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I was in a dynamic awhile back where my orgasms were controlled for a little over a year. During that time it was uncommon for me to cum more than once a week and I think the longest period was about three weeks. For me it made thinking about sex and my partner a much bigger part of my day. I might suggest trying to find pleasure in knowing that your partner is enjoying your sexual frustration. And I would definitely practice edging. You will have accidents for sure, but tell your partner and I'm sure they will enjoy punishing you for them.