[Tigerlily]

I think what I'll do next is
strip naked in the freezing attic,
kneel on the door mat, assuming the position of a table,
put a sharpened pencil on both ends pressed in-between my thighs
and tightly belt my thighs together.
I can line up markers that roll easily on my back. That way, if I start to move and a marker rolls off, that gives a punishment plenty for not being a proper table.
(setting a box on my back was my first idea, but the markers seem more fun--any other ideas are welcomed.)

The attic will be pitch black, as, why would you have the light on for furniture and other storage?
I want to feel dehumanized again.
I think to achieve that, I need to be left in the attic for at least 40 minutes.