[sexriley]

Aaand, I'm back to a week. Don't know why but for a little bit I thought you guys were gonna let the last few days go by this time.

So it's 72/79 days denial with 75 days punishment and 151 edges.

It's been so long since I've had release. Sometimes it feels like it's all I can think about any more. I'm so desperate to have that again. At the same time I'm learning that I'm just a worthless toy and if my frustration is fun to anyone who reads this then it's worth it for me, however long this lasts.

I'm thinking of also starting a dare thread because I'm just so desperate to be played with even if it means I'm not allowed to get off myself.

Anyways, thank you to everyone for playing with me and adding to my frustration!