Losing a child is horrible. Don't feel guilty for that knocking you off balance a bit. It fucks up any normal human parent.
Your sub sounds like she wanted to go in full throttle and is now building a wall because she sees you as being less committed than her, and she may be afraid of committing any further until she can see you're on the same page as her. It might help to go full on in your session with her after having a proper conversation in advance about where your head is at and finding out where hers is at.
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