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Originally Posted by ChamomileAngel
I enjoy penetrating, not necessarily being penetrated unless I'm really horny I guess.
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Originally Posted by SlaveAtimai
Do you say this because you have already experienced it?
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I said I almost feel virginal sometimes, yet I am not a virgin. Yes I have been fucked.
Three relationships in real life.
My ex-boyfriend Samuel, when I was 15 and 19. A few months each time.
An ex-girlfriend for 3 years, when I was 23 to 26 years old.
An ex boyfriend, Perry, from December 2014 to the end of August 2017. I was 30 to 33. It lasted a season under 3 years.
Just vanilla fucking unfortunately. And that usually doesn't do anything for me. I never came with any of them.
Besides that I had one online relationship. A submissive girlfriend for almost four years. It was on and off (mostly on) from when I was 33 to 37... It ended in the somewhat recent past. I mention it in
my blog. That almost broke me when it ended, though I evolved exponentially after it and continue to do so.
So I would cum whenever I masturbated. Which I prefer not to do, because I'd rather be fucking someone I want then myself. But I haven't been that lucky in real life.
I am picky. There are enough people that want to date me usually, but I am usually not attracted to them.
And most people I know are vanilla.
I know of a few kinky people and only find one of them somewhat attractive, but I don't want to date coworkers. Not a good idea.
I could go to a dungeon, but I'd rather have my girl and my own.
I could get a pro Domme, but I haven't felt submissive in years, and I want something more accessible, like I am. Etc.
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Originally Posted by SlaveAtimai
What kind of intelligence do you think is the one that attracts you the most? Why?
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Emotional intelligence. The brain of the heart. Manners, Courtship, Chivalry romance, creative/refined/tasteful debauchery ~ or not :-D Either can be delicious.
I'm likely a
HSP (Highly Sensitive Person) or a
cognitive empath, and more...
I like feeling the soul, the spirit of a person. Sensing them. Quietly observing them and understanding and appreciating a bit more before I talk and engage. I like to get to know them a little first, then I may feel comfortable to engage with them. Doesn't always happen, and doesn't always have to.