Sad lonely masturbator
I guess the title summed me up, in my early twenties and yes I masturbated far too much, like many guys my age without a regular sexual outlet, straight or gay it did not matter. I needed somebody to take me in hand and stop myself taking myself in hand!
But how? Online is risky, trust the biggest thing, finding somebody I could trust and lead my life to fewer but much better orgasms, Yes I came, I spunked but the mental orgasm was always shit poor. I wanted more, lots more.
So here I am, I post ads on getDare, some replies, lots of time wasters. Will I ever find the one?
I try cam sites, I flaunt my body for others to get off, yes it turns me on too, I guess being watched and the interaction with others.
Sadly people rarely meet in these online days, just a faceless computer and a keyboard to text message if you are lucky.
One new message in my getDare inbox, I open it.
Hello,
I have read your ads and posts and thought I should message you. I was lost like you in my youth but I had no internet, it did not exist then.
I was lucky I found an older Man to guide and teach me, now I think it is time I became the teacher but finding the right student is very hard.
Maybe you are the right student, I hope you will reply and tell me more but if not then I fully understand.
Sir.
I read the message over and over again before typing a reply.
Hello Sir.
Thank you for your message and even considering me to be your student.
I sit here wondering what to write, sad really I guess. I do know I need control of my masturbation habit, I masturbate far too often and my mental orgasms are pretty shit. I want much better ones!
Maybe you should write the questions and I answer then with total honesty?
Thank you for your time.
Regards.
I pressed send.
Too late, I thought, message sent.
To be continued . . . . . .
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