I see it's been a while, but I wanted to chime in. It's not uncommon for people to feel this way, and it's important to remember that you're not alone. It's okay to step back and reassess what you want and what's important to you. It may be helpful to seek therapy or counseling to work through these feelings and explore what's going on. I suggest checking out more info at
https://restore-mentalhealth.com/out...south-florida/ to choose the right treatment. I hope that helps you!