In danger of repeating questions asked before, but due to that you could have changed answers now based on experience:
In which ways does it turn you on to be in denial for Butterfly, physical, mental, emotionally? How does it show?
Which phases of denial have you experienced so far over the length of your denials? How do they differ in detail?
What part played being in chastity for you so far in regard of denial?
What challenges did and do the quality lacks of chastity devices pose for you, for example regarding comfort, sleeping, visibility, safety from physical harm, security against getting out up to turtling, and hygiene?
Under which circumstances would you prefer being in chastity during your denial? Which lacks of quality could you live with? With which couldn't you?
How and why did
that story arouse you? (thanks for the comment, btw
)
Are you looking forward to the one year denial you begged for? How so? What are you happily anticipating about it? What do you fear?