this is going to be more in depth than most the other posts.
First backstory. My wife has needed a new knee for about 7 years. she just got the surgery in august. During that 7 years she was basically bed ridden and due to some mental health issues I am working on, our house has gotten really messy. to the point that it is almost unlivable. we basically have paths through each room. what we really need is a big bin to discard a lot of stuff into.. but we can not afford that YET. so I need to do a lot of cleaning first.
so here are my ten wishes.
1. find a way to force myself to clean like kinky punishments or rewards
2. to get the bedroom in the basement made up as a 'play room'
3. someone in real life to make me clean by degrading me
4. to be blackmailed in some way into following through with kinky tasks i am given
5. rituals i have to follow or be punished
6. rules to follow or be punished
7. to be controlled both in kinky ways as well as being made to be less lazy
8. some experimenting with outside or public dares, but NOT including being seen or others being affected
9. being degraded on a semi regular basis
10. take more pride in being a good slut and doing things like dressing up, diapering, following orders.
and bonus resolution/wish
keep working on my mental health so I actually ENJOY things (both kinky and not) again
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