[Redsilkyrope]

Interesting but something is contradictory. You need someone who takes control but don’t like to give him real control. You would like a strict Master but say things like “after that good luck getting anything”. Saying you are a brat is not coherent with your sub desire. A different presentation could have been more coherent, for example saying you do not submit easily and need time and confidence before giving full control. As it is your description let me think would be better to pass.