most of the time.
Mistress touches my cunt while putting the lock at me in the morning?
She can go wash her hands - no water needed.
We come home and I undress in the vestibule?
As soon as my panties come down the scent of my wet cunt is flooding this small room and spots of my juice appear everywhere I stand for longer than 30 seconds.
It's abnormal, but also I like how my body responds of being owned - and my owners too, of course
So horny:
I'm not just easy to get wet, I'm also very easy to arouse and always have been a "quick-cummer" - but normally just in bed, when I'm comfortable and not like this.
When I walk to school I can clearly feel the movement of my genitals against the pad and when I arrive there I can feel that it's already damp. If I take the stairs I have to make a break at the fifth floor till my legs stop shaking. So, even walking makes me horny at the moment and I'm so glad that we don't have gym classes anymore.
When I'm naked and not belted but locked (like in the shower) I'm clearly aware of the lock.
Even it's "hiding" in the jungle, it's weight is pulling at my septate hymen, make me feel it every second. And I kinda miss this feeling when I'm belted.
When I was grinding my cunt on Masters cock two days ago to wash it, all I could think about was the fantasy of slamming my cunt on it and make myself his little cock socket. When he fucked my ass on Wednesday I didn't last very long before I was too close to my orgasm and had to stop him.
I knew that I can cum from anal-stimulation, but I never had been this fast, this close.
At the moment I'm just a body controlled by lust, but it makes me open minded for sexual things.
Words and pictures:
Everything can trigger it. I was watching "Full metal jacked" and the recruits call the sergeant "Sir, yes Sir" - I was thinking about Master. I was reading something and the word "dripping" appeared - immediately I couldn't focus on nothing else then my dripping cunt.
So, If Mistress want to tease me during school she just have to whisper naughty words to my ear - it don't even have to be a sentence, just words.
Also, I still have a porn related task to do (watch porn for one hour per day) - It's almost impossible to watch it for one hour straight because my cunt will start throbbing so violent that I could scream.
And you can't imagine what writing this report did to me
Concentration:
I can't concentrate properly, I can't write properly and make spelling mistakes - at the PC mostly it's fine, but I think if I would switch of auto-correction you would think I'm mentally challenged. That English is not my native language makes it not better.
If school is interesting I can control myself, but if the topic is boring my mind start to wander, mostly to the nether region of my body. But because I sit there with the damp pad at my itching cunt I cant concentrate for very long. Except for my cunt - I could fantasize about it all day
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Body- / Mind confusion:
My libido is a roller coaster at the moment. Sometimes I think, "Hey, you managed 16 years without even know that your body can have an orgasm, you will manage this few days." But five minutes later I'm like "Screw it and screw me till I pass out".
It's like my body and my brain are fighting over my lust - and I have no idea who is winning...
My body want me to edge myself till I'm just at the piont before tipping over, but this one week without touching is fucking me mentally and I think it makes me even hornier.
I like the permanent tension in my lover body and I love that Master and Mistress just have to kiss me or touch my tits to turn me into a dripping mess.
About my day:
The morning and school were as usual. But I fell asleep at the sofa in the afternoon, even I'm not allowed on the furniture.
Master woke me by spraying water on me and afterwards I got spanked, with a rolled up newspaper.
Also, because I didn't greet him at the door like a pet should I got some training - I had to give paws, sit and roll. Then he trained me "down", "sit" and "stay". Because I did so well, Master played fetch with me - I was a bit shocked how much it aroused me to be treated like this
Also "Gram866" found some typos and grammar errors in my blog - I'll not correct them so everybody will see what a stupid pet I am.
I had to write the words down correctly 50 times and got the same amount of spanks by Mistress. Thank you, "Gram866" for helping me to improve my spelling.