Getting places! Interesting places!
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Originally Posted by bluedieblub
Grab each and every clothespin and other type of clamp you can. You are going to add them to your body one by one. Each time after you add a clamp/pin, take your dildo and deepthroat it once. Keep on going untill they are all on.
Once they are all on, stand in front of the mirror and look at yourself for 2 minutes. Keep your hands behind your back. Feel the pain over your body, the roughness of your throat from the dildo, the spit around your mouth. After 2 minutes you can release the pins, starting from the one you took first. If you are in the mood, pull them off, but this is not required.
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After gathering up all the things I was going to be using - clover clamps, the other clamps with bells, and a slightly intimidating tub of about 40 or so clothespins - I stripped naked and started adding. Clover clamp on right nipple, a slight moan as it bit in, deepthroat, clamp on left nipple and another moan as it joined my right one in pain, deepthroat again. Clamp with bells on each earlobe for lack of a better place (though they are quite sensitive, and it made moving around interesting as the clamps tugged), more dildo down throat and my own cock was already getting very hard. Then back to building up the pain in my nipples with a clothespin on either side, along with even more gasping, moaning, and deepthroating. By this point I barely felt it sliding down my throat, so much of my focus was on the half-painful, half-pleasurable, 100% demanding sensation from my nipples and chest.
After a couple of pegs on each armpit (not hugely painful), and some failed attempts at my belly and sides I moved on to my inner thighs - fuck did that hurt! As the pins and the pain built up, the deepthroats took on a more, I dunno, almost ritualistic quality - it was just something I did obediently after every clamp and pin because I had to, almost without thinking, rather than the deeply humiliating act it's been on other occasions. Then back up for a few more pins on the chest, and I think it was around this point or slightly later that the pain started to become a little overwhelming and the remaining pile rather intimidating. But I kept on going - first down the upper left arm, and then down the upper right, which although not as sensitive as my thighs made moving around to put on pins and insert my dildo very interesting. Then finally some on my belly button and stomach, which did actually work this time, and readding a couple which had fallen off (complete with more deepthroats).
At some point near the end, something shifted and the pain from all the clamps and pegs covering my body changed to... something else. Not exactly pleasure as such, more, I dunno, an intense, overwhelming feeling of being stimulated everywhere that I'd just completely surrendered to maybe? So with the box of pegs empty, I ended up standing in front of the mirror with my hands behind my back, watching through half-closed eyes as I breathed heavily from something that by then could neither be described as pleasure nor pain, looking at my wide-open drool-coated mouth, at the clothespins and clamps all over my body taking me to this place, at my telltale semi-erect cock, in far too deep to think about much at all, for definitely over two minutes. Felt like I could stay there for even longer, but I had a task to complete (and would likely have regretted it when it did come time to remove everything).
Even just unclipping things normally, it hurt. Enough to snap me out of my state of whatever it was a little. First the clover clamps, which are always incredibly painful to remove after wearing them for a while, then the pegs around them and the clamps on my ears (this was, of course, the wrong order...) which hurt slightly less - even pulled a few of them off without opening them - armpits, thighs (owww!), some more pegs on my chest, arms were pretty painful as well but left lovely clothespin marks as I removed them, and finally the remainder on my belly. Afterwards, I took a moment to look over the marks on my body and grin slightly before starting to write this.
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Originally Posted by Bdsub
Set a chair in front of a mirror (full length is best if possible). Put on a gag of your choice, butt plug of your choosing, ear plugs, and nipple clamps. Now secure your ankles to the legs of the chair and put your arms behind your back. Sit there staring at your self in the mirror for 5 minute. You don’t need to tell us what you thought about but think about what submission means to you while looking at your self wearing your fun toys.
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Later, I completed (or at least attempted) Bdsub's task, having managing to round all the toys up this time. Stripped down, slipped in the same familiar butt plug and attached the same nipple clamps as I've been using for this thread, inserted a large ball gag and earplugs, tied my legs to the chair with rope, set a timer and settled back watching myself in the mirror. I certainly did look like quite the sight, sitting there naked and helpless-looking with my nipples clamped, a chain dangling down between them ready to be pulled, and my hard cock poking up between my spread legs, but the thinking about what submission means to me part didn't come so easily. I tried a few things like thinking back to times I'd submitted in the past, contemplating how easy and natural it felt to obey and submit... but in the end, I mostly got stuck on thinking about what to think about. It felt a little like the mental trap I used to fall into sometimes back when I tried meditation. Sorry, not sure I really managed to make that work as intended.